Frederik Pohl - Heechee 2 - Beyond the blue event horizon

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A Del Rey Book
Published by Ballantine Books
Copyright c 1980 by Frederik Pohl
All rights reserved under International and Pan-American Copyright Conventions. Published in the
United States by Ballantine Books, a division of Random House, Inc., New York, and simultaneously
in Canada by Random House of Canada,
Limited, Toronto, Canada.
Manufactured in the United States of America
CONTENTS
CHAPTER
1 Wan 1
2 On the Way to the Oort Cloud 11
3 Wan in Love 35
4 Robin Broadhead, Inc. 43
5 Janine 57
6 After the Fever 75
7 Heechee Heaven 101
8 Schwarze Peter 129
9 Brasilia 145
10 The Oldest One 169
ii S. Ya. Lavorovna 183
12 Sixty Billion Gigabits 191
13 At the Halfway Point 201
14 The Long Night of the Dreams 229
15 Older Than the Oldest One 243
i6 The Richest Person There Is 255
17 The Place Where the Heechee Went 273
1 Wan
It was not easy to live, being young, being so completely alone. "Go to the gold, Wan,
steal what you want, learn. Don't be afraid," the Dead Men told him. But how could he not be
afraid? The silly but worrisome Old Ones used the gold passages. They might be found anywhere in
them, most likely at the ends of them, where the gold skeins of symbols ran endlessly into the
center of things. That is, exactly where the Dead Men kept coaxing him to go. Perhaps he had to go
there, but he could not help being afraid.
Wan did not know what would happen if the Old Ones ever caught him. The Dead Men probably
knew, but he could not make any sense out of their ramblings on the subject. Once long ago, when
Wan was tiny-when his parents were still alive, it was that long ago-his father had been caught.
He had been gone for a long time and then had come back to their green-lit home. He was shaking,
and two-year-old Wan had seen that his father was afraid and had screamed and roared because that
was so frightening to him.
Nevertheless he had to go to the gold, whether the grave old frog-jawed ones were there or
not, because that was where the books were. The Dead Men were well enough. But they were tedious,
and touchy, and often obsessed. The best sources of knowledge were books, and to get them Wan had
to go where they were.
The books were in the passages that gleamed gold. There were other passages, green and red
and blue, but there were no books there. Wan disliked the blue corridors, because they were cold
and dead, but that was where the Dead Men were. The green was used up. He spent most of his time
where the winking red cobwebs of light were spread against the walls and the hoppers still held
food; he was sure to be untroubled there, but he was also alone. The gold was still in use, and
therefore rewarding, and therefore also perilous. And now he was there, cursing fretfully to
himself-but under his breath-because he was stuck. Bloody damn Dead Men! Why did he listen to
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their blathering?
He huddled, trembling, in the insufficient shelter of a berry bush, while two of the
foolish Old Ones stood thoughtfully plucking berries from its opposite side and placing them
precisely into their froggy mouths. It was unusual, really, that they should be so idle. Among the
reasons Wan despised the Old Ones was that they were always busy, always fixing and carrying and
chattering, as though driven. Yet here these two were, idle as Wan himself.
Both of them had scraggly beards, but one also had breasts. Wan recognized her as a female
he had seen a dozen times before; she was the one who was most diligent in pasting colored bits of
something-paper? plastic?-onto her sari, or sometimes onto her sallow, mottled skin. He did not
think they would see him, but he was greatly relieved when, after a time, they turned together and
moved away. They did not speak. Wan had almost never heard any of the grave old frog-jaws speak.
He did not understand them when they did. Wan spoke six languages well-his father's Spanish,
mother's English, the German, the Russian, the Cantonese and the Finnish of one or another of the
Dead Men. But what the frog-jaws spoke he did not comprehend at all.
As soon as they had retreated down the golden corridor-quick, run, grab! Wan had three
books and was gone, safely back in a red corridor. It might be that the Old Ones had seen him, or
perhaps not. They did not react quickly. That was why he had been able to avoid them so long. A
few days in the passages, and then he was gone. By the time they had become aware he was around,
he wasn't; he was back in the ship, away.
