
"I don't know what you've been told about me” I continue. "But I think it's way out of line. I have done
nothing wrong. Also, my friend here is an FBI agent. He shouldn't be treated this way. You should let him
go." I stare deep into the man's eyes, and I know all he sees is my widening black pupils, growing as
large as the dark sides of twin moons. I speak softly, "You should let him gonow."
The man reaches for his keys, then hesitates. The hesitation is a problem. Pushing a person's will is
always a hit-or-miss proposition. His partners are watching him now, afraid to look at me. The youngest
one rises half off his bench. He is suddenly scared and threatens me with his weapon.
“You shut your goddamn mouth!" he yells.
I lean back and chuckle. As I do, I catch his eye. Fear has made him vulnerable; he is an easy mark.
"What are you afraid of?" I ask. "That your com-mander will let me go? Or that you'll turn around and
shoot him?" I bore my gaze into his head. "Yeah, you could shoot him. Yeah, that might be fun."
"Alisa," Joel whispers, not enjoying my game.
The young man and the commander exchange worried glances. The third guy has sat up, panting, not
really understanding what is happening. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Joel shaking his head. Let him
see me at my worst, I think. It is the best way to begin our new relationship, without illusions. My eyes
dart from the commander to the young one. The tempera-ture inside their craniums is increasing. Ever so
slightly, each weapon begins to veer toward the other man's chest. Yet I know I'll have to push them a lot
harder to get them to let me go or kill each other. It is not necessary. I can do it on my own. Really, I just
want to distract them a bit—
Before I break them in two.
With their guns aimed away from me, they are vulnerable when I suddenly shoot my legs up, snap-ping
ray ankle chains. The third man, the one I have left untouched, reacts quickly, by human standards. But
he is moving in slow motion compared to a five-thousand-year-old vampire. As he reaches for the trigger
on his gun, my right foot lashes out and my big toe crushes his flak jacket, his breastbone, and the beating
heart beneath the two. The heart beats no more. The man crumples and falls into a pitiful ball.
"Should have given me the cigarette," I say to the commander as I snap my handcuffs and reach over to
take his head between my palms. His eyes grow round. His lips move. He wants to tell me something,
maybe apologize. I'm not in the mood. He is putty in my hands, Silly Putty once I squeeze my palms
together and crack his skull. Now his mouth falls open as his eyes slowly close. His brains leak out the
back, over his starched collar. I don't want his flak jacket.
I glance over at the young one.
He's more scared than before.
I just stare at him. He has forgotten his weapon.
"Die," I whisper intently. My will is poisonous, when I am mad, and now, with Yaksha's blood in my
veins, the poison is worse than the venom of a cobra. The young man falls to the floor.