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or that he bend his soul to a woman's wish . . .
After all, he is but a man.
Ask not what a man might be,
that he carry a blade like a fan,
and sees only what his ladies wish him to see . . .
After all, he is but a man . . .
The chuckles from the guards at the tables below grate on Creslin's nerves, but the minstrel
continues with his elaborate parody of the frailties of man. With each line, Creslin's teeth grate
ever tighter. The Marshall's face is impassive. Llyse, on the other hand, smiles faintly, as if
not quite certain whether the verses are truly humorous.
The minstrel, dressed in shimmering, skintight tan trousers and a royal-blue silksheen shirt,
flounces across the cleared end of the dais, thrusting-at times suggestively-a long fan shaped as
a sword.
"... and, after all, he is but a man!" The applause is generous, and the minstrel bows in all
directions before setting aside the comic fan, retrieving his guitar, and pulling up a stool on
which to perch and face the crowd as the clapping and whistling die down.
Creslin listens, watches as the silver notes shimmer from the guitar strings and observes the
guards' reaction to the more traditional ballad of Fenardre the Great. The silver-haired young man
recalls hearing the words from another silver-haired man.
The minstrel is good, but not outstanding. Creslin is nearly as good as the performer, and he
has no pretensions about being a minstrel. The applause is only polite at the end of the ballad.
The minstrel inclines his head toward the dais with a wry smile, then turns back to the guards
below and begins to strum a driving, demanding beat.
Several of the guards begin to tap the tabletops to match the rhythm as he leads them through
the marching songs of Westwind.
Even as he enjoys the familiar music, Creslin feels that he does not belong on the dais, or
even in the hall. The refrain from the comic song still echoes in his thoughts: "After all, he is
but a man ..." His lips tighten as he becomes aware of the Marshall's study of him. He meets her
dark eyes. For a time, neither blinks. Finally Creslin drops his glance, not that he has to, but
what good will it do?
The thought comes to him, not for the first time, that he must leave Westwind, that he must
find his own place in the world. But how? And where? His eyes focus, unseeing, on the minstrel.
At the end of the dais, the singer is standing now, bowing, and nodding toward the table where
the Marshall, Llyse the Marshalle, the consort, and Aemris, the guard captain, are seated.
As the whistling again dies down, the Marshall leans to her left and murmurs a few words to
Aemris. In turn, Aemris's eyes flick to Creslin and then to the approaching minstrel. She shakes
her head minutely.
Creslin strains to bring the words to him on the wind currents generated by the roaring fire in
the great hearth, but can catch only the last few murmured by the Marshall: "... after Sarronnyn,
he'll always run the risk of being challenged. He has to be as good as he can be."
"As you wish," affirms Aemris, but her tone is not pleasant.
Creslin wishes he had paid more attention to the first words between the two.
The Marshall stands as the minstrel approaches. "Join us, if you would, Rokelle of Hydlen."
"I am .honored." Rokelle bows. He is older than his slender figure and youthful voice, with
gray at his temples and fine lines radiating from his flat brown eyes.
Creslin suppresses a frown at the wrongness of the eyes and smiles instead.
In turn, Rokelle takes the empty chair between Llyse and Aemris, reaching for the goblet that
Llyse has filled for him. "Ah . . . singing's a thirsty business, even when you're appreciated."
"And when you're not?" asks Aemris.
"Then you've no time to be thirsty." Rokelle takes a deep pull of the warm, spiced wine.
"Any news of interest?" asks the Marshall.
"There is always news, your grace. But where to begin? Perhaps with the White Wizards. The
great road is well past the midpoint of the Easthorns, and now they are building a port city on
the Great North Bay, where the town of Lydiar used to be."
"What happened to the Duke of Lydiar?"
"What happens to anyone who defies the White Wizards? Chaos . . . destruction." The minstrel
takes a smaller sip of the wine and reaches for a slice of the white cheese on the plate before
him.
"And those who supposedly revere order? The Black ones?"
Rokelle shrugs. "Who can say? Destruction is so much easier than order."
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