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Barrayar
Lois McMaster Bujold
For Anne and Paul
CHAPTER ONE
I am afraid. Cordelia's hand pushed aside the drape in the third-floor parlor window of Vorkosigan House. She stared down
into the sunlit street below. A long silver groundcar was pulling into the half-circular drive that serviced the front portico, braking
past the spiked iron fence and the Earth-imported shrubbery. A government car. The door of the rear passenger compartment
swung up, and a man in a green uniform emerged. Despite her foreshortened view Cordelia recognized Commander Illyan,
brown-haired and hatless as usual. He strode out of sight under the portico. Guess I don't really need to worry till Imperial
Security comes for us in the middle of the night. But a residue of dread remained, burrowed in her belly. Why did I ever come
here to Barrayar? What have I done to myself, to my life?
Booted footsteps sounded in the corridor, and the door of the parlor creaked inward. Sergeant Bothari stuck his head in, and
grunted with satisfaction at finding her. "Milady. Time to go."
"Thank you, Sergeant." She let the drape fall, and turned to inspect herself one last time in a wall-mounted mirror above the
archaic fireplace. Hard to believe people here still burned vegetable matter just for the release of its chemically-bound heat.
She lifted her chin, above the stiff white lace collar of her blouse, adjusted the sleeves of her tan jacket, and kicked her knee
absently against the long swirling skirt of a Vor-class woman, tan to match the jacket. The color comforted her, almost the same
tan as her old Betan Astronomical Survey fatigues. She ran her hands over her red hair, parted in the middle and held away from
her face by two enameled combs, and flopped it over her shoulders to curl loosely halfway down her back. Her grey eyes stared
back at her from the pale face in the mirror. Nose a little too bony, chin a shade too long, but certainly a servicable face, good for
all practical purposes.
Well, if she wanted to look dainty, all she had to do was stand next to Sergeant Bothari. He loomed mournfully beside her, all
two meters of him. Cordelia considered herself a tall woman, but the top of her head was only level with his shoulder. He had a
gargoyle's face, closed, wary, beak-nosed, its lumpiness exaggerated to criminality by his military-burr haircut. Even Count
Vorkosigan's elegant livery, dark brown with the symbols of the house embroidered in silver, failed to save Bothari from his
astonishing ugliness. But a very good face indeed, for practical purposes.
A liveried retainer. What a concept. What did he retain? Our lives, our fortunes, and our sacred honors, for starters. She
nodded cordially to him, in the mirror, and about-faced to follow him through the warren of Vorkosigan House.
She must learn her way around this great pile of a residence as soon as possible. Embarrassing, to be lost in one's own home,
and have to ask some passing guard or servant to detangle one. In the middle of the night, wearing only a towel. I used to be a
jumpship navigator. Really. If she could handle five dimensions upside, surely she ought to be able to manage a mere three
downside.
They came to the head of a large circular staircase, curving gracefully down three flights to a black-and-white stone-paved
foyer. Her light steps followed Bothari's measured tread. Her skirts made her feel she was floating, parachuting inexorably down
the spiral.
A tall young man, leaning on a cane at the foot of the stairs, looked up at the echo of their feet. Lieutenant Koudelka's face was
as regular and pleasant as Bothari's was narrow and strange, and he smiled openly at Cordelia. Even the pain lines at the corners
of his eyes and mouth failed to age that face. He wore Imperial undress greens, identical but for the insignia to Security
Commander Illyan's. The long sleeves and high neck of his jacket concealed the tracery of thin red scars that netted half his body,
but Cordelia mapped them in her mind's eye. Nude, Koudelka could pose as a visual aid for a lecture on the structure of the human
nervous system, each scar representing a dead nerve excised and replaced with artificial silver threads. Lieutenant Koudelka was
not quite used to his new nervous system yet. Speak truth. The surgeons here are ignorant clumsy butchers. The work was
certainly not up to Betan standards. Cordelia permitted no hint of this private judgment to escape onto her face.
Koudelka turned jerkily, and nodded to Bothari. "Hello, Sergeant. Good morning, Lady Vorkosigan."
Her new name still seemed strange in her ear, ill-fitting. She smiled back. "Good morning, Kou. Where's Aral?"
"He and Commander Illyan went into the library, to check out where the new secured comconsole will be installed. They
should be right along. Ah." He nodded, as footsteps sounded through an archway. Cordelia followed his gaze. Illyan, slight and
bland and polite, flanked-was eclipsed by-a man in his mid-forties resplendent in Imperial dress greens. The reason she'd come to
Barrayar.
Admiral Lord Aral Vorkosigan, retired. Formerly retired, till yesterday. Their lives had surely been turned upside down,
yesterday. We'll land on our feet somehow, you bet. Vorkosigan's body was stocky and powerful, his dark hair salted with grey.
His heavy jaw was marred by an old L-shaped scar. He moved with compressed energy, his grey eyes intense and inward, until
they lighted on Cordelia.
"I give you good morrow, my lady," he sang out to her, reaching for her hand. The syntax was self-conscious but the sentiment
naked-sincere in his mirror-bright eyes. In those mirrors, I am altogether beautiful, Cordelia realized warmly. Much more
flattering than that one on the wall upstairs. I shall use them to see myself from now on. His thick hand was dry and hot, welcome
heat, live heat, closing around her cool tapering fingers. My husband. That fit, as smoothly and tightly as her hand fit in his, even
though her new name, Lady Vorkosigan, still seemed to slither off her shoulders.
She watched Bothari, Koudelka, and Vorkosigan standing together for that brief moment. The walking wounded, one, two,
three. And me, the lady auxiliary. The survivors. Kou in body, Bothari in mind, Vorkosigan in spirit, all had taken near-mortal
wounds in the late war at Escobar. Life goes on. March or die. Do we all begin to recover at last? She hoped so.
"Ready to go, dear Captain?" Vorkosigan asked her. His voice was a baritone, his Barrayaran accent guttural-warm.
"Ready as I'll ever be, I guess."
Illyan and Lieutenant Koudelka led the way out. Koudelka's walk was a loose-kneed shamble beside Illyan's brisk march, and
Cordelia frowned doubtfully. She took Vorkosigan's arm, and they followed, leaving Bothari to his Household duties.
"What's the timetable for the next few days?" she asked.
"Well, this audience first, of course," Vorkosigan replied. "After which I see men. Count Vortala will be choreographing that.
In a few days comes the vote of consent from the full Councils Assembled, and my swearing-in. We haven't had a Regent in a
hundred and twenty years, God knows what protocol they'll dig out and dust off."
Koudelka sat in the front compartment of the groundcar with the uniformed driver. Commander Illyan slid in opposite
Cordelia and Vorkosigan, facing rearward, in the back compartment. This car is armored, Cordelia realized from the thickness of
the transparent canopy as it closed over them. At a signal from Illyan to the driver, they pulled away smoothly into the street.
Almost no sound penetrated from the outside.
"Regent-consort," Cordelia tasted the phrase. "Is that my official title?"
"Yes, Milady," said Illyan.
"Does it have any official duties to go with it?"
Illyan looked to Vorkosigan, who said, "Hm. Yes and no. There will be a lot of ceremonies to attend-grace, in your case.
