
seemed to trust Nil, but then Per and Sa Ismail had spent the past year howling battle cries, lopping
raiders to pieces to defend the people of Ash whenever peace negotiations with the borderers broke
down. Fresh from the coolly arcane discipline of Para House, Fel had considerably less practice than
they at letting her life hang by a shoestring. Thirteen-year-old Nil frowned with concentration, making
contact with the three bodies that would be left behind with him in the dusty records room while their
inhabitants fled to the shadow lands. Sa Ismail took the Weaver's position; Fel was surprised and
reassured by her skill. Sa had eyes like night, skin like gold, and an effortless strength that defied all
simile. She spun out a thread of trust between herself and Per, then reached for Fel's bright, disciplined
mind, weaving it into her web. And the thing was done. The three stood hand in hand in the shadow
lands, the shape of their souls free of their bodies' disguises. Armsmaster Per was a gaunt young refugee
with eyes like a prowling cat's—the desperate, dangerous child she still became in her nightmares. Sa
Ismail was herself, as she would look in ten or twenty years, scarred by battle and by the labor of
carrying her people through famine and fire. And Fel was a white-robed novice, shining and eager.
Without a word, the three set off through the gray spaces, walking toward the first of the walls that
circled the
heart of the shadow lands where a young woman lay dying. The shadows were always hungry; to steal a
soul away from that world's greedy heart they would have to risk being devoured themselves, risk being
held there forever by what they most feared. They walked through fire and flood, across rivers of
shattered glass and over mountains of burning rock, until they reached a perfectly ordinary wooden door,
set in a gray stone wall that stretched away to infinity. "Whatever happens to me, keep going. Remember
that you have to save Ori, so she can save us all," Sa ordered, stepping up to that door like a fighter
determined to get an unequal battle over and done with. "Idiot," Per said, shoving Sa aside and knocking
on the door herself. "Did you really think I could watch the dead go at you? Have the decency to let them
take me first." The door opened, revealing a well-dressed gentleman with a black hole where his face
should have been. Per had forgotten the face, but she remembered those smooth hands, hands that had
held her down and forced her child's body to bear a world of pain. "How dare you call yourself an
Armsmaster?" a cool voice asked. "The Warden took your oath as a joke, gutterbrat." Sa's protest rang
out like a battle cry, but Per had already stabbed the gentleman through the heart—they were locked
together, pale as shades and still as death. Fel tackled Sa and held her back from her friend, knowing
that any one who touched Per would be caught in the shadow of her grief. Sa ran on with Fel to the
second wall, weeping, charging the leviathans and sphinxes that blocked their way, the griffins and
basilisks that crawled toward them, hissing of despair and death. In the distance, over the wall, they
could see shadowy towers and battlements—the top of a gray ghost of Para. Sa Ismail drew her sword
and slashed her way through the monstrosities that crowded round the door in that second wall, then
pounded on it with the hilt of her knife. "Damn you—take me this time, and me alone!" she yelled. And a
middle-aged woman stood before them, unarmed, blood soaking through a gash in her plain linen shirt.
"Daughter, have you betrayed my trust—are you trying to make peace with the border filth that murdered
me?" she asked. Sa gave a wordless cry of pain and dropped her weapons; she threw herself into her
dead mother's arms, freezing into a shadow in that shadow's embrace. Fel ran on, into the ghost of the
massive house she had known so well. She flew through stone hallways that were both familiar and
unfamiliar, empty of the novices and mages and seers who brought them to life in the other world. On the
topmost floor she found Ori—not Ori as Fel had last known her, a wide-eyed seventeen-year-old, but
Ori as she would be in future years, if she lived to become what she had been born to be: Archmage. She
was like a sword blade, or the fire at the heart of a star, tall, proud, and perfectly still. "This is what you
could not face—what you would not let me become," Ori said. "But I couldn't stop you," Fel protested.
"When our Weaver said I was holding you back, I left Para. I went all the way to the other end of Imlay,
I contracted out to the god-forsaken Eastern Provinces! I started a whole new life for myself." "You left
in anger—and you left your heart behind," Ori accused. "I carried the weight of your keepsake, too
young to free myself. And when it grew too heavy to bear, I lay down and died at the crossroads of my
life." "No, I'll take it back, I'll let you go on!" Fel shouted. "There must still be time. Listen, Or, I didn't
want you to forget me, but I never meant to hurt you. I've been an idiot, and I'm sorry." Ori smiled. She