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"There are times when I think it's all a conspiracy against the women of
Dirigent," Sara said when the taxi's tail-lights blinked out as it turned the
comer.
"What are you talking about?" Lon asked.
"You finally get to the point where I don't have to worry about you going out so
often and I've got to start worrying about Junior off on contract." Regimental
commanders only went off-world on single-battalion contracts under the most
extraordinary conditions. If two battalions-half the regiment's line companies
were involved, the commander might go ;/ it were an especially important
contract, or one including considerable ancillary forces; otherwise, his
executive officer was more likely to draw the assignment. Only if three
battalions or the entire regiment went off-world on a contract was the commander
certain to go, and contracts that large were relatively infrequent.
"I tried everything I could to convince him not to enter the Corps," Lon
whispered. There were still moments when he found his mind trying to decide what
more he might have done to prevent Junior's enlistment.
Sara turned away from the picture window at the front of the house and walked
toward the Christmas tree. "I know," she said, so softly that Lon hardly heard.
"It was a losing fight from the start. This is Dirigent. The Corps is what we're
all about. We send our men off to war, and sometimes all that comes home is a
box and the official regrets of the General."
Lon went to Sara, stood behind her, and put his hands on her arms, resting his
cheek against her hair. "I know it can't stop the worrying-it doesn't keep me
from worrying about him-but he is good. He's one of the coolest junior officers
in the regiment. He keeps his head in combat and he's careful, with himself and
his men. He's got good people around him and they take care of him, the way Phip
and the others took care of me when I was in the same position."
"He could have gone into the technical end, become an engineer, and worked in
the munitions side of things," Sara said. "He's got the brain for it. He's got
the brain to tackle any job he could dream of. No one on Dirigent would have
thought the worse for him. The Corps can't take every boy, and he could have
done a lot more good for the world developing better equipment."
Lon swallowed the sigh that wanted to come out. Nothing about this conversation
was new. Alone or together, Lon and Sara had gone through every phrase, every
word, uncounted times, spoken or thought.
The romantic holiday mood was gone, and Lon saw little chance of recapturing it
that night. When Sara got fixated on this, there was seldom any cure for it but
sleep and-sometimes-crying. It was holidays more than anything else that could
bring this mood out in her. It didn't happen often, and it had rarely happened
before Junior neared the age when he could enlist. The Corps was so integral to
the existence of Dirigent that the need for young men to become soldiers had to
be the highest priority, and schooling and social pressure had always been used
to impress everyone with that need. Dirigent is the Corps. Without the Corps
there would be no Dirigent. The truth of that was unfortunately easy to
demonstrate. Without the Corps and its ancillary munitions industry, Dirigent
did not have the resources to support 10 percent of its current population at
anything beyond the subsistence, everyone-a-farmer, level. It certainly wouldn't
be one of the dozen most prosperous colony worlds.
"You know his argument," Lon said after a long silence. "He figures he'll have
time to do both, learn firsthand what soldiers face on the ground, then continue
his education and find ways to make things better for them. Look on the bright
side. He doesn't plan on spending his entire working career in the Corps. He
talks about five or ten years, and if he gets some idea that really catches his
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