Beginning with the emperors funeral, which will be grueling for all concerned-except, perhaps, for Emperor Ezar. All that waits
on his last breath. I don't know if he has a timetable for that, but I wouldn't put it past him.
"The social side of your duties can be as much as you wish. Speeches and ceremonies, important weddings and name-days and
funerals, greeting deputations from the Districts-public relations, in short. The sort of thing Princess-dowager Kareen does with
such flair." Vorkosigan paused, taking in her appalled look, and added hastily, "Or, if you choose, you can live a completely
private life. You have the perfect excuse to do so right now-" his hand, around her waist, secretly caressed her still-flat belly, "-
and in fact I'd rather you didn't spend yourself too freely."
"More importantly, on the political side... I'd like it very much if you could be my liaison with the Princess-dowager, and the...
child emperor. Make friends with her, if you can; she's an extremely reserved woman. The boy's upbringing is vital. We must not
repeat Ezar Vorbarra's mistakes."
"I can give it a try," she sighed. "I can see it's going to be quite a job, passing for a Barrayaran Vor."
"Don't bend yourself painfully. I shouldn't like to see you so constricted. Besides, there's another angle."
"Why doesn't that surprise me? Go ahead."
He paused, choosing his words. "When the late Crown Prince Serg called Count Vortala a phoney progressive, it wasn't
altogether nonsense. Insults that sting always have some truth in them. Count Vortala has been trying to form his progressive
party in the upper classes only. Among the people who matter, as he would say. You see the little discontinuity in his thinking?"
"About the size of Hogarth Canyon back home? Yes."
"You are a Betan, a woman of galactic-wide reputation."
"Oh, come on now."
"You are seen so here. I don't think you quite realize how you are perceived. Very flattering for me, as it happens."
"I hoped I was invisible. But I shouldn't think I'd be too popular, after what we did to your side at Escobar."
"It's our culture. My people will forgive a brave soldier almost anything. And you, in your person, unite two of the opposing
factions-the aristocratic military, and the pro-galactic plebians. I really think I could pull the whole middle out of the People's
Defense League through you, if you're willing to play my cards for me."
"Good heavens. How long have you been thinking about this?"
"The problem, long. You as part of the solution, just today."
"What, casting me as figurehead for some sort of constitutional party?"
"No, no. That is just the sort of thing I will be sworn, on my honor, to prevent. It would not fulfill the spirit of my oath to hand
over to Prince Gregor an emperorship gutted of power. What I want... what I want is to find some way of pulling the best men,
from every class and language group and party, into the Emperor's service. The Vor have simply too small a pool of talent. Make
the government more like the military at its best, with ability promoted regardless of background. Emperor Ezar tried to do
something like that, by strengthening the Ministries at the expense of the Counts, but it swung too far.
The Counts are eviscerated and the Ministries are corrupt. There must be some way to strike a balance."
Cordelia sighed. "I guess we'll just have to agree to disagree, about constitutions. Nobody appointed me Regent of Barrayar. I
warn you, though-I'll keep trying to change your mind."
Illyan raised his brow at this. Cordelia sat back wanly, and watched the Barrayaran capital city of Vorbarr Sultana pass by
through the thick canopy. She hadn't married the Regent of Barrayar, four months back. She'd married a simple retired soldier.
Yes, men were supposed to change after marriage, usually for the worse, but-this much? This fast? This isn't the duty I signed up
for, sir.
"That's quite a gesture of trust Emperor Ezar placed in you yesterday, appointing you Regent. I don't think he's such a ruthless
pragmatist as you'd have me believe," she remarked.
"Well, it is a gesture of trust, but driven by necessity. You didn't catch the significance of Captain Negri's assignment to the
Princess's household, then."
"No. Was there one?"
"Oh, yes, a very clear message. Negri is to continue right on in his old job as Chief of Imperial Security. He will not, of
course, be making his reports to a four-year-old boy, but to me. Commander Illyan will in fact merely be his assistant."
Vorkosigan and Illyan exchanged mildly ironic nods. "But there is no question where Negri's loyalties will lie, in case I should,
um, run mad and make a bid for Imperial power in name as well as fact. He unquestionably has secret orders to dispose of me, in
that event."
"Oh. Well, I guarantee I have no desire whatsoever to be Empress of Barrayar. Just in case you were wondering."
"I didn't think so."
The groundcar paused at a gate in a stone wall. Four guards inspected them thoroughly, checked Illyan's passes, and waved
them through. All those guards, here, at Vorkosigan House-what did they guard against? Other Barrayarans, presumably, in the
faction-fractured political landscape. A very Barrayaran phrase the old Count had used that tickled her humor now ran,
disquieting, through her memory. With all this manure around, there's got to be a pony someplace. Horses were practically
unknown on Beta Colony, except for a few specimens in zoos. With all these guards around... But if I'm not anyone's enemy, how
can anyone be my enemy?
Illyan, who had been shifting in his seat, now spoke up. "I would suggest, sir," he said tentatively to Vorkosigan, "even beg,
that you re-consider and take up quarters here at the Imperial Residence. Security problems-my problems," he smiled slightly, bad
for his image, with his snub features it made him look puppyish, "will be very much easier to control here."
"What suite did you have in mind?" asked Vorkosigan.
"Well, when... Gregor succeeds, he and his mother will be moving into the Emperor's suite. Kareen's rooms will then be
vacant."
"Prince Serg's, you mean." Vorkosigan looked grim. "I... think I would prefer to take official residence at Vorkosigan House.
My father spends more and more time in the country at Vorkosigan Surleau these days, I don't think he'll mind being shifted."
"I can't really endorse that idea, sir. Strictly from a security standpoint. It's in the old part of town. The streets are warrens.
There are at least three sets of old tunnels under the area, from old sewage and transport systems, and there are too many new tall
buildings overlooking that have, er, commanding views. It will take at least six full-time patrols for the most cursory protection."
"Do you have the men?"
"Well, yes."
"Vorkosigan House, then." Vorkosigan consoled Illyan's disappointed look. "It may be bad security, but it's very good public
relations. It will give an excellent air of, ah, soldierly humility to the new Regency. Should help reduce palace coup paranoia."
And here they were at the very palace in question. As an architectural pile, the Imperial Residence made Vorkosigan House
look small. Sprawling wings rose two to four stories high, accented with sporadic towers. Additions of different ages crisscrossed
each other to create both vast and intimate courts, some justly proportioned, some rather accidental-looking. The east facade was
of the most uniform style, heavy with stone carving. The north side was more cut-up, interlocking with elaborate formal gardens.
The west was the oldest, the south the newest construction.
The groundcar pulled up to a two-story porch on the south side, and Illyan led them past more guards and up wide stone stairs
to an extensive second-floor suite. They climbed slowly, matching steps to Lieutenant Koudelka's awkward pace. Koudelka
glanced up with a self-conscious apologetic frown, then bent his head again in concentration-or shame? Doesn't this place have a
lift tube? Cordelia wondered irritably. On the other side of this stone labyrinth, in a room with a northern view of the gardens, a
white old man lay drained and dying on his enormous ancestral bed ...
