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Occasionally he had thought about his age and the dreadful inevitability of his having to
retire someday from Sector General, the world he had helped build and the only life he had known
since his early twenties. He had been an immensely strong young man then, and over the years his
fitness checks had been optimum, until recently. Now old Thornnastor, who must be nearly as
advanced in years as he was if one allowed for the lengthier Tralthan life span, and young Conway
were forever hinting that he should take it easier, slow down and reduce his workload. By accident
Gurronsevas had let slip the fact that it had been necessary to modify several of its sauces to
disguise the taste of the supportive medication that was now being included daily in O’Mara’s food
intake. He was returning the dishes, all empty if not quite licked clean, to the insulated serving
tray when the attention signal on his console beeped at him.
“Yes?” he said.
“Senior Physician Cresk-Sar is here, sir,” said Cha Thrat in its deep, Sommaradvan voice.
“Are you ready for it?”
“Yes,” he said again.
Cresk-Sar opened the door and waddled quickly into the room like a hyperactive teddy bear.
It was barely a meter tall, with tiny eyes that were almost hidden by tightly curled facial fur
that was tinged around its mouth and ears with grey, as was the longer body hair that poked out in
untidy tufts between the straps of its equipment harness. Aging is happening to all of us, O’Mara
thought sadly. The Nidian senior tutor was the most frequent visitor to his office but,
thankfully, it brought with it only the problems of its students.
O’Mara keyed his board for the latest trainee psych reports and pointed at the edge of a
recliner that had been designed for a Melfan but that should be comfortable enough for a short
meeting. If it wasn’t, then Cresk-Sar could always take the option of making it shorter.
“Your latest batch of trainees seems to be a pretty average bunch,” he said, turning aside
from his screen. “There is the usual incidence of anxiety neuroses regarding underperformance
during• the coming examinations, professional inadequacy when faced with treating their first
other-species patients, and, of course, their conviction that never ever will they learn to fully
understand the thought processes of their medical-colleagues-to-be. They are right, of course, but
that doesn’t stop you or any of the other seniors from doing your jobs. And yes, there is one of
them, a Tralthan, for God’s sake, who is reporting dreams indicative of the fear-well-controlled,
I admit-associated with possible sexual molestation and penetration by one or more of its other-
species colleagues. What could a six-legged, tentacled elephant possibly fear from a bunch of
Kelgians, Melfans, Nidians, and one Earth-human female, all of whom are less than one-quarter of
its body mass?”
Cresk-Sar made a barking sound that did not translate, its Nidian equivalent of laughter.
“As we know, sir, large muscles do not preclude emotional sensitivity.”
O’Mara knew that very well, but it was a sensitivity he had tried to hide over the years.
Irritated at having an old wound opened, he said sharply, “I don’t anticipate any serious
emotional problems developing among this lot, Senior Physician. Or are you about to tell me I’m
wrong?”
“Yes,” said Cresk-Sar, fidgeting on the edge of the Melfan rediner. “I mean, not exactly.
It’s ... The problem is minei”
For a long moment O’Mara stared at the other in silence. The thick, overall covering of
fur made reading its expression impossible, except for the tiny, dark eyes and the body language,
which were signaling tension and distress. He softened his tone to an extent that those who
thought they knew him would not have believed possible.
“Take your time, Cresk-Sar.”
But the other did not want to take its time, because its staccato, Nidian speech poured
out like the barking of an agitated dog. “It’s Crang-Suvi’ it said, “and me. She is the only other
Nidian in the class. She’s very young, with dark-red fur and a voice and personality that, that .
. . Dammit, she’s a Nidian male’s wishfulfillment dream. But she seems to be basically insecure
for reasons which you know about and probably understand far better than I do....”
While the other was talking, O’Mara had called up CrangSuvi’s psych file, and he did
understand. Even though Cresk-Sar was repeating much of what was showing on the screen, he
listened patiently without interrupting.
..... She is a Graduate of Excellence from Sanator Five~’ the senior tutor went on, “which
is Nidia’s foremost teaching hospital. Any hospital on a dozen planets, or the Corps’ medical
service, would be glad to have her but, like everyone else in her class, she has always had her
mind set on making it as a Sector General graduate and applying for a staff position here. She is
intelligent, able, caring, unusually beautiful, shows no marked signs of xenophobia, and is used
to getting what she wants. Personally, I’ve no doubt at all that Crang-Suvi will make it, but I
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