Bear, Greg - Songs of Earth and Power Vol. 2 - The Serpent Mage
government ministries. She swung her goosehead-handled stick up and poked the empty air with it, her
face a mask of intense concern.
Then the peace returned to her, and she found the broad flat rock in the middle of the patch of old forest,
near an ancient overgrown pathway that arrowed through the trees without a single curve or waver. The
trees had adapted themselves to the path, not the other way around, and yet they were centuries old. So
how old was the path?
"I love you," she said, with only the trees and the mist and the rock as witness. Carefully maneuvering
around a slick patch of wet leaves and mud, she sat on the rock and let her breath out in a whuff.
It was here and not by his grave, which was in a neatly manicured cemetery miles and miles away, that
she came to hold communion with her late husband. "I love you, William," she repeated, face downturned
but dark brown eyes looking up. She closed her eyes and leaned her head back to feel the mist's minute
droplets land on her face.
"Do you remember," she said, "when we were just married, and there was that marvelous inn, the Green
Man, and the innkeeper wanted to see identification, wanted to know how old we were?"
For some, such a process, day in and day out, would have signified an unwholesome self-torture. But not
for her She could feel the distance growing between herself and the past, and she could feel the wound
healing. This was how she kept a bandage on those wounds, protecting them with a bit of ritual against
the abrasions of hard reality.
"Do you remember, too—" she began, then stopped abruptly, her eyes turning slowly to the path.
A tall dark figure, walking on the path miles beyond the trees, yet still visible, approached the rock on
which she sat. It seemed she waited for hours, but it was only a minute or two, as the figuie grew larger
and more distinct, coming at last to the extent of the path that Mrs. Cunningham would have called real.
A tall, pale-skinned woman arrived at the rock and paused, drifting forward as if from ghostly momentum
as she turned to look at Mrs. Cunningham. The tall woman had dark red hair and a thin ageless face with
deep-set eyes. She was dressed in a gray robe that was really a translucent black. Mrs. Cunningham had
not seen her like before.
She felt a feather-touch at the back of her thoughts, and the woman spoke. With each word, the uncertain
image became more solid, as if speaking finished the act of becoming part of this reality.
"I am on the Earth of old, am I not?" the woman asked.
Mrs. Cunningham nodded. "I think so," she said, as brightly as she could manage, or dared.
"Do you grieve?"
"Yes." Mrs. Cunningham's expression turned quizzical, with a touch of pain.
"For a loved one?" the woman asked.
"For my husband," she replied, her throat very dry.
"Silly grief, then," the woman said. "You do not know the meaning of grief."
"Perhaps not," Mrs. Cunningham conceded, "but it feels to me as if I do."
"You should not sit on that rock much longer."
"Oh?"
The woman pointed back up the path. "More of my kind coming," she said.
"Oh." She stared at the path, head nodding slightly, eyes wide.
The tall woman's pale face glowed against the dark trees and misty sky. "I say that your grief is a silly
grief, for he is not lost forever, as we are, and you have paid mortality for infinity, which we cannot."
"Oh," Mrs. Cunningham said again, as if engaged in conversation with a neighbor. The woman's eyes
were extraordinary, silver-blue with hints of opalescent fire. Her red hair hung in thick strands down
around her shoulders, and her black gown seemed alive with moving leaves in lighter shades of gray. A
golden tassel hanging from her midriff had a snaky life of its own.
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