In the spacious upper corridor, softly carpeted and decorated with paintings and side tables cluttered with knickknacks-objets
d'art, Cordelia supposed-they found Captain Negri talking in low tones with a woman who stood with her arms folded. Cordelia
had met the famous, or infamous, Chief of Barrayaran Imperial Security for the first time yesterday, after Vorkosigan's historic
job interview in the northern wing with the soon-to-be-late Ezar Vorbarra. Negri was a hard-faced, hard-bodied, bullet-headed
man who had served his emperor, body and blood, for the better part of forty years, a sinister legend with unreadable eyes.
Now he bowed over her hand and called her "Milady" as if he meant it, or at least no more tinged with irony than any of his
other statements. The alert blonde woman-girl?-wore an ordinary civilian dress. She was tall and heavily muscled, and she looked
back at Cordelia with even greater interest.
Vorkosigan and Negri exchanged curt greetings in the telegraphic style of two men who had been communicating for so long
all of the amenities had been compressed into some kind of tight-burst code. "And this is Miss Droushnakovi." Negri did not so
much introduce as label the woman for Cordelia's benefit, with a wave of his hand.
"And what's a Droushnakovi?" asked Cordelia lightly and somewhat desperately. Everybody always seemed to get briefed
around here but her, though Negri had also failed to introduce Lieutenant Koudelka; Koudelka and Droushnakovi glanced
covertly at each other.
"I'm a Servant of the Inner Chamber, Milady." Droushnakovi gave her a ducking nod, half a curtsey. "And what do you serve?
Besides the chamber."
"Princess Kareen, Milady. That's just my official title. I'm listed on Captain Negri's staff budget as Bodyguard, Class One." It
was hard to tell which title gave her the more pride and pleasure, but Cordelia suspected it was the latter.
"I'm sure you must be good, to be so ranked by him."
This won a smile, and a "Thank you, Milady. I try." They all followed Negri through a nearby door to a long, sunny yellow
room with lots of south-facing windows. Cordelia wondered if the eclectic mix of furnishings were priceless antiques, or merely
shabby seconds. She couldn't tell. A woman waited on a yellow silk settee at the far end, watching them gravely as they trooped
toward her en masse.
Princess-dowager Kareen was a thin, strained-looking woman of thirty with elaborately dressed, beautiful dark hair, though
her grey gown was of a simple cut. Simple but perfect. A dark-haired boy of four or so was sprawled on the floor on his stomach
muttering to his cat-sized toy stegosaurus, which muttered back. She made him get up and turn off the robot toy, and sit beside
her, though his hands still clutched the leathery stuffed beast in his lap. Cordelia was relieved to see the boy prince was sensibly
dressed for his age in comfortable-looking play clothes.
In formal phrases, Negri introduced Cordelia to the princess and Prince Gregor. Cordelia wasn't sure whether to bow, curtsey,
or salute, and ended up ducking her head rather like Droushnakovi. Gregor, solemn, stared at her most doubtfully, and she tried to
smile back in what she hoped was a reassuring way.
Vorkosigan went down on one knee in front of the boy-only Cordelia saw Aral swallow-and said, "Do you know who I am,
Prince Gregor?"
Gregor shrank a little against his mother's side, and glanced up at her. She nodded encouragement. "Lord Aral Vorkosigan,"
Gregor said in a thin voice.
Vorkosigan gentled his tone, relaxed his hands, self-consciously trying to dampen his usual intensity. "Your grandfather has
asked me to be your Regent. Has anybody explained to you what that means?"
Gregor shook his head mutely; Vorkosigan quirked a brow at Negri, a whiff of censure. Negri did not change expression.
"That means I will do your grandfathers job until you are old enough to do it yourself, when you turn twenty. The next sixteen
years. I will look after you and your mother in your grandfather's place, and see that you get the education and training to do a
good job, like your grandfather did. Good government."
Did the kid even know yet what a government was? Vorkosigan had been careful not to say, in your father's place, Cordelia
noted dryly. Careful not to mention Crown Prince Serg at all. Serg was well on his way to being disappeared from Barrayaran
history, it seemed, as thoroughly as he had been vaporized in orbital battle.
"For now," Vorkosigan continued, "your job is to study hard with your tutors and do what your mother tells you. Can you do
that?"
Gregor swallowed, nodded.
"I think you can do well." Vorkosigan gave him a firm nod, identical to the ones he gave his staff officers, and rose.
I think you can do well too, Aral, Cordelia thought.
"While you are here, sir," Negri began after a short wait to be certain he wasn't stepping on some further word, "I wish you
would come down to Ops. There are two or three reports I'd like to present. The latest from Darkoi seems to indicate that Count
Vorlakail was dead before his Residence was burned, which throws a new light-or shadow-on that matter. And then there is the
problem of revamping the Ministry of Political Education-"
"Dismantling, surely," Vorkosigan muttered.
"As may be. And, as ever, the latest sabotage from Komarr..."
"I get the picture. Let's go. Cordelia, ah..."
"Perhaps Lady Vorkosigan would care to stay and visit a while," Princess Kareen murmured on cue, with only a faint trace of
irony.
Vorkosigan shot her a look of gratitude. "Thank you, Milady."
She absently stroked her fine lips with one finger, as all the men trooped out, relaxing slightly as they exited. "Good. I'd hoped
to have you all to myself." Her expression grew more animated, as she regarded Cordelia. At a wordless touch, the boy slid off the
bench and returned, with backward glances, to his play.
Droushnakovi frowned down the room. "What was the matter with that lieutenant?" she asked Cordelia.
"Lieutenant Koudelka was hit by nerve disruptor fire," Cordelia said stiffly, uncertain if the girl's odd tone concealed some
land of disapproval. "A year ago, when he was serving Aral aboard the General Vorkraft. The neural repairs do not seem to be
quite up to galactic standard." She shut her mouth, afraid of seeming to criticize her hostess. Not that Princess Kareen was
responsible for Barrayar's dubious standards of medical practice.
"Oh. Not during the Escobar war?" said Droushnakovi.
"Actually, in a weird sense, it was the opening shot of the Escobar war. Though I suppose you would call it friendly fire."
Mind-boggling oxymoron, that phrase.
"Lady Vorkosigan-or should I say, Captain Naismith-was there," remarked Princess Kareen. "She should know."
Cordelia found her expression hard to read. How many of Negri's famous reports was the princess privy to?
"How terrible for him! He looks as though he had been very athletic," said the bodyguard.
"He was." Cordelia smiled more favorably at the girl, relaxing her defensive hackles. "Nerve disruptors are filthy weapons, in
my opinion." She scrubbed absently at the sense-dead spot on her thigh, disruptor-burned by no more than the nimbus of a blast
that had fortunately not penetrated subcutaneous fat to damage muscle function. Clearly, she should have had it fixed before she'd
left home.
"Sit, Lady Vorkosigan." Princess Kareen patted the settee beside her, just vacated by the emperor-to-be. "Drou, will you
please take Gregor to his lunch?"
Droushnakovi nodded understandingly, as if she had received some coded underlayer to this simple request, gathered up the
boy, and walked out hand in hand with him. His child-voice drifted back, "Droushie, can I have a cream cake? And one for
Steggie?"
