
test that I should've been studying for ever since puberty.
"In some backward Muslim lands," explained Fried-lander Bey, "on the wedding night, the bride is taken into a
bedroom, away from all the other guests. The women of both families hold her down on the bed. The husband wraps a
white cloth around his forefinger, and inserts it to prove the girl's virginity. If the cloth comes out stained with blood,
the husband passes it out to the bride's father, who then marches around waving it on a stick for all to
see."But this is the seventeenth century of the Hegira!" I said, astonished.
Indihar shrugged. "It's a moment of great pride for the bride's parents. It proves they've raised a chaste and
worthy daughter. When I was first married, I wept at the indignity until I heard the cheers and joy of the guests. Then
I knew that my marriage had been blessed, and that I'd become a woman in the eyes of the village."
"As you say, my daughter," said Friedlander Bey, "in this instance such a certification will not be required." Papa
could be reasonable if he didn't stand to lose any-thing by it.
I'd bought Indihar a fine gold wedding band, as well as the traditional second piece of jewelry. Chiri, my
not-so-silent partner, helped me select the gift in one of the expensive boutiques east of the Boulevard il-Jameel,
where the Europeans shopped. It was a brooch, an emer-ald-encrusted lizard made of gold, with two rubies for eyes. It
had cost me twelve thousand kiam, and it was the most expensive single item I'd ever purchased. I gave it to Indihar
the morning of the wedding. She opened the satin-lined box, looked at the emerald lizard for a few seconds, and then
said, "Thank you, Marid." She never mentioned it again, and I never saw her wear it.
Indihar had not been well-off, even before her hus-band was killed. She brought to our marriage only a mod-est
assortment of household furnishings and her meager personal belongings. Her contribution wasn't materially
important, because I'd become wealthy through my asso-ciation with Papa. In fact, the amount specified as her
bride-price in our marriage contract was more than In-dihar had ever seen in her lifetime. I gave two thirds of it to her in
cash. The final third would go to her in the event of our divorce.
I merely dressed in my best white gallebeya and robe, but Indihar had to endure much more. Chiri, her best friend,
helped her prepare for the ceremony. Early in the day, they removed the hair from Indihar's arms and legs by covering
her skin with a mixture of sugar and lemon juice. When the paste hardened, Chiri peeled it off. I'll never forget how
wonderfully fresh and sweet-smelling Indihar was that evening. Sometimes I still find myself getting aroused by the
fragrance of lemons.
When Indihar finished dressing and applying a modest amount of makeup, she and I sat for our official wedding
holos. Neither of us looked especially happy. We both knew that it was a marriage in name only, and would last
only as long as Friedlander Bey lived. The holographer kept making lewd jokes about wedding nights and
honey-moons, but Indihar and I just watched the clock, counting the hours until this entire ordeal would be
finished.
The ceremony itself took place in Papa's grand hall. There were hundreds of guests; some were friends of ours,
and some were sinister, silent men who stood watch-fully at the edges of the crowd. My best man was Saied the
Half-Hajj, who in honor of the occasion was wearing no moddy at all, something remarkable in its own right. Most of
the other club owners in the Budayeen were there, as well as the girls, sexchanges, and debs we knew, and such
Budayeen characters as Laila, Fuad, and Bill the cab driver. It could have been a truly joyous occasion, if Indihar and I
had loved each other and wanted to get married in the first place.
We sat face to face before a blue-turbaned shaykh who performed the Muslim marriage ceremony. Indihar was
lovely in a beautiful white satin dress and white veil, with a bouquet of fragrant blossoms. First the shaykh in-voked
the blessings of Allah, and read from the first surah of the noble Qur'an. Then he asked Indihar if she con-sented to
the marriage. There was a brief pause, when I thought I saw her eyes fill with regret. "Yes," she said in a quiet voice.
We joined our right hands, and the shaykh covered them with a white handkerchief. Indihar repeated the words of
the shaykh, stating that she married me of her own free will, for a bride-price of seventy-five thousand kiam.
"Repeat, after me, Marid Audran," said the shaykh. "I accept from thee your betrothal to myself, and take thee
under my care, and bind myself to afford thee my protec-tion. Ye who are present bear witness of this." I had to say it
three times to make it work.
The shaykh finished it off by reading some more from the holy Qur'an. He blessed us and our marriage. There was
an instant of peace in the hall, and then from the throats of all the women came the shrill, trilling sound of the
zagareet.
There was a party afterward, of course, and I drank and pretended to be happy. There was plenty to eat, and the
guests gave us gifts and money. Indihar left early with the excuse that she had to put her children to bed, al-though
Senalda was there to do just that. I left the cele-bration not long afterward. I went back to my apartment, swallowed
seven or eight tabs of Sonneine, and lay on my bed with my eyes closed.
I was married. I was a husband. As the opiates began to take effect, I thought about how beautiful Indihar had
looked. I wished that I had at least kissed her.
Those were my memories of our wedding. Now, as I sat in her parlor, I wondered what my real responsibilities
were. "You've treated me and my children well," Indihar said. "You've been very generous, and I should be grate-ful.
Forgive me for my behavior, husband."
"You have nothing to be sorry for, Indihar," I said. I stood up. The mention of the children reminded me that they
could run squawking and drooling into the parlor at any moment. I wanted to get out of there while I still could. "If
there's anything you need, just ask Kmuzu or Tariq."
"We're well provided for." She looked up into my eyes, then turned away. I couldn't tell what she was feel-ing.