
Nigel lit a panel of systems monitors. "Bringing the Egg out of powered-down operation," he said mechanically, watchi
the lights sequence.
"Good luck, boy," Len broke in. "Better look for a place to plant it. We've got plenty of time. Holler if you need help," h
said, even though they both knew full well he could not bring the Dragon module into the cloud without temporarily losin
most communications with Houston.
Nigel passed an hour in the time-filling tasks of awakening the fifty-megaton fusion device that rode a few yards behind
cabin. He repeated the jargon—redundancy checks, safe-arm mode, profile verification—without taking his attention fully
from the charred expanse below. Toward the end of the time he caught sight of what he had anticipated: a jagged cleft at t
dawn edge of Icarus.
"I think I've found the vent," he called. "About as long as a soccer field, perhaps ten meters wide in places."
"A fracture?" Len said. "Maybe the things coming apart."
"Could be. It will be interesting to see if there are more, and whether they form a pattern."
"How deep is it?"
"I can't tell yet; the bottom is in shadow now."
"If you have the time—wait, Houston wants to patch through to you again."
A pause, then: "We've been very happy with the relayed telemetry from you, Nigel. Looks to us here in Control as thoug
the Egg is ready to fly."
"Has to be hatched before it can fly."
"Right, boy, got me on that one," Dave said with sudden exuberant levity.
A pause, then Daves tones became rounded, modulated. "You know, I wish you could see the Three-D coverage of the
crowds around the installation here, Nigel. Traffic is blocked for a twenty-kilometer radius. There are people everywhere.
think this has caught the imagination of all humanity, Nigel, a noble attempt—"
He wondered if Dave knew how all this sounded. Well, the man probably did; every astronaut a member of Actors Equit
He grimaced when, a moment later, the smooth voice described the sweaty press of bodies around NASA Houston, the h
strokes suffered and babies delivered in the waiting crowds, the roiling prayer chains of New Sons, their nighttime vigils
around bonfires of licking, oily flames. The man was good, no possible qualm over that; the millions of eavesdroppers tho
they were listening to the straight stuff, an open line between Houston and Icarus meant for serious business, when in fact
conversation at Daves end was elaborately staged and mannered.
"Anybody you'd like to talk to back here on Earth, Nigel, while you're taking your break?"
He replied that no, there was no one, he wanted to watch Icarus as it turned, study the vent. While, simultaneously, he sa
his mind's eye his parents in their cluttered apartment, wanted to speak to them, felt the halting, ineffectual way he had trie
explain to them why he was doing this thing.
They still lived in that dear dead world where space equaled research equaled dispassionate truth. They knew he had trai
for programs that never materialized. He'd put in time in orbit as a glorified mechanic, and that had seemed quite all right.
But this. They couldn't understand how he'd come to take a mission which promised nothing but the chance to plant a bo
if he succeeded, and death if he failed. A scrambled, jury-rigged, balls-up of a mission with sixty percent chance of failure;
the systems analysts said.
They had emigrated from England, following their son when he was selected for the US-European program, hard on his
year at Cambridge. As an all-purpose scientist he'd seemed trainable, in good condition (squash, soccer, amateur pilot),
agreeable, docile (after all, he was British, happy to have any sort of career at all) and presentable. When he showed superi
reflexes, did well in flight training and was accepted into the aborted Mars program, his parents felt vindicated, their sacrif
redeemed.
He would lead in the new era of moon exploration, they thought. Justify their flight from a sleepy, comfy England into t
technicolor technocrats circus. So when the Icarus thing came, they'd asked: Why risk his Cambridge years, his astronautic
the high vacuum between Venus and Earth?
And he'd said—?
Nothing, really. He had sat in their Boston rocker, pumping impatiently, and spoken of work, plans, relatives, the Secon
Depression, politics. Of their arguments he remembered little, only the blurred cadences of their voices. In memory his par
blended together into one person, one slow Suffolk accent he recalled as filling his adolescence. His own voice could neve
slide into those smooth vowels; he could never be them. They were a separate entity and, no matter that he was their son, h
was beyond some unspoken perimeter they drew in their lives. Within that curve was certainty, clear forms. Their living ro