Cordelia sat gingerly, thinking about Negri's reports, and Barrayaran disinformation about their recent aborted campaign to
invade the planet Escobar. Escobar, Beta Colony's good neighbor and ally... the weapons that had disintegrated Crown Prince
Serg and his ship high above Escobar had been bravely convoyed through the Barrayaran blockade by one Captain Cordelia
Naismith, Betan Expeditionary Force. That much truth was plain and public and not to be apologized for. It was the secret history,
behind the scenes in the Barrayaran high command, that was so... treacherous, Cordelia decided, was the precise word.
Dangerous, like ill-stored toxic waste.
To Cordelia's astonishment, Princess Kareen leaned over, took her right hand, lifted it to her lips, and kissed it hard.
"I swore," said Kareen thickly, "that I would kiss the hand that slew Ges Vorrutyer. Thank you. Thank you." Her voice was
breathy, earnest, tear-caught, grateful emotion naked in her face. She sat up, her face growing reserved again, and nodded. "Thank
you. Bless you."
"Uh..." Cordelia rubbed at the kissed spot. "Um... I... this honor belongs to another, Milady. I was present, when Admiral
Vorrutyer's throat was cut, but it was not by my hand."
Kareen's hands clenched in her lap, and her eyes glowed. "Then it was Lord Vorkosigan!"
"No!" Cordelias lips compressed in exasperation. "Negri should have given you the true report. It was Sergeant Bothari. Saved
my life, at the time."
"Bothari?" Kareen sat bolt upright in astonishment. "Bothari the monster, Bothari, Vorrutyer's mad batman?"
"I don't mind getting blamed in his place, ma'am, because if it had become public they'd have been forced to execute him for
murder and mutiny, and this gets him off and out. But I... but I should not steal his praise. I'll pass it on to him if you wish, but I'm
not sure he remembers the incident. He went through some draconian mind-therapy after the war, before they discharged him-
what you Barrayarans call therapy"-on a par with their neurosurgery, Cordelia feared, "and I gather he wasn't exactly, uh, normal
before that, either."
"No," said Kareen. "He was not. I thought he was Vorrutyer's creature."
"He chose... he chose to be otherwise. I think it was the most heroic act I've ever witnessed. Out of the middle of that swamp
of evil and insanity, to reach for..." Cordelia trailed off, embarrassed to say, reach for redemption. After a pause she asked, "Do
you blame Admiral Vorrutyer for Prince Serg's, uh, corruption?" As long as they were clearing the air... Nobody mentions Prince
Serg. He thought to take a bloody shortcut to the Imperium, and now he's just... disappeared.
"Ges Vorrutyer..." Kareen's hands twisted, "found a like-minded friend in Serg. A fertile follower, in his vile amusements.
Maybe not... all Vorrutyer's fault. I don't know."
An honest answer, Cordelia sensed. Kareen added lowly, "Ezar protected me from Serg, after I became pregnant. I had not
even seen my husband for over a year, when he was killed at Escobar."
Perhaps I will not mention Prince Serg again either. "Ezar was a powerful protector. I hope Aral may do as well," Cordelia
offered. Ought she to refer to Emperor Ezar in the past tense already? Everybody else seemed to.
Kareen came back from some absence, and shook herself to focus. "Tea, Lady Vorkosigan?" She smiled. She touched a comm
link, concealed in a jeweled pin on her shoulder, and gave domestic orders. Apparently the private interview was over. Captain
Naismith must now try to figure out how Lady Vorkosigan should take tea with a princess.
Gregor and the bodyguard reappeared about the time the cream cakes were being served, and Gregor set about successfully
charming the ladies for a second helping. Kareen drew the line firmly at thirds. Prince Serg's son seemed an utterly normal boy, if
quiet around strangers. Cordelia watched him with Kareen with deep personal interest. Motherhood. Everybody did it. How hard
could it be?
"How do you like your new home so far, Lady Vorkosigan?" the princess inquired, making polite conversation. Tea-table
stuff; no naked faces now. Not in front of the children.
Cordelia thought it over. "The country place, south at Vorkosigan Surleau, is just beautiful. That wonderful lake-it's bigger
than any open body of water on the whole of Beta Colony, yet Aral just takes it for granted. Your planet is beautiful beyond
measure." Your planet. Not my planet? In a free-association test, "home" still triggered "Beta Colony" in Cordelia's mind. Yet she
could have rested in Vorkosigan's arms by the lake forever.
"The capital here-well, it's certainly more varied than anything we have at ho-on Beta Colony. Although," she laughed self-
consciously, "there seem to be so many soldiers. Last time I was surrounded by that many green uniforms, I was in a POW camp."
"Do we still look like the enemy to you?" asked the princess curiously.
"Oh-you all stopped looking like the enemy to me even before the war was over. Just assorted victims, variously blind."
"You have penetrating eyes, Lady Vorkosigan." The princess sipped tea, smiling into her cup. Cordelia blinked.
"Vorkosigan House does tend to a barracks atmosphere, when Count Piotr is in residence," Cordelia commented. "All his
liveried men. I think I've seen a couple of women servants so far, whisking around corners, but I haven't caught one yet. A
Barrayaran barracks, that is. My Betan service was a different sort of thing."
"Mixed," said Droushnakovi. Was that the light of envy in her eyes? "Women and men both serving."
"Assignment by aptitude test," Cordelia agreed. "Strictly. Of course the more physical jobs are skewed to the men, but there
doesn't seem to be that strange obsessive status-thing attached to them."
"Respect," sighed Droushnakovi.
"Well, if people are laying their lives on the line for their community, they ought certainly to get its respect," Cordelia said
equably. "I do miss my-my sister-officers, I guess. The bright women, the techs, like my pool of friends at home." There was that
tricky word again, home. "There have to be bright women around here somewhere, with all these bright men. Where are they
hiding?" Cordelia shut her mouth, as it suddenly occurred to her that Kareen might mistakenly construe this remark as a slur on
herself. Adding present company excepted would put her foot in it for sure, though.
But if Kareen so construed, she kept it to herself, and Cordelia was rescued from further potential social embarrassment by the
return of Aral and Illyan. They all made polite farewells, and returned to Vorkosigan House.
That evening Commander Illyan popped in to Vorkosigan House with Droushnakovi in tow. She clutched a large valise, and
gazed about her with starry-eyed interest.
"Captain Negri is assigning Miss Droushnakovi to the Regent-consort for her personal security," Illyan explained briefly. Aral
nodded approval.
Later, Droushnakovi handed Cordelia a sealed note on thick cream paper. Brows rising, Cordelia broke it open. The
handwriting was small and neat, the signature legible and without flourishes.
With my compliments, it read. She will suit you well. Kareen.
CHAPTER TWO
The next morning Cordelia awoke to find Vorkosigan already gone, and herself facing her first day on Barrayar without his
supportive company. She decided to devote it to the shopping project that had occurred to her while watching Koudelka negotiate
the spiral staircase last night. She suspected Droushnakovi would be the ideal native guide for what she had in mind.