He carried the books back to the ship on top of a pannier of food packets. The drive
accumulators were nearly recharged. He could leave whenever he liked, but it was better to charge
them all the way and he did not think there was any need to hurry. He spent most of an hour
filling plastic bags with water for the tedious journey. What a pity there were no readers in the
ship to make it less tedious! And then, wearying of the labor, he decided to say good-bye to the
Dead Men. They might, or might not, respond, or even care. But he had no one else to talk to.
Wan was fifteen years old, tall, stringy, very dark by nature and darker still from the
lights in the ship, where he spent so much of his time. He was strong and self-reliant. He had to
be. There was always food in the hoppers, and other goods for the taking, when he dared. Once or
twice a year, when they remembered, the Dead Men would catch him with their little mobile machine
and take him to a cubicle in the blue passages for a boring day during which he was given a rather
complete physical examination. Sometimes he had a tooth filled, usually he received some long-
acting vitamin and mineral shots, and once they had fitted him with glasses. But he refused to
wear them. They also reminded him, when he neglected it too long, to study and learn, both from
them and from the storehouses of books. He did not need much reminding. He enjoyed learning. Apart
from that, he was wholly on his own. If he wanted clothes, he went into the gold and stole them
from the Old Ones. If he was bored, he invented something to do. A few days in the passages, a few
weeks on the ship, a few more days in the other place, then back to repeat the process. Time
passed. He had no one for company, had not had since he was four and his parents disappeared, and
had almost forgotten what it was like to have a friend. He did not mind. His life seemed complete
enough to him, since he had no other life to compare it with.
Sometimes he thought it would be nice to settle in one place or another, but this was only
dreaming. It never reached the stage of intention. For more than eleven years he had been
shuttling back and forth like this. The other place had things that civilization did not. It had
the dreaming room, where he could lie fiat and close his eyes and seem not to feel alone. But he
could not live there, in spite of plenty of food and no dangers, because the single water
accumulator produced only a trickle. Civilization had much that the outpost did not have: the Dead
Men and the books, scary exploring and daring raids for clothes or trinkets, something happening.
But he could not live there either, because the frog-jaws would surely catch him sooner or later.
So he commuted.
The main lobby door to the place of the Dead Men did not open when Wan stepped on the
treadle. He almost bumped his nose. Surprised, he stopped and then gingerly pushed against the
door, then harder. It took all his strength to force it open. Wan had never had to open it by hand
before, though now and then it had hesitated and made disturbing noises. That was an annoyance.
Wan had experienced machines that broke down before; it was why the green corridors were no longer
very useful. But that was only food and warmth, and there was plenty of that in the red, or even
the gold. It was worrisome that anything should go wrong around the Dead Men, because if they
broke down he had no others.
Still, all looked normal; the room with the consoles was brightly fluoresced, the
temperature was comfortable and he could hear the faint drone and rare click of the Dead Men
behind their panels as they thought their lonely, demented thoughts and did whatever they did when
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he was not speaking to them. He sat in his chair, shifting his rump as always to accommodate to
the ill-designed seat, and pulled the headset down over his ears.
"I am going to the outpost now," he said.
There was no answer. He repeated it in all of his languages, but no one seemed to want to
talk. That was a disappointment. Sometimes two or three of them would be eager for company, maybe
even more. Then they could all have a nice, long chat, and it would be as though he were not
really alone at all. Almost as though he were part of a "family", a word he knew from the books
and from what the Dead Men told him, but hardly remembered as a reality. That was good. Almost as
good as when he was in the dreaming place, where for a while he could have the illusion of being
part of a hundred families, a million families. Hosts of people! But that was more than he could
handle for very long. And so, when he had to leave the outpost to return for water, and for the
more tangible company of the Dead Men, he was never sorry. But he always wanted to come back to
the cramped couch and the velvety metal blanket that covered him in it, and to the dreams.
It was waiting for him; but he decided to give the Dead Men another chance. Even when they
were not eager for talk, sometimes they were interestable if addressed directly. He thought for a
moment, and then dialed number fifty-seven.
