right some of the wrongs he'd committed.
Having learnt the truth about Harkat, we returned to our own world - rather, our own time.
Because what we worked out later was that the wasteworld wasn't an alternative universe or
Earth in the past, as we'd first thought - it was Earth in the future. Mr Tiny had given us a
glimpse of what was to come if the Lord of the Shadows came to power.
Harkat thought the ruined world would only come to pass if the vampaneze won the War of
the scars. But I knew about a prediction which I hadn't shared with anybody else. When the
hunt for Steve was finally concluded, there would be one of two possible futures. In one,
Steve became the Lord of the Shadows and destroyed the world. In the other future, the Lord
of the Shadows was me.
Harkat thought the ruined world would only come to pass if the vampaneze won the War of
the scars. But I knew about a prediction which I hadn't shared with anybody else. When the
hunt for Steve was finally concluded, there would be one of two possible futures. In one,
Steve became the Lord of the Shadows and destroyed the world. In the other future, the Lord
of the Shadows was me. That's why I woke in a cold sweat, to the sound of my own screams,
so often. It wasn't just fear of the future, but fear of myself. Would I somehow play a part in
creating the barren, twisted world I'd seen in the future? Was I damned to become a monster
like Steve, and wreck all that I held dear? It seemed impossible, but the uncertainties gnawed
away at me all the same, prompted by the ever - repeating nightmares.
I spent the time before dawn chatting with Harkat, small talk, nothing serious. He'd suffered
terrible nightmares before finding out the truth about himself, so he knew exactly what I was
going through. He knew what to say to calm me down.
When the sun rose and the Cirque camp started to come to life around us, we made an early
start on our day's chores. We'd been with the Cirque Du Freak since returning from our
gruelling quest in the wasteworld. We knew nothing about what was happening in the War of
the Scars. Harkat wanted to return to Vampire Mountain, or at least make contact with the
clan - now that he knew he had once been a vampire, he was more concerned then ever for
them. But I held off. I didn't feel the time was right. I had a hunch that we were meant to
remain with the Cirque, and that destiny would decide our course as and when it saw fit.
Harkat strongly disagreed with me - we'd had some very heated arguments about it - but he
reluctantly followed my lead - though I'd sensed recently that his patience was coming to an
end.
We performed a variety of jobs around the camp, helping out wherever we were needed -
moving equipment, mending costumes, feeding the Wolf Man. We were handymen. Mr Tall -
the owner of the Cirque Du Freak - had offered to find more responsible, permanent positions
for us, but we didn't know when we'd have to leave. It was easier to stick to simple tasks and
not get too involved in the long - term running of the show. That way we wouldn't be missed
too much when the time came to part company with the freakish folk.
We'd been performing on the outskirts of a large city, in an old, run-down factory.
Sometimes we played in a big top which we transported around with us, but Mr Tall always
liked to take advantage of local venues whenever possible. This was our fourth and final show
in the factory. We'd be moving on in the morning, to pastures new. None of us knew where
we'd be going yet - Mr Tall made those decisions and usually didn't tell us until we'd broken
camp and were already on the move.
We put on a typically tight, exciting show that night, built around some of the longest -
serving performers - Gertha Teeth, Rhamus Twobellies, Alexander Ribs, Truska the bearded
lady, Hans Hands, Evra and Shancus Von. Usually the Vons rounded of the show, treating