She dressed and went hunting for her bodyguard. Finding her was not difficult; Droushnakovi was seated in the hall, just
outside the bedroom door, and popped to attention at Cordelia's appearance. The girl really ought to be wearing a uniform,
Cordelia reflected. The dress she wore made her near-six-foot frame and excellent musculature look heavy. Cordelia wondered if,
as Regent-consort, she might be permitted her own livery, and bemused herself through breakfast mentally designing one that
would set off the girl's Valkyrie good looks.
"Do you know, you're the first female Barrayaran guard I've met," Cordelia commented to her over her egg and coffee, and a
kind of steamed native groats with butter, evidently a morning staple here. "How did you get into this line of work?"
"Well, I'm not a real guard, like the liveried men-"
Ah, the magic of uniforms again.
"-but my father and all three of my brothers are in the Service. It's as close as I can come to being a real soldier, like you."
Army-mad, like the rest of Barrayar. "Yes?"
"I used to study judo, for sport, when I was younger. But I was too big for the women's classes. Nobody could give me any
real practice, and besides, doing all katas was so dull. My brothers used to sneak me into the men's classes with them. One thing
led to another. I was all-Barrayar women's champion two years running, when I was in school. Then three years ago a man from
Captain Negri's staff approached my father with a job offer for me. That's when I had weapons training. It seemed the Princess
had been asking for female guards for years, but they had a lot of trouble getting anyone who could pass all the tests. Although,"
she smiled self-depreciatingly, "the lady who assassinated Admiral Vorrutyer could scarcely be supposed to need my poor
services."
Cordelia bit her tongue. "Um. I was lucky. Besides, I'd rather stay out of the physical end of things just now. Pregnant, you
know."
"Yes, Milady. It was in one of Captain-"
"Negri's reports," Cordelia finished in unison with her. "I'm sure it was. He probably knew before I did."
"Yes, Milady."
"Were you much encouraged in your interests, as a child?"
"Not... really. Everyone thought I was just odd." She frowned deeply, and Cordelia had the sense of stirring up a painful
memory.
She regarded the girl thoughtfully. "Older brothers?"
Droushnakovi returned a wide blue gaze. "Why, yes."
"Figured." And I feared Barrayar for what it did to its sons. No wonder they have trouble getting anyone to pass the tests. "So,
you've had weapons training. Excellent. You can guide me on my shopping trip today."
A slightly glazed look crept over Droushnakovi's face.
"Yes, Milady. What sort of clothing do you wish to look at?" she asked politely, not quite concealing a glum disappointment
with the interests of her "real" lady soldier.
"Where in this town would you go to buy a really good swordstick?"
The glazed look vanished. "Oh, I know just the place, where the Vor officers go, and the counts, to supply their liveried men.
That is-I've never been inside. My family's not Vor, so of course we're not permitted to own personal weapons. Just Service issue.
But it's supposed to be the best."
One of Count Vorkosigan's liveried guards chauffeured them to the shop. Cordelia relaxed and enjoyed the view of the passing
city. Droushnakovi, on duty, kept alert, eyes constantly checking the crowds all around. Cordelia had the feeling she didn't miss
much. From time to time her hand wandered to check the stunner worn concealed on the inside of her embroidered bolero.
They turned into a clean narrow street of older buildings with cut stone fronts. The weapons shop was marked only by its
name, Siegling's, in discreet gold letters. Evidently if you didn't know where you were you shouldn't be there. The liveried man
waited outside when Cordelia and Droushnakovi entered the shop, a thick-carpeted, wood-grained place with a little of the aroma
of the armory Cordelia remembered from her Survey ship, an odd whiff of home in an alien place. She stared covertly at the wood
paneling, and mentally translated its value into Betan dollars. A great many Betan dollars. Yet wood seemed almost as common as
plastic, here, and as little regarded. Those personal weapons which were legal for the upper classes to own were elegantly
displayed in cases and on the walls. Besides stunners and hunting weapons, there was an impressive array of swords and knives;
evidently the Emperor's ferocious edicts against dueling only forbade their use, not their possession.
The clerk, a narrow-eyed, soft-treading older man, came up to them. "What may I do for you ladies?" He was cordial enough.
Cordelia supposed Vor-class women must sometimes enter here, to buy presents for their masculine relations. But he might have
said, What may I do for you children? in the same tone of voice. Diminutization by body language? Let it go.
"I'm looking for a swordstick, for a man about six-foot-four. Should be about, oh, yea long," she estimated, calling up
Koudelka's arm and leg length in her mind's eye, and gesturing to the height of her hip. "Spring-sheathed, probably."
"Yes, madam." The clerk disappeared, and returned with a sample, in an elaborately carved light wood.
"Looks a bit... I don't know." Flashy. "How does it work?"
The clerk demonstrated the spring mechanism. The wooden sheathing dropped off, revealing a long thin blade. Cordelia held
out her hand, and the clerk, rather relucluntly, handed it over for inspection.
She wriggled it a little, sighted down the blade, and handed it to her bodyguard. "What do you think?"
Droushnakovi smiled first, then frowned doubtfully. "It's not very well balanced." She glanced uncertainly at the clerk.
"Remember, you're working for me, not him," said Cordelia, correctly identifying class-consciousness in action.
"I don't think it's a very good blade."
"That's excellent Darkoi workmanship, madam," the clerk defended coolly.
Smiling, Cordelia took it back. "Let us test your hypothesis."
She raised the blade suddenly to the salute, and lunged at the wall in a neat extension. The tip penetrated and caught in the
wood, and Cordelia leaned on it. The blade snapped. Blandly, she handed the pieces back to the clerk. "How do you stay in
business if your customers don't survive long enough for repeat sales? Siegling's certainly didn't acquire its reputation selling toys
like that. Bring me something a decent soldier can carry, not a pimp's plaything."
"Madam," said the clerk stiffly, "I must insist the damaged merchandise be paid for."
Cordelia, thoroughly irritated, said, "Very well. Send the bill to my husband. Admiral Aral Vorkosigan, Vorkosigan House.
While you're about it you can explain why you tried to pass off sleaze on his wife-Yeoman." This last was a guess, based on his
age and walk, but she could tell from his eyes she'd struck home.
The clerk bowed profoundly. "I beg pardon, Milady. I believe I have something more suitable, if Milady will be pleased to
wait."
He vanished again, and Cordelia sighed. "Buying from machines is so much easier. But at least the Appeal to the Irrelevant
Authorities at Headquarters works just as well here as at home."
The next sample was a plain dark wood, with a finish like satin. The clerk handed it to her unopened, with another little bow.
"You press the handle there, Milady." It was much heavier than the first swordstick. The sheathing sprang away at velocity,
landing against the wall on the other side of the room with a satisfying thunk, almost a weapon in itself. Cordelia sighted down the
blade again. A strange watermark pattern down its length shifted in the light. She saluted the wall once more, and caught the
clerk's eye. "Do these come out of your salary?"
"Go ahead, Milady." There was a little gleam of satisfaction in his eye. "You can't break that one."
She gave it the same test as she had the other. The tip went much further into the wood, and leaning against it with all her
strength, she could barely bend it. Even so, there was more bend left in it; she could feel she was nowhere near the limit of its
tensile strength. She handed it to Droushnakovi, who examined it lovingly. "That's fine, Milady. That's worthy."