A sad, distant voice in his ear was mumbling to itself: "...tried to tell him about the
missing mass. Mass! The only mass on his mind was twenty kilos of boobs and ass! That floozy,
Doris. One look at her and, oh, boy, forget about the mission, forget about me. . .
Frowning, Wan poised his finger to cancel. Fifty-seven was such a nuisance! He liked to
listen to her when she made sense, because she sounded a little like the way he remembered his
mother. But she always seemed to go from astrophysics and space travel and other interesting
subjects directly to her own troubles. He spat at the point in the panels behind which he had
elected to believe fifty-seven lived-a trick he had learned from the Old Ones-hoping she would say
something interesting.
But she didn't seem to intend to. Number fifty-seven-when she was coherent she liked to be
called Henrietta-was babbling on about high redshifts and Arnold's infidelities with Doris.
Whoever they were. "We could have been heroes," she sobbed, "and a ten-million-dollar grant, maybe
more, who knows what they'd pay for the drive? But they kept on sneaking off in the lander, and-
Who are you?"
"I'm Wan," the boy said, smiling encouragingly even though he did not think she could see
him. She seemed to be coming into one of her lucid times. Usually she didn't know he was speaking
to her. "Please keep on talking."
There was a long silence, and then, "NGC 1199," she said. "Sagittarius A West."
Wan waited politely. Another long pause, and then she said, "He didn't care about proper
motions. He made all his moves with Doris. Half his age! And the brain of a turnip. She should
never have been on the mission in the first place-"
Wan wobbled his head like a frog-jawed Old One. "You are very boring," he said severely,
and switched her off. He hesitated, then dialed the professor, number fourteen: although Eliot was
still a Harvard undergraduate, his imagery was that of a fully mature man. And a genius at that.
`I should have been a pair of ragged claws.' The self-deprecation of mass man carried to its
symbolic limit. How does he see himself? Not merely as a crustacean. Not even as a crustacean,
only the very abstraction of a crustacean: claws. And ragged, at that. In the next line we see-"
Wan spat again at the panel as he disconnected; the whole face of the wall was stained
with the marks of his displeasure. He liked when Doc recited poetry, not so much when he talked
about it. With the craziest of the Dead Men, like fourteen and fifty-seven, you didn't have any
choice about what happened. They rarely responded, and almost never in a way that seemed relevant,
and you either listened to what they happened to be saying or you turned them off.
It was almost time for him to go, but he tried one more time: the only one with a three-
digit number, his special friend, Tiny Jim. "Hello, Wan." The voice was sad and sweet. It tingled
in his mind, like the sudden frisson of fear that he felt near the Old Ones. "It is you, Wan,
isn't it?"
"That is a foolish question. Who else would it be?"
"One keeps on hoping, Wan." There was a pause, then Tiny Jim suddenly cackled, "Have I
told you the one about the priest, the rabbi and the dervish who ran out of food on the planet
made of pork?"
"I think you have, Tiny Jim, and anyway I don't want to hear any jokes now."
The invisible loudspeaker clicked and buzzed for a moment, and then the Dead Man said,
"Same old thing, Wan? You want to talk about sex again?"
The boy kept his countenance impassive, but that familiar tingle inside his lower abdomen
responded. "We might as well, Tiny Jim."
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"You're a raunchy stud for your age, Wan," the Dead Man offered; and then, "Tell you about
the time I almost got busted for a sex offense? It was hot as hell. I was going home on the late
train to Roselle Park, and this girl came in, sat across the aisle from me, put her feet up, and
began to fan herself with her skirt.
Well, what would you do? I looked, you know. And she kept on doing it, and I kept looking,
and finally around Highlands she complained to the conductor and he threw me off the train. Do you
know what the funny thing was?"
Wan was rapt. "No, Tiny Jim," he breathed.
"The funny thing was I'd missed my regular train. I had time to kill in the city, so I
went to a porn flick. Two hours of, my God, every combination you could think of. The only way I
could've seen more was with a proctoscope, so why was I slouching out over the aisle to peek at
her little white panties? But you know what was funnier than that?"
