
'Well, that wasn't very grown-up.'
Kearney gave her his most boyish smile. 'It wasn't, was it?'
Her name was Clara. She was in her late thirties, red-haired, still quite young in the body but with a
face already beginning to be lined and haggard with the effort of keeping up. She had to be busy in her
career. She had to be a successful single parent She had to jog five miles every morning. She had to be
good at sex, and still need it, and enjoy it, and know how to say, in a kind of whining murmur, 'Oh. That.
Yes, that. Oh yes,' in the night. Was she puzzled to find herself here in a redbrick-and-terracotta
Victorian hotel with a man who didn't seem to understand any of these achievements? Kearney didn't
know. He looked rounc at the shiny off-white corridor walls, which reminded him of the junior schools of
his childhood,
'This is a sad dump,' he said.
He took her by the hand and made her run down the stairs with him, then pulled her into an empty
room which contained two or three billiard tables, where he killed her as quickly as he had all the others.
She looked up at him, puzzlement replacing interest in her eyes before they filmed over. He had known
her for perhaps four months. Early on in their relationship, she had described him as a 'serial
monogamist', and he hoped perhaps she could now see the irony of this term, if not the linguistic inflation
it represented.
In the street outside — shrugging, wiping one hand quickly and repeatedly across his mouth — he
thought he saw a movement, a shadow on the wall, the suggestion of a movement in the orange
streetlight. Rain, sleet and snow all seemed to be falling at once. In the mix, he thought he saw dozens of
small motes of light. Sparks, he thought. Sparks in everything. Then he turned up the collar of his coat
and quickly walked away. Looking for the place he had parked his car, he was soon lost in the maze of
roads and pedestrian malls that led to the railway station. So he took a train instead, and didn't return for
some days. When he did, the car was still there, a red Lancia Integrale he had rather enjoyed owning.
Kearney dropped his luggage — an old laptop computer, two volumes of A Dance to the Music of
Time — on to the rear seat of the Integrale and drove it back to London, where he abandoned it in a
South Tottenham street, making sure to leave its doors unlocked and the key in the ignition. Then he took
the tube over to the research suite where he did most of his work. Funding complexities too Byzantine to
unpack had caused this to be sited in a side street between Gower Street and Tottenham Court Road.
There, he and a physicist called Brian Tate had three long rooms filled with Beowulf system computers
bolted to equipment which, Tate hoped, would eventually isolate paired-ion interactions from ambient
magnetic noise. Theoretically this would allow them to encode data in quantum events. Kearney had his
doubts; but Tate had come from Cambridge via MIT and, perhaps more importantly, Los Alamos, so he
had his expectations too.
In the days when it housed a team of neurobiologists working on live cats, the suite had been set on
fire repeatedly by extreme animal rights factions. On wet mornings it still smelled faintly of charred wood
and plastic. Kearney, aware of the science communi-ty's sense of moral outrage at this, had let it be
known he subscribed to the ALF and added fuel to the fire by importing a pair of oriental kittens, one
black and male, the other white and female. With their long legs and savagely thin bodies, they prowled
about as unassuagedly as fashion models, striking bizarre poses and getting under Tate's feet.
Kearney picked the female up. She struggled for a second, then purred and allowed herself to settle
on his shoulder. The male, eyeing Kearney as if it had never seen him before, flattened its ears and
retreated under a bench.
'They're nervous today,' he said.
'Gordon Meadows was here. They know he doesn't like them.'
'Gordon? What did he want?'
'He wondered if we felt up to a presentation.'
'Is that how he put it?' Kearney asked, and when Tate laughed, went on: 'Who for?'
'Some people from Sony, I think.'
It was Kearney's turn to laugh.