"I'm sure it will be used more as a stick than as a sword. Nevertheless... it should indeed be worthy. We'll take this one."
As the clerk wrapped it, Cordelia lingered over a case of enamel-decorated stunners.
"Thinking of buying one for yourself, Milady?" asked Droushnakovi.
"I... don't think so. Barrayar has enough soldiers, without importing them from Beta Colony. Whatever I'm here for, it isn't
soldiering. See anything you want?"
Droushnakovi looked wistful, but shook her head, her hand going to her bolero. "Captain Negri's equipment is the best. Even
Siegling's doesn't have anything better, just prettier."
They sat down three to dinner that night, late, Vorkosigan, Cordelia, and Lieutenant Koudelka. Vorkosigan's new personal
secretary looked a little tired.
"What did you two do all day?" asked Cordelia.
"Herded men, mostly," answered Vorkosigan. "Prime Minister Vortala had a few votes that weren't as much in the bag as he
claimed, and we worked them over, one or two at a time, behind closed doors. What you'll see tomorrow in the Council chambers
isn't Barrayaran politics at work, just their result. Were you all right today?"
"Fine. Went shopping. Wait'll you see." She produced the swordstick, and stripped off the wrapping. "Just to help keep you
from running Kou completely into the ground."
Koudelka looked politely grateful, over a more fundamental irritation. His look changed to one of surprise as he took the stick
and nearly dropped it from the unexpected weight. "Hey! This isn't-"
"You press the handle there. Don't point it-!"
Thwack!
"-at the window." Fortunately, the sheath struck the frame, and bounced back with a clatter. Kou and Aral both jumped.
Koudelka's eyes lit up as he examined the blade, while Cordelia retrieved the sheath. "Oh, Milady!" Then his face fell. He
carefully resheathed it, and handed it back sadly. "I guess you didn't realize. I'm not Vor. It's not legal for me to own a private
sword."
"Oh." Cordelia was crestfallen.
Vorkosigan raised an eyebrow. "May I see that, Cordelia?" He looked it over, unsheathing it more cautiously. "Hm. Am I right
in guessing I paid for this?"
"Well, you will, I suppose, when the bill arrives. Although I don't think you should pay for the one I broke. I might as well
take it back, though."
"I see." He smiled a little. "Lieutenant Koudelka, as your commanding officer and a vassal secundus to Ezar Vorbarra, I am
officially issuing you this weapon of mine, to carry in the service of the Emperor, long may he rule." The unavoidable irony of the
formal phrase tightened his mouth, but he shook off the blackness, and handed the stick back to Koudelka, who bloomed again.
"Thank you, sir!"
Cordelia just shook her head. "I don't believe I'll ever understand this place."
"I'll have Kou find you some legal histories. Not tonight, though. He has barely time to put his notes from today in order
before Vortala's due here with a couple more of his strays. You can take over part of the Count my father's library, Kou; we'll
meet in there."
Dinner broke up. Koudelka retreated to the library to work, while Vorkosigan and Cordelia retired to the drawing room next to
it to read, before Vorkosigan's evening meeting. He had yet more reports, which he ran rapidly through a hand viewer. Cordelia
divided her time between a Barrayaran Russian phrase earbug, and an even more intimidating disk on child care. The silence was
broken by an occasional mutter from Vorkosigan, more to himself than her, of phrases like, "Ah ha! So that's what the bastard was
really up to," or "Damn, those figures are strange. Got to check it out... ." Or from Cordelia, "Oh, my, I wonder if all babies do
that," and a periodic thwack! penetrating the wall from the library, which caused them to look up at each other and burst out
laughing.
"Oh, dear," said Cordelia, after the third or fourth of these. "I hope I haven't distracted him unduly from his duties."
"He'll do all right, when he settles down. Vorbarra's personal secretary has taken him in hand, and is showing him how to
organize himself. After Kou follows him through the funeral protocol, he should be able to tackle anything. That swordstick was a
stroke of genius, by the way; thank you."
"Yes, I noticed he was pretty touchy about his handicaps. I thought it might unruffle his feathers a little."
"It's our society. It tends to be... rather hard on anyone who can't keep up."
"I see. Strange... now that you mention it, I don't recall seeing any but healthy-looking people, on the streets and so on, except
at the hospital. No float chairs, none of those vacuous faces in the tow of their parents..."
"Nor will you." Vorkosigan looked grim. "Any problems that are detectable are eliminated before birth."
"Well, we do that, too. Though usually before conception."
"Also at birth. And after, in the backcountry."
"Oh."
"As for the maimed adults..."
"Good heavens, you don't practice euthanasia on them, do you?"
"Your Ensign Dubauer would not have lived, here."
Dubauer had taken disruptor fire to the head, and survived. Sort of.
"As for injuries like Koudelka's, or worse... the social stigma is very great. Watch him in a larger group sometime, not his
close friends. It's no accident that the suicide rate among medically discharged soldiers is high."
"That's horrible."
"I took it for granted, once. Now... not anymore. But many people still do."
"What about problems like Bothari's?"
"It depends. He was a usable madman. For the unusable..." he trailed off, staring at his boots.
Cordelia felt cold. "I keep thinking I'm beginning to adjust to this place. Then I go around another corner and run headlong
into something like that."
"It's only been eighty years since Barrayar made contact with the wider galactic civilization again. It wasn't just technology we
lost, in the Time of Isolation. That we put back on again quickly, like a borrowed coat. But underneath it... we're still pretty
damned naked in places. In forty-four years, I've only begun to see how naked."
Count Vortala and his "strays" came in soon after, and Vorkosigan vanished into the library. The old Count Piotr Vorkosigan,
Aral's father, arrived from his District later that evening, come up to attend the full Council vote. "Well, that's one vote he's
assured of tomorrow," Cordelia joked to her father-in-law, helping him get stiffly out of his jacket in the stone-paved foyer.
"Ha. He's lucky to get it. He's picked up some damned peculiar radical notions in the last few years. If he wasn't my son, he
could whistle for it." But Piotr's seamed face looked proud.
Cordelia blinked at this description of Aral Vorkosigan's political views. "I confess, I've never thought of him as a
revolutionary. Radical must be a more elastic term than I thought."
"Oh, he doesn't see himself that way. He thinks he can go halfway, and then stop. I think he'll find himself riding a tiger, a few
years down the road." The count shook his head grimly. "But come, my girl, and sit down and tell me that you're well. You look
well-is everything all right?"
The old count was passionately interested in the development of his grandson-to-be. Cordelia sensed her pregnancy had raised
her status with him enormously, from a tolerated caprice of Aral's to something bordering perilously on the semi-divine. He fairly
blasted her with approval. It was nearly irresistible, and she never laughed at him, although she had no illusions about it. Cordelia
had found Aral's earlier sketch of his father's reaction to her pregnancy, the day she'd brought home the confirming news, to be
right on target. She'd returned to the estate at Vorkosigan Surleau that summer day to search Aral out down by the boat dock. He
was puttering around with his sailboat, and had the sails laid out, drying in the sun, as he squished around them in wet shoes.
