Piers Anthony - Bio Of A Space Tyrant 6 - The Iron Maiden

THE IRON MAIDEN

Bio of a Space Tyrant #6

by Piers Anthony

ISBN: 1-4010-4396-8

EDITORIAL PREFACE

There have been many biographies of the Tyrant of Jupiter, Hope Hubris, and five volumes of his private

memoirs, of a more personal nature. He surely lived a life worthy of them. But he functioned throughout

his tenure with the substantial support of his younger sister, Spirit. She was a more private and less

expressive person, seldom seeking the center stage, and so she is comparatively unknown. But she was

arguably as important to the Tyrancy as was her brother. Certainly it would never have come to pass

without her. Therefore she is worthy of her own biography. This is that narrative.

Spirit wrote no autobiographical material; it was not, she said, her way. She was persuaded only with

reluctance to tell her story, in fragments, with many promptings. She pleaded the urgency of the business

she had to accomplish, and indeed she was a busy person, but it was more than that. It was as if she

hardly saw herself as a person in her own right, but rather as an adjunct to her brother and to the

Tyrancy. But she did have a personal life, and she did have feelings, for all that she was known by many

as the Iron Maiden. Much of what she accomplished is a matter of voluminous record, often credited to

her brother. Her feelings are to a degree extrapolated here, because of her aversion to their open

expression. She declined even to comment on the portions of this narrative when shown for her approval

or correction. "It will do," was all she said.

It will have to do.

HMH

CHAPTER 1

FINGER WHIP

Spirit struggled with herself before approaching her brother. She did not want to bother him, but there

was no other person she could truly trust. He had a special awareness that gave him an almost

supernatural rapport with others, and that enabled him to relate to her as no other person could. But by

similar token, she was more than a little in awe of him. Finally she thought of a way: she would make him

a deal. Then it would be even, and she could get what she wanted.

He was in his room, studying. He was not impressive physically at age fourteen; he was thin, not tall, with

brown hair and the swarthy Hispanic complexion. But he was very understanding, and that was perhaps

what she liked best about him. He never laughed at her, in contrast to big sister Faith, and he never

betrayed her confidences. Thus he was her model for social behavior; before she did anything different,

she would ask herself whether Hope would do it, and if the answer was no, then she would not.

"Hope?" she inquired tentatively.

He looked up. "Spirit," he said, smiling. That encouraged her; there was something about him, a warmth

that the smile enhanced. It wasn't her imagination, because she had seen others react positively to his

presence; he was popular among classmates. Some kind of personal magnetism that radiated invisibly out

from him and reflected from others. He could be a student leader if he wanted to be; so far he hadn't

sought it.

"Hope, I want to make a deal."

He focused more alertly on her. "You don't have to do that, little sister. Just tell me what you want."

"No, this is something you maybe won't want to do, so I have to trade you for it. What do you want?"

He knew her well enough not to argue. "I want a good grade on this paper I'm studying for. I don't think

you can help me there." He wasn't teasing her; he never did that unkindly. He had the courtesy to take

her seriously, and she truly appreciated that. "Maybe if you tell me what you want, I can figure out a price

for it."

"Okay. I want a finger whip."

"A what?"

"A finger whip. It's a little thing, sort of an invisible thread about a meter long with a bit of a weight on the

end. It hooks to the middle finger, and you can flick it out so it stings someone."

"That's an odd toy."

"It's not a toy, it's a weapon. It really stings. A few of the kids have them, and I've got the marks to prove

it." She showed two small welts on her left arm, that she had used to protect her body or face. "So if

some tough boy comes, I can stop him."

Hope frowned. "If some tough boy comes, maybe you had better tell me, so I can intercede. I'm

supposed to do that for Faith, now that's she's beautiful."

"I know. She needs protection. I don't have that problem, because I'm not pretty. I just don't like getting

pushed around."

He gazed at her with that uncanny perception he had, as if seeing through her face and into her mind. It

was another aspect of his gift; he could read people, and know their nature, and whether they were lying.

It kept him out of a lot of trouble. Their parents were aware of this, which was probably why they had

assigned him to protect Faith. Faith was so pretty she scintillated, and boys clustered around her, but she

wasn't smart. Not the way Hope was. So Hope had to watch out for her, and she was under orders to

heed him, which truly rankled her. To Faith, the only thing lowlier than a little brother was a little sister.

"You don't have that problem yet," Hope said. "But you will."

"Sure," she agreed derisively. Did he think she had never looked in a mirror?

"And I can't be with you all the time, so maybe you're right: you need to be able to defend yourself. I'll

help you get the finger whip."

