Lovecraft, H P & Berkely, Elizabeth - The Crawling Chaos

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The Crawling Chaos
The Crawling Chaos
by H. P. Lovecraft and Elizabeth Berkeley
Written 1920/21
Published April 1921 in The United Co-operative, Vol. 1, No. 3, p. 1-6.
Of the pleasures and pains of opium much has been written. The ecstasies and horrors of
De Quincey and the paradis artificiels of Baudelaire are preserved and interpreted with
an art which makes them immortal, and the world knows well the beauty, the terror and
the mystery of those obscure realms into which the inspired dreamer is transported. But
much as has been told, no man has yet dared intimate the nature of the phantasms thus
unfolded to the mind, or hint at the direction of the unheard-of roads along whose ornate
and exotic course the partaker of the drug is so irresistibly borne. De Quincey was drawn
back into Asia, that teeming land of nebulous shadows whose hideous antiquity is so
impressive that "the vast age of the race and name overpowers the sense of youth in the
individual," but farther than that he dared not go. Those who have gone farther seldom
returned, and even when they have, they have been either silent or quite mad. I took
opium but once -- in the year of the plague, when doctors sought to deaden the agonies
they could not cure. There was an overdose -- my physician was worn out with horror
and exertion -- and I travelled very far indeed. In the end I returned and lived, but my
nights are filled with strange memories, nor have I ever permitted a doctor to give me
opium again.
The pain and pounding in my head had been quite unendurable when the drug was
administered, Of the future I had no heed; to escape, whether by cure, unconsciousness,
or death, was all that concerned me. I was partly delirious, so that it is hard to place the
exact moment of transition, but I think the effect must have begun shortly before the
pounding ceased to be painful. As I have said, there was an overdose; so my reactions
were probably far from normal. The sensation of falling, curiously dissociated from the
idea of gravity or direction, was paramount; though there was subsidiary impression of
unseen throngs in incalculable profusion, throngs of infinitely di-verse nature, but all
more or less related to me. Sometimes it seemed less as though I were falling, than as
though the universe or the ages were falling past me. Suddenly my pain ceased, and I
began to associate the pounding with an external rather than internal force. The falling
had ceased also, giving place to a sensation of uneasy, temporary rest; and when I
listened closely, I fancied the pounding was that of the vast, inscrutable sea as its sinister,
colossal breakers lacerated some desolate shore after a storm of titanic magnitude. Then I
opened my eyes.
For a moment my surroundings seemed confused, like a projected image hopelessly out
of focus, but gradually I realised my solitary presence in a strange and beautiful room
lighted by many windows. Of the exact nature of the apartment I could form no idea, for
my thoughts were still far from settled, but I noticed van-coloured rugs and draperies,
elaborately fashioned tables, chairs, ottomans, and divans, and delicate vases and
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TheCrawlingChaosTheCrawlingChaosbyH.P.LovecraftandElizabethBerkeleyWritten1920/21PublishedApril1921inTheUnitedCo-operative,Vol.1,No.3,p.1-6.Ofthepleasuresandpainsofopiummuchhasbeenwritten.TheecstasiesandhorrorsofDeQuinceyandtheparadisartificielsofBaudelairearepreservedandinterpretedwithanartwhichmak...

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