He looked up to meet her smile, unsuccessful at concealing the eagerness in his eyes. "Well?" He bounced a little, on his heels.
"Well." She attempted a sad and disappointed look, to tease him, but the grin escaped and took over her whole face. "Your
doctor says it's a boy."
"Ah." A long and eloquent sigh escaped him, and he scooped her up and twirled her around.
"Aral! Awk! Don't drop me." He was no taller than herself, if, um, thicker.
"Never." He let her slide down against him, and they shared a long kiss, ending in laughter.
"My father will be ecstatic."
"You look pretty ecstatic yourself."
"Yes, but you haven't seen anything until you've seen an old-fashioned Barrayaran paterfamilias in a trance over the growth of
his family tree. I've had the poor old man convinced for years that his line was ending with me."
"Will he forgive me for being an offworlder plebe?"
"No insult intended, but by this time I don't think he'd have cared what species of wife I dragged home, as long as she was
fertile. You think I'm exaggerating?" he added at her trill of laughter. "You'll see."
"Is it too early to think of names?" she asked, slightly wistful.
"No thinking to it. Firstborn son. It's a strict custom here. He gets named after his two grandfathers. Paternal for the first,
maternal for the second."
"Ah, that's why your history is so confusing to read. I was always having to put dates next to those duplicate names, to try and
keep track. Piotr Miles. Hm. Well, I guess I can get used to it. I'd been thinking of... something else."
"Another time, perhaps."
"Ooh, ambitious."
A short wrestling match ensued, Cordelia having previously made the useful discovery that in certain moods he was more
ticklish than she. She extracted a reasonable amount of revenge, and they ended laughing on the grass in the sun.
"This is very undignified," Aral complained as she let him up.
"Afraid I'll shock Negri's fisher of men out there?"
"They're beyond shock, I guarantee."
Cordelia waved at the distant hoverboat, whose occupant steadfastly ignored the gesture. She had been at first angered, then
resigned to learn that Aral was being kept under continuous observation by Imperial Security. The price, she'd supposed, of his
involvement in the secret and lethal politics of the Escobar War, and the penalty for some of his less welcome outspoken opinions.
"I can see why you took up baiting them for a hobby. Maybe we ought to unbend and invite them to lunch or something. I feel
they must know me so well by now, I'd like to know them." Had Negri's man recorded the domestic conversation she'd just had?
Were there bugs in their bedroom? Their bathroom?
Aral grinned, but replied, "They wouldn't be permitted to accept. They don't eat or drink anything but what they bring
themselves."
"Heavens, how paranoid. Is that really necessary?"
"Sometimes. Theirs is a dangerous trade. I don't envy them."
"I'd think sitting around down here watching you would constitute a nice little vacation. He's got to have a great suntan."
"The sitting around is the hardest part. They may sit for a year, and then be called to five minutes of all-out action of deadly
importance. But they have to be instantly ready for that five minutes the whole year. Quite a strain. I much prefer attack to
defense."
"I still don't understand why anybody would want to bother you. I mean, you're just a retired officer, living in obscurity. There
must be hundreds like you, even of high Vor blood."
"Hm." He'd rested his gaze on the distant boat, avoiding answer, then jumped to his feet. "Come on. Let's go spring the good
news on Father."
Well, she understood it now. Count Piotr drew her hand through his arm, and carried her off to the dining room, where he ate a
late supper between demands for the latest obstetrical report, and pressed fresh garden dainties upon her that he'd brought with
him from the country. She ate grapes obediently.
After the Count's supper, walking arm in arm with him into the foyer, Cordelia's ear was caught by the sound of raised voices
coming from the library. The words were muffled but the tones were sharp, chop-cadenced. Cordelia paused, disturbed.
After a moment the-argument?-stopped, the library door swung open, and a man stalked out. Cordelia could see Aral and
Count Vortala through the aperture. Aral's face was set, his eyes burning. Vortala, an age-shrunken man with a balding liver-
spotted head fringed with white, was brick-pink to the top of his naked scalp. With a curt gesture the man collected his waiting
liveried retainer, who followed smartly, blank-faced.
The curt man was about forty years old, Cordelia guessed, dressed expensively in the upper-class style, dark-haired. He was
rendered a bit dish-faced by a prominent forehead and jaw that his nose and moustache had trouble overpowering. Neither
handsome nor ugly, in another mood one might call him strong-featured. Now he just looked sour. He paused, coming upon
Count Piotr in the foyer, and managed-just barely-a polite nod of greeting. "Vorkosigan," he said thickly. A reluctant good
evening was encoded in his jerky half-bow.
The old count tilted his head in return, eyebrows up. "Vordarian." His tone made the name an inquiry.
Vordarian's lips were tight, his hands clenching in unconscious rhythm with his jaw. "Mark my words," he ground out, "you,
and I, and every other man of worth on Barrayar will live to regret tomorrow."
Piotr pursed his lips, wariness in the crow's-feet corners of his eyes. "My son will not betray his class, Vordarian."
"You blind yourself." His stare cut across Cordelia, not lingering long enough to be construed as insult, but cold, very cold,
repelling introduction. With effort, he made the minimum courtesy of a farewell nod, turned, and exited the front door with his
retainer-shadow.
Aral and Vortala emerged from the library. Aral drifted to the foyer to stare moodily into the darkness through the etched glass
panels flanking the door. Vortala placed a placating hand on his sleeve.
"Let him go," said Vortala. "We can live without his vote tomorrow."
"I don't plan to go running down the street after him," Aral snapped. "Nevertheless... next time, save your wit for those with
the brains to appreciate it, eh?"
"Who was that irate fellow?" asked Cordelia lightly, trying to lift the black mood.
"Count Vidal Vordarian." Aral turned from the glass panel back to her, and managed a smile for her benefit. "Commodore
Count Vordarian. I used to work with him from time to time when I was on the General Staff. He is now a leader in what you
might call the next-to-most conservative party on Barrayar; not the back-to-the-Time-of-Isolation loonies, but, shall we say, those
honestly fearing all change is change for the worse." He glanced covertly at Count Piotr.
"His name was mentioned frequently, in speculation about the upcoming Regency," Vortala commented. "I rather fear he may
have been counting on it for himself. He's made great efforts to cultivate Kareen."
"He should have been cultivating Ezar," said Aral dryly. "Well... maybe he'll come down out of the air overnight. Try him
again in the morning, Vortala-a little more humbly this time, eh?"
"Coddling Vordarian's ego could be a full-time task," grumbled Vortala. "He spends too damn much time studying his family
tree."
Aral grimaced agreement. "He's not the only one."
"He is to hear him tell it," growled Vortala.
CHAPTER THREE
The next day Cordelia had an official escort to the full Joint Council session in the person of Captain Lord Padma Xav
Vorpatril. He turned out to be not only a member of her husband's new staff, but also his first cousin, son of Aral's long-dead
mother's younger sister. Lord Vorpatril was the first close relative of Aral's Cordelia had encountered besides Count Piotr. It
wasn't that Aral's relatives were avoiding her, as she might have feared; he had a real dearth of them. He and Vorpatril were the
only surviving children of the previous generation, of whom Count Piotr was himself the last living representative. Vorpatril was
a big cheerful man of about thirty-five, clean-cut in his dress greens. He had also, she discovered shortly, been one of her
husband's junior officers during his first captaincy, before Vorkosigan's military successes of the Komarr campaign and its
politically ruinous aftermath.
