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Believe me, it will be evident to your intelligence. Trust your instincts then, young man."
Good advice, and still sound. But things were different now than when Lew had still been
Darkover's Senator. Then Herm had not been married—what a singularly foolish thing to have done,
to wed a widow from Renney with a small son, Amaury. But he had been hopelessly in love! Now they
had their own child, his daughter Terese, a delightful girl of nearly ten. They were the light of
his life, and he knew that without the anchor of Kate and the children he would have been even
more miserable than he was. He realized he had not thought the matter through thoroughly when he
met her, fell totally in love, and married her a month afterward. Certainly he had not considered
the problems of a half-Darkovan child reaching an age where threshold sickness and the onset of
laran were real concerns. And he had never told Katherine about the peculiar inbred paranormal
talents of his people, although he had always intended to . . . someday. The moment just had never
seemed right. And what, after all, would he say? "Oh, by the way, Kate, I've been meaning to tell
you that I can read the minds of other people."
Herm shuddered at the imagined scene that would certainly follow. No, he had not told her the
truth, not clever Herm. He had just gone on, wheeling and dealing, keeping Darkover safe from
Federation predators, and put the matter off until another day. A wave of regret and guilt swept
through him, and his stomach felt full of angry insects.
After his mother's death, he had became a private child and had grown into a secretive adult, a
habit which had stood him in good stead during his years in the Federation. The very walls had
ears and eyes, even those in this miserable excuse for a kitchen—the so called FP Station. Well,
two counters, a tiny sink, a cool box and heating compartment were nothing like a vast stone
chamber with a beehive-shaped oven in one corner, one or two large fireplaces, and a long table
where the servants could sit and eat and gossip. The old cook at Aldaran Castle—she was probably
dead now—had had a way of fixing water fowl with vegetables that was wonderful, and his mouth
watered at the thought of it. He had not tasted fresh meat since he and Katherine had gone to
Renney nine years before. Vat-grown protein had no flavor, even if it did nourish his body.
He forced the delightful vision of a plump fowl running with fat and pinkish juices out of his
mind and tried to focus on his abrupt arousal. What had brought him out of his desperately needed
rest? He had no sense of a dream, so it must have been something else. Herm shivered all over, in
spite of the warmth of the room, and watched the flesh crinkle along his forearms. He had not been
dreaming at all. No, it was almost certainly an occurrence of the Aldaran Gift, a foresight he
would probably wish to avoid, once he remembered what it was. His laran was decent, good enough to
catch the occasional thoughts of the men and women he dealt with every day, an advantage he was
careful not to display or abuse. He relied much more on his native cunning than on his
telepathy—it was a more dependable talent, and less ethically dubious.
Besides, he was a diplomat, not a spy, and just because the Federation kept a watchful eye and ear
on his every movement did not seem sufficient reason to imitate them. But he did wonder what the
unseen auditors made of his love trysts with Kate. Nothing, most likely, since they must record
millions of such incidents every night. Still, the lack of real privacy rankled, the more so
because he was sure he was being observed even now. The things that human beings would do in the
name of order never failed to astound him.
Now, all he had to do was remember what had awakened him, and get back to sleep. Something was
most assuredly up, but it had felt that way for weeks. He had caught the occasional thoughts in
the minds of his fellow legislators, and they were deeply perturbed. This was not limited to the
opposition either, for he had noticed more than a few Expansionist Senators mentally squirming,
their thoughts giving lie to the words issuing from their mouths. Lacking the Alton Gift of forced
rapport, which had given his predecessor such an advantage, Herm made do with scraps of unguarded
thought, and what he mostly heard was more banal or self-serving than useful.
The halls and conference rooms of the Senate Building were permeated with fear these days, and
Herm had observed long-time allies eyeing one another suspiciously. There was good reason to be
afraid. Opposition to Expansionist strategies was dangerous, and more than a few Senators had had
unexplained accidents or sudden illnesses in the last few years. Trust and the capacity for
reasonable compromise, the foundation stones of representative government, had vanished almost
completely, replaced by a wariness and paranoia that was chilling to glimpse in the unguarded
minds of his fellows. It made the actions of people like Senator Ilmurit appear impossibly brave.
She had crossed the aisle with seven other moderates and unwound the tenuously held majority the
Expansionists had achieved with such enormous effort, and not a little treachery as well.
His eyes itched furiously, and his muscles twitched. It was infuriating, too, for he knew that he
would not have had a vision for any trivial matter. He did not have the Aldaran Gift very
strongly, but when it manifested itself, it was always important. Twice in the years he had served
as Darkover's Senator it had helped him avoid political traps and betrayals.
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