
three sisters had been close, conspirators against their cousins and against the
female tyranny of their aunts. Socha had been the leader, conniving at pranks and
ventures constantly. But Cil had changed with marriage, and grew old at twenty-two;
only Socha remained, in Jhirun's memory, unchanged and beautiful. Socha had
been swept away that Hnoth when the great sea wall broke; and Jhirun's last
memory of her was of Socha setting out that last morning, standing in that frail,
shallow skiff, and the sunlight streaming about her. Jhirun had dreamed ill dreams
the night before-Hnoth always gave her nightmares-and she had told her dreams to
Socha and wept, in the dark. But Socha had laughed them away, as she laughed at
all troubles, and set out the next morning, thus close to Hnoth.
Still happier Socha than Cil, Jhirun thought, when she reckoned Cil's life, and how few
her own months of freedom might be. There was no husband left for her in Barrows-hold but
her cousins, and the one that wanted her was Fwar, brother of Cil's man Ger and of the same
stamp. Fwar was becoming anxious; and so Jhirun was the more insistent on working apart
from her cousins, all of them, and never where Fwar might find her alone. Sometimes in bitter
fancy she thought of running off into the deep marsh, imagining Fwar’s outrage at being robbed
of his bride, Ela's fey daughter, the only unwed woman in Barrows-hold. But she had seen the
marshlanders' women, that came behind their men to Junai, women as grim and miserable as her
aunts, as Cil; and there were Chadrih folk among them, that she feared. Most pleasant imagining
of all, and most hopeless, she thought of the great north isle, of Shiuan, where the gold went,
where halfling lords and their favored servants lived in wealth and splendor while the world
drowned.
She thought of Fwar while she attacked the grass with the sickle, putting the strength of
hate into her arm, and wished that she had the same courage against him; but she did not,
knowing that there was nothing else. She was doomed to discontent. She was different, as all
Ewon's fair children had been, as Ewon herself had been. The aunts said that there was some
manner of taint in Ewon's blood: it came out most strongly in her, making her fey and wild.
Ewon had dreamed dreams; so did she. Her grandfather Keln, priest of Barrows-hold, had
given her sicha wood and seeds of azael to add to the amulets she wore about her neck,
besides the stone Barrow-king's cross, which were said to be effective against witchery; but it
did not stop the dreams. Halfling-taint, her aunt Jinel insisted, against which no amulets had
power, being as they only availed for human-kind. It was told how Ewon's mother had met a
halfling lord or worse upon the Road one Midyear's Eve, when the Road was still open and the
world was wider. But Ela's line was of priests; and grandfather Keln had consoled Jhirun once
by whispering that her father as a youth had dreamed wild dreams, assuring her that the curse
faded with age.
She wished that this would be so. Some dreams she dreamed waking; that of Shiuan was
one, in which she sat in a grand hall, among halflings, claimed by her halfling kindred, and in
which Fwar had perished miserably. Those were wish-dreams, remote and far different from the
sweat-drenched dreams she suffered of doomed Chadrih and of Socha, drowned faces beneath
the waters-Hnoth-dreams that came when the moons moved close and sky and sea and earth
heaved in convulsions. The tides seemed to move in her blood as they did in the elements,
making her sullen and prone to wild tempers as Hnoth drew near. During the nights of Hnoth's
height, she feared even to sleep by night, with all the moons aloft, and she put azael sprigs under
her pillow, lying sleepless so long as she could.
Her cousins, like all the house, feared her speaking of such things, saying that they were