
and for an instant she felt nothing. The sphere melted into
her flesh without breaking the skin or causing any bleeding.
Pressure built inside her chest, pushing on her newly-placed
organs. She gasped with newfound pain.
"This is our 'lens.' It will be the connection from you
to us."
"What is this feeling?" she whispered.
"It is called pain. As it is part of mortal existence,
you must learn to recognize it. To rule creatures of flesh,
you must make pain your ally. Use it whenever you can,
Belbe. It is the foundation of power."
Her mock-blood roared in her ears. She feared her heart
would rupture, her lungs collapse. Belbe's vision filmed
with gray, and her breath caught in her throat. She opened
her mouth to scream, but no sound came out. Her knees
buckled.
Stand!
The voice of Abcal-dro was no longer in her ears, but
inside her head. Despite intense pain, Belbe kept her feet.
She staggered against the tripod, blinking through the haze
of her suffering. The tripod abruptly vanished, and she
stumbled forward, blind and gasping. Something warm ran down
her lip.
The eye is now in place. You will soon adjust to its
presence. She heard the words, but behind them there was
something else. Behind the cool voice and godly demeanor of
the high priest, Belbe sensed this:
Sweet, sweet the hall of flesh! The song of blood, what
ancient joy! Too long have I slept-why, in this shell I can
walk a thousand worlds, renew the sensations of lost
millennia! It is mine, it is mine. Who is better than I? I
take them all in my hands, caress them or crush them. My
little puppet, my lens. Shrink from nothing, please your
maker-
Belbe struck herself in the face with her open hand,
twice, three times. The thin, shrieking voice submerged in
the throb of her raging pulse. She wiped glistening oil from
her lip. Slowly the room came back into focus. It seemed so
empty without the orb and tripod.
She became aware of being watched. She saw in her mind
an image of herself, standing naked under the cold glass
dome. The lens was working-she was seeing herself as Abcal-
dro saw her.
This frail creature was her? Standing erect on two thin
legs, Belbe was the color of fresh parchment, slightly
flushed from her exertions. A spray of pale blue freckles
dotted her face and shoulders. Her hair, an unruly shock of
brown, began at a peak in the center of her forehead and
arched back over her high, pointed ears. Along her arms,
legs, buttocks, and back were matte black lines in geometric
patterns, like tattoos, but in fact were strips of
reinforcing carbon fiber. Her face was angular, her chin
sharp. Thin white scars remained where her flesh had been
reattached to her metallic skeleton.
She raised her eyes to the apex of the vault. The azure
glass gradually became transparent, and Belbe saw her hidden
master peering down at her from outside the dome.
The room was 29.5 feet in diameter-she knew because her
master knew it. Pressing against the clear shell was a mass
of translucent tissue. Pulsing black veins, distended with