"No, Tiny Jim."
"She was right! I was staring, all right. I'd just been watching acres of crotches and
boobs, but I couldn't take my eyes off hers! That wasn't the funniest thing, though. Do you want
me to tell you the funniest thing of all?"
"Yes, please, Tiny Jim. I do."
"Why, she got off the train with me! And took me to her home, boy, and we just made out
over and over, all night long. Never did catch her name. What do you say to that, Wan?"
"I say, is that true, Tiny Jim?"
Pause. "Aw. No. You take all the fun out of things."
Wan said severely, "I don't want a made-up story, Tiny Jim. I want to learn facts." Wan
was angry, and thought of turning the Dead Man off to punish him, but was not sure whom he would
be punishing. "I wish you would be nice, Tiny Jim," he coaxed.
"Well-" The bodiless mind clicked and whispered to itself for a moment, sorting through
its conversational gambits. Then it said, "Do you want to know why mallard drakes rape their
mates?"
"No!"
"I think you really do, though, Wan. It's interesting. You can't understand primate
behavior unless you comprehend the whole spectrum of reproductive strategies. Even strange ones.
Even the Acanthocephalan worms. They practice rape, too, and do you know what Moniliformis dubius
does? They not only rape their females, they even rape competing males. With like plaster of
Paris! So the poor Other Worm can't get it up!"
"I don't want to hear all this, Tiny Jim."
"But it's funny, Wan! That must be why they call him `dubius'!" The Dead Man was chuckling
mechanically, a-heh! A-heh!
"Stop it, Tiny Jim!" But Wan was not just angry any more. He was hooked. It was his
favorite subject, as Tiny Jim's willingness to talk about it, at length and in variety, was what
made him Wan's favorite among the Dead Men. Wan unwrapped a food packet and, munching, said, "What
I really want to hear is how to make out, Tiny Jim, please?"
If the Dead Man had had a face it would have shown the strain of trying to keep from
laughing, but he said kindly, "`Kay, sonny. I know you keep hoping. Let's see, did I tell you to
watch their eyes?"
"Yes, Tiny Jim. You said if their pupils dilate it means they are sexually aroused."
"Right. And I mentioned the existence of the sexually dimorphic structures in the brain?"
"I don't think I know what that means, exactly."
"Well, I don't, either, but it's anatomically so. They're different, Wan, inside and out."
"Please, Tiny Jim, keep telling me about the differences!" The Dead Man did, and Wan
listened absorbedly. There was always time to go to the ship, and Tiny Jim was unusually coherent.
All of the Dead Men had their own special subjects that they zeroed in to talk about, as though
each had been frozen with one big thought in his mind. But even on the favored topics you could
not always expect them to make sense. Wan pushed the mobile unit that they used to catch him-when
it was working-out of the way and sprawled on the floor, chin in hands, while the Dead Man
chattered and reminisced and explained courtship, and gifting, and making your move.
It was fascinating, even though he had heard it before. He listened until the Dead Man
slowed down, hesitated, and stopped. Then the boy said, to confirm a theory:
"Teach me, Tiny Jim. I read a book in which a male and a female copulated. He hit her on
the head and copulated her while she was unconscious. That appears to me an efficient way to
`love', Tiny Jim, but in other stories it takes much longer. Why is this?"
"That was not love, sonny. That was what I was telling you about. Rape. Rape is a bad idea
for people, even if it works for mallard ducks."
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Wan nodded and urged him on: "Why, Tiny Jim?"
Pause. "I will demonstrate it for you mathematically, Wan," the Dead Man said at last.
"Attractive sex objects may be defined as female, no more than five years younger than you are, no
more than fifteen years older. These figures are normalized to your present age, and are also only
approximate. Attractive sex objects may further be characterized by visual, olfactory, tactile,
and aural qualities stimulating to you, in descending weighted order of significance plotted
against probability of access. Do you understand me so far?"
"Not really."
