
Chapter One
Stolen Dreams
My name is Ulric, Graf von Bek, and I am the last of my earthly line. An unhealthy child, cursed with
the family disease of albinism, I was born and raised in Bek, Saxony, in the early years of the century. I
was trained to rule our province wisely and justly, to preserve the status quo, in the best traditions of the
Lutheran Church.
My mother died giving birth to me. My father perished in a ghastly fire, when our old tower was
partially destroyed. My brothers were all far older than I, and engaged mostly in military diplomacy
abroad, so the estate, it was thought, would be my responsibility. It was not expected that I would wish
to expose, any longer than necessary, my strange, ruby eyes to the light of common day. I accepted this
sentence of virtual imprisonment as my due. It had been suffered by many ancestors before me. There
were terrible tales of what had become of twin albino children born to my great-grandmother.
Any unease I had in this role was soon subdued as, in my questioning years, I made friends with the
local Catholic priest and became an obsessive fencer. I would discuss theology with Fra. Cornelius in the
morning and practice my swordplay every afternoon. All my bafflement and frustrations were translated
into learning that subtle and dangerous art. Not the sort of silly swashbuckling boy-braggadocio nonsense
affected by the nouveaux riches and ennobled bürgermeisters who perform half-invented rituals of
ludicrous manliness at Heidelberg.
No real lover of the sword would subject the instrument to such vulgar, clattering nonsense. With
precious few affectations, I hope, I became a true swordsman, an expert in the art of the duel to the
death. For in the end, existentialist that I am, entropy alone is the only enemy worth challenging, to
conquer entropy is to reach a compromise with death, always the ultimate victor in our conflicts.
There's something to be said for dedicating one's life to an impossible cause. Perhaps an easier
decision for a solitary albino aristocrat full of the idealism of previous centuries, disliked by his
contemporaries and a discomfort to his tenants. One given to reading and brooding. But not unaware,
never unaware, that outside the old, thick walls of Bek, in my rich and complex Germany, the world was
beginning to march to simplistic tunes, numbing the race mind so that it would deceive itself into making
war again. Into destroying itself again.
Instinctively, still a teenager, and after an inspiring school trip to the Nile Valley and other great sites of
our civilization, I plunged deeply into archaic studies.
Old Bek grew all around me. A towered manor house to which rooms and buildings had been added
over the centuries, she emerged like a tree from the lush grounds and thickly wooded hills of Bek,
surrounded by the cedars, poplars and cypresses my crusader forebears had brought from the Holy
Land, by the Saxon oaks into which my earlier ancestors had bound their souls, so that they and the
world were rooted in the same earth. Those ancestors had first fought against Charlemagne and then
fought with him. They had sent two sons to Roncesvalles. They had been Irish pirates. They had served
King Ethelred of England.
My tutor was old von Asch, black, shrunken and gnarled, whom my brothers called The Walnut,
whose family had been
smiths and swordsmen since the time their first ancestor struck the bronze weapon. He loved me. I
was a vessel for his experience. I was willing to learn anything, try any trick to improve my skills.
Whatever he demanded, I would eventually rise to meet that expectation. I was, he said, the living record
of his family wisdom.
But von Asch's wisdom was nothing sensational. Indeed, his advice was subtle and appealed, as
perhaps he knew, to my aes-theticism, my love of the complex and the symbolic. Rather than impose his
ideas on me, he planted them like seeds. They would grow if the conditions were right. This was the
secret of his teaching. He somehow made you realize that you were doing it yourself, that the situation
demanded certain responses and what he helped you to do was trust your intuition and use it.
Of course, there was his notion of the sword's song.
"You have to listen for the song," he said. "Every great individual sword has her own song. Once you