"Great!" she exclaimed, relieved, because he could have said no, and it would have been reasonable for

him to do so. Hope was eminently reasonable, except when he wasn't. "What do you want in return?"

"Nothing, Spirit. You're my sister, and you have a reasonable need; that's enough."

"That's not a deal. I want it to be a fair exchange, so I don't owe you anything."

He smiled. "I think your gratitude will do."

"No it won't! You got that anyway."

"Then I'll take your support, at such time as I need it."

"You got it." He had that already, also, but now it was a legal commitment. If he ever needed her help,

she would give it without limit.

"But I must debate something you said. Will you listen?"

That meant it was serious. She braced herself, ready for a lecture on the caution and responsibility any

weapon required, even a finger whip. "Sure."

"You aren't not pretty."

This tumbled her brace, coming as it did from an unexpected direction. "I'm not what?"

"Faith is beautiful. You said that you are not pretty. You feel inferior to her because of that. You are

mistaken."

He had scored, as he always did. But she had learned to listen to his words carefully, because sometimes

he spoke so precisely that it was deceptive. "I'm mistaken? I'm not not-pretty--but that doesn't mean I'm

pretty. What's my mistake?"

"Remember, you said you would listen."

He was going to explain in some detail. In the past she had not always had patience with his explanations,

because Hope was as smart as Faith was pretty, and Spirit was about as far behind him in that respect as

she was behind Faith in looks. But this time she really wanted to have it, because he had touched a nerve.

"My feet are anchored to the planet and my ears are locked open."

He reached out and patted her shoulder. Some might have thought this to be a condescending gesture,

but it was as though an electrical charge passed from his hand to her body, providing a momentary thrill.

She liked his touch, because he didn't touch unless he cared. "You are not pretty now, but that does not

mean you are locked down. Faith was much the same, at your age, eleven, but in the following two years

she changed significantly. Suddenly the boys were noticing her, and as she caught on and began

prettifying herself, it got worse. The key was puberty. You are about to grow breasts and all the rest, and

then you will perhaps be as pretty as Faith, if you wish to work at it as she does."

This was hard to believe. "Work at it?"

"I think half of Faith's beauty is her body. The other half is the way she arranges her hair, applies makeup,

the clothing she chooses, and her attitude. She makes a science of prettiness. I think you will have a

similar body, but maybe not care to make a similar effort. You're not ugly or even plain, you're merely

unfinished, and if you did your hair and face and clothing as she does, you would be pretty now--and

beautiful in two years."

"You're fooling!" But he wasn't, and she knew it. She trusted his judgment; if he said she would be

beautiful, then she would be. She felt an internal melting and shifting, for he had just taken down her

biggest liability and granted her the potential for what she had feared would be forever beyond her reach.

Hope merely shook his head, gently, waiting for her acceptance to form and solidify. Then he spoke

again. "Neither are you stupid. You are as smart as I am, only in a different way."

"But you can read and move people! I can't do that."

"You can organize, you have nerve, and you have a tough core. You learn rapidly and well. Those are

good qualities."

He had addressed her unspoken concern: that she wasn't smart. Now she had two legs to stand on.

She felt herself brimming. "Oh, big brother, I--I'm going to--would you--?"

He spread his arms, and she turned and plumped into his lap, hugging against him. Then the tears came,

while he held her firmly and patted her back with his fingers. Spirit seldom cried; in fact this was the first

time in months. But her life had changed, by the power of his insight, and she couldn't handle it

immediately.

After a time she sat up straight, still on his lap, and fished for a handkerchief. He found one and carefully

wiped her face for her.

"Don't tell," she said.

He nodded, agreeing not to tell anyone that she had cried.

"I love you, big brother."

"And I love you, little sister."

"I'm going to kiss you. Don't tell."

He nodded again, and held still for her kiss. She planted her damp mouth against his and pressed close,

suddenly taken by passion. The kiss endured, becoming ardent. The pleasure she had felt before at his

touch spread through her body, fulfilling it in a fashion she did not understand but nevertheless reveled in.

She had said she loved him; she had understated the case, if that was possible. He was, for this timeless

moment, her world.

But she had to end it, because she had started it and it was thus her province to define the experience.

Reluctantly she lifted her head back. Then, somehow ashamed, she got off his lap and ran from the room.

She had come for a deal for a finger whip, but gotten so much more, she just had to be alone for a while.

She had to reassemble her psyche, orienting on the prospect of becoming lovely instead of plain. Of

being halfway smart instead of dull. Two years--that wasn't much time to wait. To be even a little like

Faith, and like Hope: now she dared dream.

