
That was not entirely fair, and she knew it, but there was enough truth to it. Balthasar said as much at
every opportunity. The mailship had carried no weapons that would be effective against a magus. In
desperation, Silence had offered a bargain. She owned an ancient starbook that gave the road to lost
Earth. She would take the magus to Earth and share the fabulous secrets they were sure to find there, if
he in turn would protect them from the Hegemon's people. No magus could have resisted that offer.
They had made the attempt, but the Earth road was blocked by Rose Worlder siege engines, and the
badly damaged mailship had barely limped into the nearest port, on Mersaa Maia. There, with the Rose
Worlder authorities looking for any excuse to arrest and imprison them all, Isambard had calmly informed
the three that, contrary to all the known rules of the magi's art, Silence was herself potentially a magus,
and offered to train her -- if she would keep her part of the bargain and help Isambard reach Earth. She
had agreed, and in a final, delightful act of revenge had stolen back the Black Dolphin, which had also
come to Mersaa Maia in search of the Earth road.
That had been six months ago, and now, sitting shivering in the apprentices' hall on the magi's world
Solitudo Hermae, it was hard to believe it had all happened. Silence shook her head slowly, not seeing
the book that lay open before her. Isambard had had a hard time convincing the magi who oversaw the
school that she, a woman, had the potential to become a magus, but once they had agreed to accept her
as an apprentice, she had been completely absorbed into the system. Over the past months she had
immersed herself in the Trivium -- the Three Arts of symbology, perception, and manipulation that were
the basis of a magus's knowledge. Soon she would master them, she hoped, and be able to proceed to
the Quadrivium; but in the meantime there was work to be done.
She looked again at the book in front of her, forcing herself to pay attention to the elaborately
symbolic drawing. It was very like the illustrations in her starbooks, and she felt a sudden surge of
loneliness. Piloting she knew, had already mastered completely, not like the Trivium. But more than that,
to be a pilot again meant to be in space with her husbands. At the moment, she envied them bitterly: they
had already been off-world half a dozen times, first to see Black Dolphin refitted, and then to see if
Balthasar could reestablish contact with whatever was left of Wrath-of-God. They were off-world again
now, and Silence found herself torn between envious resentment and the desire for their return.
She shook herself hard and pulled the book closer to her, trying to concentrate on the image. A
woman in antique half-armor stood silhouetted against a sky that was half stormy and half clear. She held
a spade in her right hand; her left rested on the ring of a huge anchor. Silence stared at it for a long
moment, trying to deduce the special meaning behind the image, then sighed and reached for the
hieroglyphica chained to the table in front of her. The main image, the standing, armored woman, was a
common topos for metaphysical strength. The anchor, according to the hieroglyphica's table, could be
anything from hope to the submaterial universe, depending on the surrounding images. She made a face:
the magi's symbols were so much less precise than the pilots' voidmarks. But before she could find the
final component of the drawing, something touched her foot.
She started, and in the same moment a familiar voice whispered, "Silence."
The pilot leaned back in her chair until she could see around the partitions, and glanced casually to her
left. The apprentice sitting there, a thin, sharp-faced blond, gave her an urchin's grin.
"What is it, Kaare?" Silence glanced over her shoulder for the spidery homunculus that monitored the
hall to keep the apprentices at work. It was nowhere in sight, and the pilot breathed a sigh of relief.
"You wanted me to keep a lookout for a ship coming in -- Recusante?" the other apprentice
whispered back. "Well, Master Fynn sent me to the port today, and I got a look at the board. Recusante
's due in tonight."
"Thanks," Silence said, and turned away, fighting down her sudden excitement. Black Dolphin,
renamed Recusante now after her refit, was back at last. She would have to tell Isambard, as soon as
the study session was over. But Isambard had forbidden her to visit the port, and she wanted very much
to meet her husbands there.
She took a deep breath, forcing herself to think calmly. Isambard's reasons for keeping her away from
the port were good ones: both the Hegemon and the Rose Worlders were still looking for a woman pilot
who had escaped under mysterious and inexplicable circumstances. If Recusante were compromised by