Pause. "Well, that's all right for now. Now pay attention. On the basis of those four
preliminary traits, some females will attract you. Up to the point of contact you will not know
about other traits which may repel, harm or detumesce you. 5/28 of subjects will be menstruating.
3/87 will have gonorrhea, 2/95 syphilis. 1/17 will have excessive bodily hair, skin blemishes or
other physical deformities concealed by clothing. Finally, 2/71 will conduct themselves
offensively during intercourse, i/i6 will emit an unpleasant odor, 3/7 will resist rape so
extensively as to diminish your enjoyment; these are subjective values quantified to match your
known psychological profile. Cumulating these fractions, the odds are better than six to one that
you will not receive maximum pleasure from rape."
"Then I must not copulate a woman without wooing?"
"That's right, boy. Not counting it's against the law."
Wan was thoughtfully silent for a moment, then remembered to ask, "Is all this true, Tiny
Jim?"
Cackle of glee. "Got you that time, kid! Every word."
Wan pouted like a frog-jaw. "That was not very exciting, Tiny Jim. In fact, you have
detumesced me."
"What do you expect, kid?" Tiny Jim said sullenly. "You told me not to make up any
stories. Why are you being so unpleasant?"
"I am getting ready to leave. I do not have much time."
"You don't have anything else!" cackled Tiny Jim.
"And you have nothing to say that I want to hear," said Wan cruelly. He disconnected them
all, and angrily he went to the ship and squeezed the launch control. It did not occur to him that
he was being rude to the only friends he had in the universe. It had never occurred to him that
their feelings mattered.
2 On the Way to the Oort Cloud
On the twelve hundred and eighty-second day of our all-expense-paid joyride on the way to
the Oort Cloud, the big excitement was the mail. Vera tinkled joyously and we all came to collect
it. There were six letters for my horny little half-sister-inlaw from famous movie stars-well,
they're not all movie stars. They're just famous and good-looking jocks that she writes to,
because she's only fourteen years old and needs some kind of male to dream about, and that write
back to her, I think, because their press agents tell them it's going to be good publicity. A
letter from the old country for Payter, my father-in-law. A long one, in German. They want him to
come back to Dortmund and run for mayor or Blirgermeister or something. Assuming, of course, that
he is still alive when he gets back, which is only an assumption for any of the four of us. But
they don't give up. Two private letters to my wife, Lurvy, I assume from ex-boyfriends. And a
letter to all of us from poor Trish Bover's widower, or maybe husband, depending on whether you
considered Trish alive or dead:
Have you seen any trace of Trish's ship?
Hanson Bover
Short and sweet, because that's all he could afford, I guess. I told Vera to send him the
same reply as always-"Sorry, no." I had plenty of time to take care of that correspondence,
because there was nothing for Paul C. Hall, who is me.
There is usually not much for me, which is one of the reasons I play chess a lot. Payter
tells me I'm lucky to be on the mission at all, and I suppose I wouldn't be if he hadn't put his
own money into it, financing his whole family. Also his skills, but we've all done that. Payter is
a food chemist. I'm a structural engineer. My wife, Dorema-it's better not to call her that, and
we mostly call her "Lurvy"-is a pilot. Damn good one, too. Lurvy is younger than I am, but she was
on Gateway for six years. Never scored, came back next to broke, but she learned a lot. Not just
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about piloting. Sometimes I look at Lurvy's arms with the five Out bangles, one for each of her
Gateway missions; and her hands, hard and sure on the ship controls, warm and warming when we
touch. . . I don't know much about what happened to her on Gateway. Perhaps I shouldn't.
And the other one is her little jailbait half-sister, Janine. Ak, Janine! Sometimes she
was fourteen years old, and sometimes forty. When she was fourteen she wrote her gushy letters to
her movie stars and played with her toys-a ragged, stuffed armadillo, a Heechee prayer fan (real)
and a fire-pearl (fake) which her father had bought her to tempt her onto the trip. When she was
forty what she mostly wanted to play with was me. And there we are. In each other's pockets for
three and a half years. Trying not to need to commit murder.
