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Lawson perceived that the man was listening intently to a sound that had been steadily rising in
volume ever since Lawson had opened his eyes: the city was wailing. From courtyards, apartment
buildings, taverns, and plazas, an eerie and discordant wail was rising into the bland blue
indifference of the day. It consisted of many strains. The Negro in the loincloth seemed
determined to separate these and pick out the ones that spoke most directly to him. He tilted his
head.
"Spain!" Lawson yelled against this uproar. "i Espana!"
The black man looked at Lawson, but the hieroglyph of recognition was not among those that
glinted in his eyes. As if to dislodge the wailing of the city, he shook his head. Then, still
crouching lizard-fashion on the wall, he began methodically banging his head against its stones.
Lawson, helplessly
aghast, watched him until he had knocked himself insensible
in a sickening, repetitive spattering of blood.
But Lawson was the only one who watched. When he approached the man to see if he had
killed himself, Lawson's eyes were seduced away from the African by a movement in the river. A
bundle of some sort was floating in the greasy waters below the wall-an infant, clad only in a
shirt. The tiestrings on the shirt trailed out behind the child like the severed, wavering legs of
a water-walker. Lawson wondered if, in Spain, they even had water-walkers ....
Meanwhile, still growing in volume, there crooned above the high-rises and Moorish gardens
the impotent air-raid siren of 400,000 human voices. Lawson cursed the sound. Then he covered his
face and wept.
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The city was Seville. The river was the Guadalquivir. Lynchburg and the James River, around which
Lawson had grown up as the eldest child of an itinerant fundamentalist preacher, were several
thousand miles and one helluva big ocean away. You couldn't get there by swimming, and if you
imagined that your loved ones would be waiting for you when you got back, you were probably
fantasizing the nature of the world's changed reality. No one was where he or she belonged
anymore, and Lawson knew himself lucky even to realize where he was. Most of the dispossessed,
displaced people inhabiting Seville today didn't know that much; all they knew was the intolerable
cruelty of their uprooting, the pain of separation from husbands, wives, children, lovers,
friends. These things, and fear.
The bodies of infants floated in the Guadalquivir; and Lawson, from his early
reconnoiterings of the city on a motor scooter that he had found near the Jardines de Cristina
park, knew that thousands of adults already lay dead on streets and in apartment buildings-victims
of panic-inspired beatings on
their own traumatized hearts. Who knew exactly what was going on in the morning's chaos? Babel had
come again and with it, as part of the package, the utter dissolution of all family and societal
ties. You couldn't go around a corner without encountering a child of some exotic ethnic caste,
her face snot-glazed, sobbing loudly or maybe running through a crush of bodies calling out names
in an alien tongue.
What were you supposed to do? Wheeling by on his motor scooter, Lawson either ignored
these children or searched their faces to see how much they resembled his daughters.
Where was Marlena now? Where were Karen and Hannah? Just as he played deaf to the cries of
the children in the boulevards, Lawson had to harden himself against the implications of these
questions. As dialects of German, Chinese, Bantu, Russian, Celtic, and a hundred other languages
rattled in his ears, his scooter rattled .past a host of cars and buses with uncertain-seeming
drivers at their wheels. Probably he too should have chosen an enclosed vehicle. If these
frustrated and angry drivers, raging in polyglot defiance, decided to run over him, they could do
so with impunity. Who would stop them?
Maybe-in Istanbul, or La Paz, or Mangalore, or Jonkoping, or Boise City, or Kaesong-his
own wife and children had already lost their lives to people made murderous by fear or the absence
of helmeted men with pistols and billy sticks. Maybe Marlena and his children were dead ....
I'm in Seville, Lawson told himself, cruising. He had determined the name of the city soon
after mounting the motor scooter and going by a sign that said Plaza de Toros de Sevilla. A
circular stadium of considerable size near the river. The bullring. Lawson's Spanish was just good
enough to decipher the signs and posters plastered on its walls. Corrida a las cinco de la tarde.
(Garcia Lorca, he thought, unsure of where the name had come from.) Sombra y sol. That morning,
then, he took the scooter around the stadium three or four times and then shot off toward the
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