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own vessel. Under other circumstances, she would have had no
qualms about using him to carry out Warden Dios' orders.
"If it were a request," she replied to his tight stare, "I
wouldn't be here."
His mouth twisted. "Then perhaps the Enforcement Division
director would condescend to tell us where we're going. It does
make a difference, you know—heading, velocity, all those trou-
blesome little gap details."
Now she did smile—a smile as humorless and bleak as an
arctic wind. Instead of reacting to his sarcasm, she said simply,
"The Com-Mine belt. Close to forbidden space."
At once a new tension crackled across the bridge. The data
officer breathed, "Oh, Jesus," and the man on targ muttered,
"Shit!" as if he thought Min wouldn't be able to hear him.
A muscle at the corner of Captain Ubikwe's mouth twitched
like a flinch. "Now why in hell," he asked Min, "would we want
to do a thing like that?"
She didn't snap at him. She also didn't drop his gaze. She
could have made Punisher obey her blind—she could require
unquestioning compliance from any ship in the fleet—but she had
no intention of doing so. For one thing, she owed this ship an
explanation. And for another, she knew that Dolph Ubikwe would
serve her better if she let him be himself.
"Because," she answered, "there's been a covert UMCP at-
tack on Thanatos Minor's bootleg shipyard. As I'm sure you re-
member, that planetoid is in forbidden space relatively near the
Com-Mine belt. For the better part of a decade, illegals have been
using the belt to cover them on their way to Thanatos Minor. The
Amnion tolerate encroachment from that direction, if not from
anywhere else.
"While we're standing here, the shipyard is under attack. I'm
not prepared to discuss the nature of the operation here, except to
repeat that it's covert. For now, the important point is this.
There's going to be fallout.
"I have no idea what kind of fallout. I can't know. There may
be survivors." Morn Hyland may survive— "Our people, or ille-
gals on the run. Or there may be a full-scale Amnion retaliation."
Borrowing Warden's conviction because she had so little to
spare of her own, Min concluded, "Whatever it is, we're going
out there to deal with it."
The bridge crew stared at her. They had all turned their sta-
tions toward her. From their g-seats—command and communica-
tions in front of her, engineering and data off to the sides, scan
and helm and targ apparently hanging upside down over her head
—they studied her in fear or anger or despair or plain numb
weariness, as if she had just instructed them to commit suicide.
For a moment Dolph lowered his eyes. When he raised them
again, they seemed oddly naked, as if he had set aside some of his
defenses. "Permission to speak frankly."
Just for an instant Min wondered whether she should refuse.
Then she decided against it. By some standards, disagreements—
not to mention hostility—between commanders was bad for disci-
pline. On the other hand, Punisher was his ship: the tone which
either inspired or dismayed his people was his to set, no matter
what she did. She was willing to trust his instincts.
She nodded once. "Please."
He shifted his posture as if to launch his voice at her from a
more stable platform. "Then let me just ask you, Director Don-
ner," he said in a tone of raw outrage, "if you are out of your
incorrigible mind. Don't you read reports anymore? Haven't you
got a clue what we've just been through? Or maybe you think
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