
He lay shivering beneath his heated blankets as the story unfolded in his mind. Kamellin's race, he gathered, had been
humanoid—as that concept expressed itself, he sensed Kamellin's amusement; Rather, your race is martianoid! Yes, they had built
the city the Earthmen called Xanadu, it was their one technological accomplishment which had been built to withstand time. Built in
the hope that one day we might return and reclaim it from the sand again, Kamellin's soundless voice whispered, The last refuge of
our dying race.
"What did you call the city?"
Kamellin tried to express the phonetic equivalent and a curious sound formed on Andrew's lips. He said it aloud, exploringly;
"Shein-la Mahari." His tongue lingered on the liquid syllables. "What does it mean?"
The city of Mahari—Mahari, the little moon. Andrew found his eyes resting on the satellite Earthmen called Deimos. "Shein-la
Mahari," he repeated. He would never call it Xanadu again.
Kamellin continued his story.
The host-race, Andrew gathered, had been long-lived and hardy, though by no means immortal. The minds and bodies—"minds,"
he impressed on Andrew, was not exactly the right concept—were actually two separate, wholly individual components. When a
body died, the "mind" simply transferred, without any appreciable interval, into a newborn host; memory, although slightly
impaired and blurred by such a transition, was largely retained. So that the consciousness of any one individual might extend,
though dimly, over an almost incredible period of time.
The dual civilization had been a simple, highly mentalized one, systems of ethics and philosophy superseding one another in
place of the rise and fall of governments. The physical life of the hosts was not highly technological. Xanadu had been almost their
only such accomplishment, last desperate expedient of a dying race against the growing inhospitality of a planet gripped in
recurrent, ever-worsening ice ages. They might have survived the ice alone, but a virus struck and decimated the hosts, eliminating
most of the food animals as well. The birth-rate sank almost to nothing; many of the freed minds dissipated for lack of a host-body
in which to incarnate.
Kamellin had a hard time explaining the next step. His kind could inhabit the body of anything which "had life, animal or plant.
But they were subject to the physical limitations of the hosts. The only animals which 'survived disease and ice were the sand-mice
and the moronic banshees; both so poorly organized, with nervous systems so faulty, that even when vitalized by the intelligence
of Kamellin's race, they were incapable of any development. It was similar, Kamellin explained, to a genius who is imprisoned in
the body of a helpless paralytic; his mind undamaged, but his body wholly unable to respond.
A few of Kamellin's people tried it anyhow, in desperation. But after a few generations of the animal hosts, they had
degenerated terribly, and were in a state of complete nonsanity, unable even to leave the life-form to which they had bound
themselves. For all Kamellin knew, some of his people still inhabited the banshees, making transition after transition by the faint,
dim flicker of an instinct still alive, but hopelessly buried in generations of non-rational life.
The few sane survivors had decided, in the end, to enter the prickle-bushes; spinosa mortis. This was possible, although it, too,
had drawbacks; the sacrifice of consciousness was the main factor in life as a plant. In the darkness of the Martian night, Andrew
shuddered at Kamellin's whisper;
Immortality—without hope. An endless, dreamless sleep. We live, somnolent, in the darkness, and the wind, and
wait—and forget. We had hoped that some day a new race might evolve on this world. But evolution here reached a
dead end with the banshees and sand-mice. They are perfectly adapted to their environment and they have no
struggle to survive: hence they need not evolve and change. When the Earthmen came, we had hope. Not that we
might take their bodies. Only that we might seek help from them. But we were too eager, and my people drove out—
killed-
The flow of thoughts ebbed away into silence.
Andrew spoke at last, gently.
"Stay with me for a while, at least. Maybe we can find a way."
It won't be easy, Kamellin warned.
"We'll try it, anyhow. How long ago—how long have you, well, been a plant?"
I do not know. Many, many generations—there is no consciousness of time. Many seasons. There is much
blurring, Let me look at the stars with your eyes.
"Sure," Andrew consented.
The sudden blackness took him by surprise, sent a spasm of shock and terror through his mind; then sight came back and he
found himself sitting upright, staring wide-eyed at the stars, and heard Kamellin's agonized thoughts;
It has been long—again the desperate, disturbing fumbling for some concept. It has been nine hundred thousand
of your years!
Then silence; such abysmal grieved silence that Andrew was almost shamed before the naked grief of this man—he could not
think of Kamellin except as a man—mourning for a
dead world. He lay down, quietly, not wanting to intrude on the sorrow of his curious companion.
Physical exhaustion suddenly overcame him, and he fell asleep.
"Was Mars like this in your day, Kamellin?" Andrew tossed the question cynically into the silence in his brain. Around him a
freezing wind shifted and tossed at the crags, assailing the grip of his gauntleted hands on rock. He didn't expect any answer. The
dark intruder had been dormant all day; Andrew, when he woke, had almost dismissed the whole thing as a bizarre fantasy, born of
thin air and impending madness.
But now the strange presence, like a whisper in the dark, was with him again.
Our planet was never hospitable. But why have you never discovered the roadway through the mountains?