
didn't have enough clothes to keep warm, nobody wanted what he had.
She always worried that he was going to get dragged into a big black car for a "date," but with his
chestnut hair, green eyes, and choirboy looks, Magnus had learned how to deal withthat sort of thing a
long time ago. Besides, people looking for rentboys cruised under the West Side Highway or down on
the Strip, not up in the Bowery, so he figured his virtue was pretty safe. And it wasn't like Ace needed
help to watch Jaycie. Jaycie slept most of the time, anyway.
It'd been late, maybe two or three in the morning. He'd done gone out just to do it, just because he
could, because there was nobody around these days telling him to do this, do that, be good, behave.
Besides, he'd wanted to be alone. It was pretty noisy back at The Place at night. Most of the kids were
up and out, but if they were there, they wanted to party, whether or not they had anything to party with.
And he'd seen her—the woman Elio had talked about.
He'd been all alone on the street—or he'd thought he'd been.
Then all of a suddenshe stepped out from between two parked cars, right in front of him.
Tall. Fashion-model tall. And somehow he could see her clearly, even though it was dark and there
weren't any lights on the side street. She hadn't been glowing or anything; it was just that somehow she
was bright enough to see even in the dark. Pale blue draperies flowing around her, rising and settling,
constantly in motion, even though there hadn't been much wind. Black tears flowing down her face out of
two black holes where eyes should have been, and he'd been so freaked, because she'd justappeared,
out of nowhere, that he'd barely had time to start getting really frightened when she vanished again.
He hadn't stayed to look around. He might have been in New York for only about three weeks, but he
wasn't an idiot. He'd beat feet back to The Place, and by the time he'd gotten there, the snapshot image
of what he'd seen—kind of like the Blue Fairy on crack—had fully developed in his head: tall, willowy,
eyeless, weeping tears of black blood.
He didn't know where she'd come from, or where she'd gone, and he didn't care, just as long as he
never saw her again.
And to tell the truth, even now he didn't want to admit, even to himself, how scary she was. In seventeen
years of disappointing experiences, Magnus had learned that the best way to handle things he didn't like
was silence. If you didn't talk about things you didn't like, you could pretend they hadn't happened, and
sooner or later, it was almost like they never had. So he hadn't said anything to anyone about what he'd
seen, not even Ace. And he hadn't gone out alone again late at night, either.
But now these kids said one of them had seen her too, and they'd all seemed to know about her.
Right. He had to think about this, right now, real hard, before he scared himself into holing up in the
Place and never coming out. Did that really mean what he'd seen had been no-shit real? Or had the
whole thing been a goof staged for his benefit?
Magnus considered the idea carefully. No. They hadn't known he was there, so they hadn't been putting
it on for his benefit—and how could they possibly have known what he'd seen? Besides, they'd been
little kids, half his age—and kids that age weren't that good at acting—not that kind of acting, anyway.
The oldest of them couldn't have been more than ten. And he didn't even know them. Okay. They hadn't
seen himand even if they'd seen him, they didn't know him. Why should they bother to ring his chimes?