We were not the only ones in space. Once in a great while we would get a message from our
nearest neighbors, the Triton base or the exploring ship that had got itself lost. But Triton,
with Neptune, was well ahead of us in its orbit-round-trip message time, three weeks. And the
explorer had no power to waste on us, though they were now only fifty light-hours away. It was not
like a friendly natter over the garden hedge.
So what I did, I played a lot of chess with our shipboard computer.
There's not an awful lot to do on the way to the Oort except play games, and besides it
was a good way to stay noncombatant in The War Between Two Women that continually raged in our
little ship. I can stand my father-in-law, if I have to. Mostly he keeps to himself, as much as he
can in four hundred cubic meters. I can't always stand his two crazy daughters, even though I love
them both.
All this would have been easier to take if we had had more room-I told myself that-but
there is no way to go for a cooling-down walk around the block when you are in a spaceship. Once
In a while a quick EVA to check the side-cargos, yes, and then I could look around-the sun still
the brightest star in its constellation, but only just; Sirius ahead of us was brighter, and so
was Alpha Centauri, off below the ecliptic and to the side. But that was only an hour at a time,
and then back inside the ship. Not a luxury ship. A human-made antique of a spaceship that was
never planned for more than a six-month mission and that we had to stay cooped up in for three and
a half years. My God! We must have been crazy to sign up. What good is a couple million dollars
when getting it drives you out of your head?
Our shipboard brain was a lot easier to get along with. When I played chess with her,
hunched over the console with the big headset over my ears, I could shut out Lurvy and Janine. The
brain's name was Vera, which was just my own conceit and had nothing to do with her, I mean its,
gender. Or with her truthfulness, either, because I had instructed her she could joke with me
sometimes. When Vera was downlinked with the big computers that were in orbit or back on Earth,
she was very, very smart. But she couldn't carry on a conversation that way, because of the 25-day
round-trip communications time, and so when she wasn't in link she was very, very dumb- "Pawn to
king's rook four, Vera."
"Thank you. . ." Long pause, while she checked my parameters to make sure who she was
talking to and what she was supposed to be doing. "Paul. Bishop takes knight."
I could beat the ass off Vera when we played chess, unless she cheated. How did she cheat?
Well, after I had won maybe two hundred games from her she won one. And then I won about fifty,
and then she won one, and another, and for the next twenty games we were about even and then she
began to clobber me every time. Until I figured out what she was doing. She was transmitting
position and plans to the big computers on Earth and then, when we recessed games, as we sometimes
did, because Payter or one of the women would drag me away from the set, she would have time to
get Downlink-Vera's criticism of her plans and suggestions to amend her strategies. The big
machines would tell Vera what they thought my strategies might be, and how to counteract them; and
when Downlink-Vera guessed right, Shipboard-Vera had me. I never bothered to make her stop. I just
didn't recess games any more, and then after a while we were so far away that there just wasn't
time for her to get help and I went back to beating her every game.
And the chess games were about the only games I won, those three and a half years. There
was no way for me to win anything in the big one that kept going on between my wife, Lurvy, and
her horny fourteen-year-old half-sister, Janine. Old Payter was a long time between begats, and
Lurvy tried to be a mother to Janine, who tried to be an enemy to Lurvy. And succeeded. It wasn't
all Janine's fault. Lurvy would take a few drinks-that was her way of relieving the boredom-and
then she would discover that Janine had used her toothbrush, or that Janine had unwillingly done
as she had been told and cleaned up the food-preparation area before it began to stink, but hadn't
put the organics in the digester. Then they were off. From time to time they would go through
ritualized performances of woman talk, punctuated by explosions- "I really love those blue pants
on you, Janine. Do you want me to tack that seam?"
"All right, so I'm getting fat, is that what you're saying? Well, it's better than
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drinking myself stupid all the time!"-and then back to blow-drying each other's hair. And I would
go back to playing chess with Vera. It was the only safe thing to do. Every time I tried to
intervene I achieved instant success by uniting them against me: "Fucking male chauvinist pig, why
don't you scrub the kitchen floor?"