She sat with Vorpatril on one side and Droushnakovi on the other, in an ornate-railed gallery overlooking the Council
chamber. The chamber itself was a surprisingly plain room, though heavy with what still seemed to Cordelia's Betan eye to be
incredibly luxurious wood paneling. Wooden benches and desks ringed the room. Morning light poured through stained-glass
windows high in the east wall. The colorful ceremonies were played out below with great punctilio.
The ministers wore archaic-looking black and purple robes set off by gold chains of office. They were outnumbered by the
nearly sixty District counts, even more splendid in scarlet and silver. A sprinkling of men young enough to be on active service in
the military wore the red and blue parade uniform. Vorkosigan had been right in describing the parade uniform as gaudy, Cordelia
reflected, but in the wonderful setting of this ancient room the gaud seemed most appropriate. Vorkosigan looked quite good in
his set, she thought.
Prince Gregor and his mother were seated on a dais to one side of the chamber. The princess wore a black gown shot with
silver decoration, high-necked and long-sleeved. Her dark-haired son looked rather like an elf in his red and blue uniform.
Cordelia thought he fidgeted remarkably little, under the circumstances.
The Emperor too had a ghostly presence, over closed circuit commlink from the Imperial Residence. Ezar was shown in the
holovid seated, in full uniform, at what physical cost Cordelia could not guess, the tubes and monitor leads piercing his body
concealed at least from the vid pickup. His face was paper-white, his skin almost transparent, as if he were literally fading from
the stage he had dominated for so long.
The gallery was crammed with wives, staff, and guards. The women were elegantly dressed and decorated with jewelry, and
Cordelia studied them with interest, then turned her attention back to pumping Vorpatril for information.
"Was Aral's appointment as Regent a surprise to you?" she asked.
"Not really. A few people took that resignation-and-retirement business after the Escobar mess seriously, but I never did."
"He meant it seriously, I thought."
"Oh, I don't doubt it. The first person Aral fools with that prosey-stone-soldier routine is himself. It's the sort of man he always
wanted to be, I think. Like his father."
"Hm. Yes, I had noticed a certain political bent to his conversations. In the middle of the most extraordinary circumstances,
too. Marriage proposals, for instance."
Vorpatril laughed. "I can just picture it. When he was young he was a real conservative-if you wanted to know what Aral
thought about anything, all you had to do was ask Count Piotr, and multiply by two. But by the time we served together, he was
getting... um... strange. If you could get him going..." There was a certain wicked reminiscence in his eye, which Cordelia
promptly encouraged.
"How did you get him going? I thought political discussion was forbidden to officers."
He snorted. "I suppose they could forbid breathing with about as much chance of success. The dictum is, shall we say,
sporadically enforced. Aral stuck to it, though, unless Rulf Vorhalas and I took him out and got him really relaxed."
"Aral? Relaxed?"
"Oh, yes. Now, Aral's drinking was notable-"
"I thought he was a terrible drinker. No stomach for it."
"Oh, that's what was notable. He seldom drank. Although he went through a bad period after his first wife died, when he used
to run around with Ges Vorrutyer a lot... um..." He glanced sideways, and took another tack. "Anyway, it was dangerous to get
him too relaxed, because then he'd go all depressed and serious, and then it didn't take a thing to get him on to whatever current
injustice or incompetence or insanity was rousing his ire. God, the man could talk. By the time he'd had his fifth drink-just before
he slid under the table for the night-he'd be declaiming revolution in iambic pentameter. I always thought he'd end up on the
political side someday." He chuckled, and looked rather lovingly at the stocky red-and-blue-clad figure seated with the Counts on
the far side of the chamber.
The Joint Council vote of confirmation for Vorkosigan's Imperial appointment was a curious affair, to Cordelia's mind. She
hadn't imagined it possible to get seventy-five Barrayarans to agree on which direction their sun rose in the morning, but the tally
was nearly unanimous in favor of Emperor Ezar's choice. The exceptions were five set-jawed men who abstained, four loudly, one
so weakly the Lord Guardian of the Speaker's Circle had to ask him to repeat himself. Even Count Vordarian voted yea, Cordelia
noticed-perhaps Vortala had managed to repair last night's breach in some early-morning meeting after all. It all seemed a very
auspicious and encouraging start to Vorkosigan's new job, anyway, and she said as much to Lord Vorpatril.
"Uh... yes, Milady," said Lord Vorpatril after a sideways smile at her. "Emperor Ezar made it clear he wanted united
approval."
His tone made it clear she was missing cues, again. "Are you trying to tell me some of those men would rather have voted no?"
"That would be imprudent of them, at this juncture."
"Then the men who abstained... must have some courage of conscience." She studied the little group with new interest.
"Oh, they're all right," said Vorpatril.
"What do you mean? They are the opposition, surely."
"Yes, but they're the open opposition. No one plotting serious treason would mark himself so publicly. The fellows Aral will
need to guard his back from are in the other mob, among the yes-men."
"Which ones?" Cordelias brow wrinkled in worry.
"Who knows?" Lord Vorpatril shrugged, then answered his own question. "Negri, probably."
They were surrounded by a ring of empty seats. Cordelia hadn't been sure if it was for security or courtesy. Evidently the
second, for two latecomers, a man in commander's dress greens and a younger one in rich-looking civilian clothes, arrived and
apologetically sat in front of them. Cordelia thought they looked like brothers, and had the guess confirmed when the younger
said, "Look, there's Father, three seats behind old Vortala. Which one's the new Regent?"
"The bandy-legged character in the red-and-blues, just sitting down to Vortala's right."
Cordelia and Vorpatril exchanged a look behind their backs, and Cordelia put a finger to her lips. Vorpatril grinned and
shrugged.
"What's the word on him in the Service?"
"Depends on who you ask," said the commander. "Sardi thinks he's a strategic genius, and dotes on his communiques. He's
been all over the place. Every brushfire in the last twenty-five years seems to have his name in it someplace. Uncle Rulf used to
think the world of him. On the other hand, Niels, who was at Escobar, said he was the most cold-blooded bastard he'd ever met."
"I hear he has a reputation as a secret progressive."
"There's nothing secret about it. Some of the senior Vor officers are scared to death of him. He's been trying to get Father with
him and Vortala on that new tax ruling."
"Oh, yawn."
"It's the direct Imperial tax on inheritances."
"Ouch! Well, that wouldn't hit him, would it? The Vorkosigans are so damn poor. Let Komarr pay. That's why we conquered
it, isn't it?"
"Not exactly, my fraternal ignoramus. Have any of you town clowns met his Betan frill yet?"
"Men of fashion, sirrah," corrected his brother. "Not to be confused with you Service grubs."
"No danger of that. No, really. There are the damnedest rumors circulating about her, Vorkosigan, and Vorrutyer at Escobar,
most of which contradict each other. I thought Mother might have a line on it."
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