Kathleen Ann Goonan - The Day The Dam Broke

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Copyright © 1995
Kathleen Ann Goonan
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Originally published as an OMNI ONLINE NOVELLA
THE DAY THE DAM BROKE
by
Kathleen Ann Goonan
Of course James Thurber was from Columbus but I don't think he was Italian.
The
information meant to tempt someone to Colum bus for post-doc
study-intervention
in the plague zone emphasized an Italian neighborhood. I imagined being able
to
buy fresh buffalo mozzarella every morning, bundles of fragrant green basil,
fresh bread, and Reggiano cheese cut from a jealous wheel, crumbling
deliciously
at the edges into shards I could gobble from stiff paper or nibble between
sips
of cappuccino or pale wine.
Dream on, Julia. Maybe before the millennium, but not now. The information I
latched onto in the L.A. dome was, shall we say, a bit out of date.
One of my grandfathers was actually born in Columbus, which was a point in
its
favor. Now when he leaps from my cabin wall for a chat--nobody else to chat
with
up here in the Canadian Rockies, though I do wait for You--brief auras,
fleeting
pic tures, of old Ohio eddy from him, corridors of time which shimmer back to
the great forests, cool, slow-moving Indian rivers, and then pre-history when
the great land swelled and moved without regard to how we felt about it,
fleas
upon its shuddering thin skin.
Well, that's what I wanted. Good food. Additional personal depth. The
opportunity to make my mark as one of the hot-shot nanplague meds of the
time.
And a chance to get out of the dome.
Those pure enclaves dotted the world like the plastic bub bles they put over
smallpox vaccinations in the nineteen fifties so the kids wouldn't pick the
scabs off too soon. I hypered into that odd little tidbit while researching
plagues. I felt like part of a vaccine against the nanotech disasters of the
recent past, the disasters which still had not ended. As we were to learn. I
ached to be able to help make everything safe enough so that we could remove
the
goddamned domes, those sad ellipsoidal barriers to the sky and stars and to
what
I saw as Life.
Fine they said go. You think medicine is all G.E. That's genetic engineering
and
I did. Inhalants in which DNA rode to the rescue on viral steeds. Wait till
you
get out in the sticks. Far from us. Far from the Links--communication was
touch
and go at that point but better than now! I must tell you that I am an old
woman. That depends on your definition of old of course but I was born
pre-mil,
1999, and it is now . . . can it be? Oh, I'm just teasing you it is, it is
truly, twenty. Ninety-three. 2093. And this took place when I was a young
whippersnapper, as Thurber's grandfather might say, caught up in the RWF,
Radio
Wave Fibrillation, and the Great Panic, and there I was, alone without
medical
backup (or willing patients either so it didn't really matter) and no fresh
mozzarella either, if there ever had been any. At least I have the latter
now.
Maybe that's what I wanted most all along.
I don't digress; press your ears to what must now pass for my heart--the
radio.
If the technology is the same as now, and fibrillation has briefly ceased,
use
the purple infrabar. That will give you the correct screen; then program in
the
code CT2.1 for automatic fine tuning. I don't know what color or even what
form
access to radio waves may take further down the road and therefore I have
prepared this in airborne nan form as well--doubtful, doubtful that it would
ever be breathed by other humans, given my remoteness but if so you will
learn
how I battled the Great Midcentury Plague and how I lost, like everyone else
I
presume. And, if it's not too far past now for you (this might bounce forever
through the aether), at the end of the broadcast file I'll give you
directions
on how to find me, and a map if it is breathed, for I do enjoy visitors. I
truly
do. At least I think I do. Please, please come visit me. I toss this into the
air frequently, straight up, without regard for possible vandals for after all
I
know more than you do and if I don't surely you are more kind than those who
know less, for I believe that information grows compassion. Allow a young-old
woman her fantasies. I grow basil, by the way, in a little plot outside my
cabin
door, and cilantro, and masses of poppies which thrive in the long cool
summer.
More clues later. Proceed. Beep! (Sorry, but one gets silly with only a dog
for
company, genetically engineered though he may be.)
And speaking of silly, those satellites rained information down upon us like
silly rain, let me tell you, silly because one
couldn't count on them. But you can count on me. Real sourdough bread, and I
grow and grind and boil my own soybeans and make tofu so you see I am the
real
article. Protein ahead! Hurry! Turn up the gain and maybe that will help.
At any rate--back to the trip from L.A. to Columbus--my maglev arrived at
your
station a week late and I was happy and relieved to get there at all since
the
last maglev had been blown up somewhere in eastern Kansas (I learned after I
had
left L.A.) and then they gave me the wrong sheets.
They? No. That's imprecise. Yes, I know, and you know that I do, and you will
know more if you continue. But for the benefit of other listeners . . . for
posterity, you know . . .
Oh I know it sounds like a nightmare, what we all dreaded at the time, the
wrong
sheets, but it wasn't as bad as it sounds. They pumped me full of
Midwesternism.
Those gorgeous clear nansheets with blinking infolights taught me how to grow
corn when the flood tide on the Great Miami River receded and other
information
more applicable to my present situation than anything I ever learned in L.A.
no
matter how accelerated, and so I can't complain. Those erroneous sheets
helped
me survive out here and were I not so cynical might have made me a mystic.
They
upped my empathy with the strange outcast population I was coming to help
though
the people of Columbus damn well didn't want any help, not from the likes of
me,
the nanotech enemy. The sheet-empathy was particularly interesting after
living
domed all my life with all the cultural depth of your typical AI,
intelligence
incestuous and terribly inward-pointing. So you can see why I love the sky so
much, and why I perch just below a ridgetop, south-facing, away from the
fiercest, coldest winds. My synaptic code was one or two bits off, out of a
billion, but I was sick that day, with a runny nose, so I thought that virus
had
something to do with my little history lesson, why I learned about corn and
how
my ancestors survived in the deep woods, and the basics of building one's own
radio in the attic as if I were a boy in midcentury Ohio. At least that's what
I
thought at the time, and that's why I thought Thurber's vignettes were
suddenly
a part of my mind. Now, of course, we know differently. And one of us knew
differently at the time it happened. It all worked out for the best, though;
I
don't mind!
But I see that you want real people, real settings, real things happening,
not
an old lady's rumination (truth to tell I look even younger than I did, now,
and
so of course do you, all new and unwrinkled, emerging from your cocoon. The
wild
buffalo would call me medicine woman and bow on their shaggy knees and the
Puritans would call me witch and the pomos would call me visionary genius. I
know this because when the blizzards wrap me round with whiteness I sometimes
call up my grandfather, and we discuss such weighty matters and wish he still
had a mouth with which to eat my very good buffalo-buttermilk cornbread).
Perhaps I like it here so much because it's all edges--the edge of a
survivable
climate; the edge of myself, quite sharp; perhaps sharper than you bargained
for. A different edge is not far from you, either, I'm afraid. Yes, yes, the
plague. Allow me to stuff another log into the stove. (Crunch of embers, rain
of
orange sparks flying upward.) I buffaloed this log in, up and over the high
pass, snagged last month from the Pointed Fir Lodge, a guestless retro-hotel
in
ski country. It has a stone fireplace big enough to hold this entire cabin.
Perhaps we could meet there some day, at dawn, when the blue clean lake is
still
and the geese rise suddenly, with wild cries, from the reeds on the far
shore.
There is an enormous shed there, filled with logs surrounded with various
mechanical aids to help move them. The guests had to have their show, and the
lodge had laid in about a hundred such logs. This giant is aged and perfect
like
all of them, unrotted, requiring only cutting to twenty-four inch lengths and
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