
will have what we bring ourselves on this trip. We will have what we can build. That's it. If you need
cancer medicine and we don't have it, too bad, you die of cancer. If you need a blood transfusion and
nobody shares your blood type and we don't have any artificial blood, too bad. If you need a new eye or
a new lung or a new kidney and we don't have one growing in a tank, too bad. "There will be no
resupply for this colony. Not in any foreseeable future. This trip is paid for-we're going. We're leaving in
thirteen days. But nobody else is coming after us. There isn't anyone building any more ships. There won't
be any money to build any more ships, or load them, or offer colony contracts. By the time anyone on
Earth can make that kind of investment again, we'll all be dead. Whether or not our grandchildren will be
there to meet them-well, that's the purpose of this discussion." Boynton looked from one to the other of
us. I knew that Mom didn't want to go anywhere at all, but if Douglas and Mickey and I decided we
wanted to go to the stars, she'd follow. And so would her friend. I knew Dad wanted to gohe was the
reason we were all here now. This wasn't working out the way he'd originally intended; this was better,
so he wasn't complaining. And Bobby was just happy to have his family back together. And me? I didn't
know what I wanted yet. This business of making decisions-how did adults do it? All day long, every
day, even weekends, with no time off for good behavior. No wonder I was cranky all the time. I was
exhausted from having to think so much. "I know that the other colonies have made some wonderful
proposals," Boynton said. "And if I were you, if I had your assets"-Here he glanced meaningfully at the
monkey-"I'd strongly consider taking one of those offers. Most of those colonies are close to
self-sufficient anyway, and with the
vantage your HARLIE unit represents, you and whatever colony you choose will succeed." "So what are
the advantages of Outbeyond?" Dad asked. Boynton shook his head. "To be honest, I have nothing to
offer. If I were to offer anything, I'd have to take it away from someone else. And I'm not willing to do
that. If you and I were just sitting around in a bar, using up oxygen and alcohol, I'd tell you to go to
McCain or Pastoria and forget about Outbeyond. It's suicide." I could see that Dad didn't like the sound
of that. Mom and her friend Bev were already squirming in their seats. But it was Douglas and Mickey
who had accepted this meeting, and the meeting wasn't finished until they were. Douglas said, "If it's
suicide, why are you going?" "When I accepted the job as Mission Commander, we were looking at a
program of twelve supply missions to reach selfsufficiency. The critical threshold was assumed to be
somewhere around the seventh or eighth voyage. The next trip. The one after this one. "We've got
forty-three hundred people on Outbeyond. Even as we're sitting here talking, they're hard at work.
They're laying down tubes, putting up domes, getting the power-grid up, preparing the facilities for the
first batch of colonists to arrive. They're good folks. They don't know what's happened to Earth. They're
expecting a ship soon. If it doesn't arrivewell, they have contingency plans. They'll survive for a while, but
... the contingency plan doesn't include self-sufficiency. Not long-term self-sufficiency. "It's not likely
they'll survive without us. Oh, maybe a couple years, if they're careful. But not much longer than that. The
equation is simple. Outbeyond colony is almost selfsupporting. Almost. We might be able to make the
difference. If we don't go, they die for sure. If we do go, maybe we all die-but maybe we all live, too."
"So you're going to rescue them, but there's no one coming after to rescue you ... T, "If they were your
family, Mr. Dingillian, what would you do?"
"I'd go after them. So would my wife." Dad didn't even hesitate. I was proud of him for that. His
expression was firm. "The fact that we're all here on Luna ought to be proof enough how far we'll go."
"And you'd go a lot farther too, if you had to, wouldn't you? So would we. Yes, we know we're
gambling here. Every baby born is a gamble, but that doesn't stop the human race from making babies,
does it? No, we just stack the deck as best we can, and keep on dealing. "We know we're the last ship
out. Knowing that, we can fill every nook and cranny, every cabin and storage compartment, every
corridor and crawlspace with as much supplies and equipment as we can pack. We're loading in
everything we can. Most of the materiel for voyages 7, 8, and 9 is already onsite, here on Luna. That's
part of our contingency plan. The last six voyages, we intended to bring in multiples of necessary
equipment and supplies. Once we eliminate duplicate items, we can bring most of what we need on a
single voyage, and fabricate the rest onsite. We know what's already there; we know what else is
needed; we're packing it. Yes, it's desperate. But we think it's doable." He looked to the monkey. "What