The funny thing was, I did love them both. In different ways, of course, though I had
trouble getting that across to Janine.
We were told what we were getting into when we signed up for the mission. Besides the
regular long-voyage psychiatric briefing, all four of us went through a dozen session hours on the
problem during the preflight, and what the shrink said boiled down to "do the best you can." It
appeared that during the refamilying process I would have to learn to parent. Payter was too old,
even if he was the biological father. Lurvy was undomestic, as you would expect from a former
Gateway pilot. It was up to me; the shrink was very clear about that. It just didn't say how.
So there I was at forty-one, umpty zillion kilometers from Earth, way past the orbit of
Pluto, about fifteen degrees out of the plane of the ecliptic, trying not to make love to my
halfsister-in-law, trying to make peace with my wife, trying to maintain the truce with my father-
in-law. Those were the big things that I woke up with (every time I was allowed to go to sleep),
just staying alive for another day. To get my mind off them, I would try to think about the two
million dollars apiece we would get for completing the mission. When even that failed I would try
to think about the long-range importance of our mission, not just to us, but to every human being
alive. That was real enough. If it all worked out, we would be keeping most of the human race from
dying of starvation.
That was obviously important. Sometimes it even seemed important. But it was the human
race that had jammed us all into this smelly concentration-camp for what looked like forever; and
there were times when-you know?-I kind of hoped they would starve.
Day 1283. I was just waking up when I heard Vera beeping and crackling to herself, the way
she does when there's an action message coming in. I unzipped the restraining sheet and pushed
myself out of our private, but old Payter was already hanging over the printer.
He swore creakily. "Gott sel dammt! We have a course changing." I caught hold of a rail
and pushed myself over to see, but Janine, busily inspecting her cheekbones for pimples in the
wall mirror, got there ahead of me. She ducked her head in front of Payter's, read the message,
and slid herself away disdainfully. Payter worked his mouth for a minute and then said savagely,
"This does not interest you?" Janine shrugged minutely without looking at him.
Lurvy was coming out of the private after me, zipping up her skivvies. "Leave her alone,
Pa," she said. "Paul, go put some clothes on." It was better to do what she said, besides which
she was right. The best way to stay out of trouble with Janine was to behave like a puritan. By
the time I fished my shorts out of the tangle of sheets, Lurvy had already read the message.
Reasonably enough; she was our pilot. She looked up, grinning. "Paul! We have to make a correction
in about eleven hours, and maybe it's the last one! Back away," she ordered Payter, who was still
hanging over the terminal, and pulled herself down to work Vera's calculator keys. She watched
while the trajectories formed, pressed for a solution and then crowed: "Seventy-three hours eight
minutes to touchdown!"
"I myself could have done that," her father complained.
"Don't be grouchy, Pa! Three days and we're there. Why, we ought to be able to see it in
the scopes when we turn!"
Janine, back to picking at her cheekbones, commented over her shoulder, "We could have
been seeing it for months if somebody hadn't busted the big scope."
"Janine!" Lurvy was marvelous at holding her temper in-when she was able to do it at all-
and this time she managed to stay in control. She said in her voice of quiet reason, "Wouldn't you
say this was an occasion for rejoicing, not for starting arguments? Of course you would, Janine. I
suggest we all have a drink-you, too."
I stepped in quickly, belting my shorts-I knew the rest of that script. "Are you going to
use the chemical rockets, Lurvy? Right, then Janine and I will have to go out and check the side-
cargos. Why don't we have the drink when we come back?"
Lurvy smiled sunnily. "Good idea, dear. But perhaps Pa and I will have one short one now-
then we'll join you for another round later, if you like."
"Suit up," I ordered Janine, preventing her from saying whatever inflammatory remark was
in her mind. She obviously had decided to be placatory for the moment, because she did as she was
told without comment. We checked each other's seals, let Lurvy and Payter double-check us, crowded
one by one into the exit and swung out into space on our tethers. The first thing we both did was
look toward home-not very satisfying; the sun was only a bright star and I couldn't see the Earth
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