
happened to Deirdre, something mysterious and darkly menacing. Through her studies, the young woman
had touched powers that were not meant for the casual scholar, powers that required from their wielder a
price as great as they granted.
True, Deirdre's visible use of that power had been fortuitous. She had employed it to aid Alicia in
breaking a thrall of storms and natural violence that had wracked the Moonshaes for several years. Yet in
that accomplishment her daughter's arrogance and envy had reasserted itself, so that the queen once more
feared that the spite felt by a sister could fan itself into a blaze that might drive a nation to destruction.
Robyn knew that the Moonshae Islands stood at a critical time in their long history. Only once before,
under the reign of the hero Cymrych Hugh, had the four kingdoms of the Ffolk stood united under a single
throne. Yet Cymrych Hugh had died with no clear heir to the throne, and within a generation, the isles had
again broken into political fragments, easy prey for the northmen invaders who had gradually claimed much
of the land.
Now Tristan Kendrick, the second High King to unite the Ffolk, had perished. He left a queen—a
strong queen, Robyn reminded herself—and two daughters. Though the Ffolk, unlike the northmen, had
never disparaged the rulership of a queen simply on the basis of her sex, Robyn knew that she would have
to prove her fitness to continue the Kendrick line, and in that process, she must ensure that Alicia would
inherit the kingdom upon her own death.
Her goal seemed clear, but there were so many obstacles, and as she thought of those obstacles, she
came back to the plans that had caused her to pause, musing, at the window in the first place.
A harsh knock at the door, though not unexpected, broke Robyn's reverie. "Come in," she said.
The door opened to reveal Deirdre Kendrick. The princess's black hair floated behind her, unbound and
silky long, as she moved softly into her mother's chamber. The two women looked remarkably similar,
though the maturity and sorrow of age had unmistakably marked the mother with lines around her mouth
and eyes and a fringe of gray that had begun to lighten her long black hair. "You wished to see me?"
Deirdre said.
Robyn knew what she needed to say to her daughter, and she knew that Deirdre wouldn't like it. She
found it difficult to begin.
"Yes, my daughter. Please come here. I was enjoying the view."
Silently the princess joined her mother.
"Summer," observed the queen. "Such a vital, vibrant season. Doesn't it make you feel alive?"
Deirdre smiled, but her eyes remained hooded. "Books make me feel alive, Mother—and they do so
even in the dark of winter."
Robyn suppressed a sigh, turning to face her daughter squarely. "I wish to speak with you about those
books, about the forces you read about and touch. You bring a shadow around yourself. There is a
darkness that surrounds you—a darkness you wear about your shoulders like a cloak. It disturbs me.
You've opened the doors to places that can't help but change you. The powers you touch are very
dangerous things!"
"Of course they're dangerous! But I know how to use them, and every day I learn more!" Deirdre's
reaction was anger, and her green eyes flashed with the heat of her emotion. "I follow a pathway to power
without limit, without restriction—a road I've chosen for myself!"
"Without the limits, for example, imposed by a god—or goddess?" Robyn asked pointedly.
Deirdre shrugged. "You have your own life, Mother, and the goddess has chosen to favor that life. Once
again you wear the mantle of the Great Druid, but that's not the way for me!"
"Your sister shows a growing awareness of the Earthmother," the queen said. "She wears the bracers of
a druid, and soon she will bear the staff that I'm making for her. I should like to grant you an equal gift, my
daughter—but I don't know what it should be."
"There is something that I desire very much," Deirdre replied, her tone level, her eyes serious.
"If it falls within my power—"
"It is freedom, Mother—freedom from you, from the goddess! I have to be free to follow my own
course, through the spellbooks and scrolls of wizardry. I need to see the hallowed places of magic in the
Realms, visit the great sages, have the freedom to learn!"
Her impassioned voice rose as she spoke, and when she stopped suddenly, an almost unnatural silence
settled over the room and the world outside, as if the birds and insects, even the wind, paused to see what
happened next.
"No," the queen said, quietly and firmly. "You're one of two royal children. You must be prepared to rule
should it be required of you. Your place is here, in Callidyrr—in the Moonshaes."
"But there is so much more in the world!"