
boys knew the old watchwoman was practically blind. Village girls knew it too.
They were torn between modesty and the need to capture a husband. Waist deep
in the water and with unbound hair like a shawl over the upper half of her
burgeoning pubescence, Candila was a lost cause to the village voyeurs.
Understandably, they persisted anyway. Enduring shrew bites and the myriad
humming, buzzing, stinging bloodsuckers that infested the canebrake around the
beach. Someday maybe Candila would forget . . . straighten up for a moment . .
. stretch. With God's Grace anything was possible. And Candila's skin, by
village standards, was flawless. She bore a few minor scars but only one major
disfigurement. Still, the cavity in the middle of her forehead had been turned
into an asset: the scar made a convenient carrier for the topaz gleam of her
caste mark. The watchwoman was near-blind and the gawkers came so close that
it was impossible to pretend they were not there. Mothers flung gobs of mud at
the tower where the old woman dozed. She dutifully whanged away at her gong.
Disappointed, the village voyeurs scuttled back 5 through the brush. All were
very busy when the imam came sniffing through their customary workplaces. With
no reason to delay or display, girls finished the laundry in record
time. Mother and daughter pairs came from the water and stood for a moment
sunning themselves dry before donning all-encompassing chadors and balancing
bundles of clean clothes on their heads for the stroll home. Most of the
voyeurs had departed. Not all. Candila's mother was feeling her years. They
finished last. Standing on the bank, waiting to dry off, Candila was abruptly
frightened out of her fourteen-and-a-half-year-old wits. Her mother, tired,
bleary-eyed and worn, lay prone. Umm's nostrils were nearly in the water. It
had happened with such suddenness! Umm was twitching and jerking. Candila knew
the signs. She did not like her father but abruptly she knew that like him or
not, from now on all the housework would be hers. Before she had time to
shriek her despair, a stranger appeared. He was not a villager. Not in those
skintight black clothes! Anyway, his eyes were wrong and his skin too
golden-yellow. He was putting something she had never seen before back into a
sheath at his belt. "She'll be all right in a few minutes," he said. His voice
was not villager either. Candila heard a mechanical quality, as if the words
were coming from one of those talking machines the elders reminisced about.
Abruptly she realized that she was naked, displaying her frontal all to this
apparition. She grabbed at her chador, pulling its tentlike shape over her
head as she knelt by her mother. Then abruptly Candila lay twitching too. When
she awoke in a pod, Candila Suhay knew another language. She also knew that
she was no longer in Daresslam. Captain Katushiro, who was barely taller than
Candila, initiated her with brutal swiftness. Sobbing and bleeding, 6 the girl
knew that even if she could go back, there was no longer any place for her
along the river. In spite of this knowledge, that was exactly where she
went. "Wear these," Katushiro said. Candila considered the filmy hareem pants
and twin prass cups. Since she wore nothing at the moment, she put them
on. The cabin was all mirrors. She saw herself from in front, from behind,
from the sides, and from above. Looking down, Candila even saw herself from
the bottom up. Externally, she could see no change. Nevertheless she was
intensely aware of the unique treasure that had been stolen from her. Only
gradually did she become aware of something else. Her scars were gone! She
felt . . . "It's not just the lighter gravity." The slaver was not reading her
thoughts. He had been through this sort of awakening many times. "Your skin
has been cleaned up and you'll never have another of those sores," Katushiro
went on. "You've been wormed and immunized and will live three times as long
as anyone else in your village. You'll look much as you do now until the last
year or two of your life." Candila didn't believe it. But. . . could mirrors
lie? The mirrors of Daresslam had been hand-polished bits of metal and she had
never seen herself with this clarity before. Studying her slim body in
near-transparent hareem pants and twin prass cups, she knew she could outshine
any village belle. "That strange feeling is known as good health. You've
probably never experienced it before." Candila had not. Nor had she ever been
allowed to speak with strange men. This man had just raped her but still she
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