They had exchanged professions of love, but while his had been familial, hers had been romantic. She did

know the difference. She not only loved her brother, she desired him--and knew that that was out of line.

Fortunately he was innocent in this respect, seeing her not only as his sister, but as an eleven year old girl,

not realizing that her emotion preceded her body by a year or two. So she could hide the illicit nature of

her feeling, even from him. Especially from him. She could conceal it because she had to. It was her

second level secret.

Still, he had kissed back. So maybe he felt some of it, and shared some of her guilt. He would have

something to bury, too. That made her feel better, ironically.

*

Next day they went to get the finger whip. It was Saturday, without school, and a carnival had come to

the city-dome of Maraud. It was run by traveling Gypsies, and had all manner of marginal entertainments,

such as sexy dancing girls, scary rides, and deceptive games of chance. The city authorities did not much

approve of the carnivals, but they were so popular that there would have been civil unrest if they were

banned. So they were officially ignored, and unofficially patronized by throngs.

There were people of all kinds here, white, black, red, yellow and all shades between, their cultures

ranging similarly from Hispanic through French, American Indian, African, Mongolian, and Saxon.

Maraud was a grab-bag of types, because it had originally been part of the Dominant Republic, then

taken by pirates who settled it with a number of their captives. It had finally been assigned to Halfcal

when the political lines were redrawn to move this entire region into what was politically expedient. Now

its city government was Hispanic, with some token Creole to keep the national authorities off its back,

and its divergent elements were slowly melding. That was all right with Spirit; she had friends of all

persuasions at school, and knew that neither color nor culture defined the whole person. There were

great guys and creeps in every section.

She led Hope to the booth where the key prizes were. A laser gun was mounted on the counter, fixed so

that it could fire only forward, at a screen across which a number of images danced. Because this was

technically classified as a game of chance, it was rated 12+. Only children age twelve or above could

play it. Their ages were verified, so there could be no charges of cheating those below the age of partial

consent.

This was where Hope came in. "One game," he said, and paid the fare of one dollar. Because the

Gypsies traveled widely, they had standardized on Jupiter money rather than divergent local currencies.

There were change makers throughout, so that dollars were easy to come by. However, the nation of

Halfcal used dollars too, so there was in any event no problem.

"Put up your hand."

Hope held up his right hand, and the booth man aimed an identification reader at it. In a moment its little

screen lighted with print. HOPE HUBRIS, age 14. He had been minimally verified; that was all that was

required.

The booth man touched a switch, and the laser weapon glowed. "Which game?" he asked.

Hope looked at Spirit. "Meteors," she said.

The man looked at Hope. "Meteors," Hope repeated.

Spirit put her hand on the laser. It was obvious that she was the one who was playing, but officially it was

Hope. If there were a challenge, Hope would be in as much trouble as the booth man. But there would

not be; Hope was playing by proxy. This was the way to get around the age restriction. It was a tacit

conspiracy of silence that even the city administration accepted. No children were being corrupted here,

legally.

The screen became stellar, with the stars of the galaxy showing above a city dome on a moon. "Captain!"

a voice exclaimed in English, which was another standard of these Gypsies. It didn't stop those who

knew only Spanish from playing, as they already understood the game. "There's a meteor shower headed

for the capital city!"

"We must stop it," the bold voice of the captain replied. "Man the laser cannon. We must not let a single

meteor get through, or the city is doomed."

Now the meteors showed as bright streaks. It didn't matter that no such streaks occurred in space, only

in atmosphere; this was a game. They were headed right for the dome.

Spirit began firing. A laser beam speared out to strike the screen. Never mind that true lasers were

invisible, except for their effects; this was another aspect of the game. The beam just missed the leading

meteor. But Spirit's second shot got it, and it exploded beautifully. Already the second meteor was

looming, and she got that one too.

After that the meteors came faster, sometimes by twos or threes. Spirit got them all, until one meteor

didn't explode, but fissioned into two parts still headed for the dome. Spirit had to reorient the gun to

strike first one, then the other, but as she did so, another meteor crashed through, and crashed into the

dome. The dome exploded with a display quadruple that of a struck meteor, with fragments of buildings

and even people flying outward. The game was lost.

"Damn!" Spirit swore, staring at the wreckage. Then the image faded.

"Too bad," the booth man said to Hope. "You almost got them all."

"Almost," Hope agreed, and paid over another dollar.

"You're a pretty sharp player."

"Pretty sharp," Hope agreed as the laser gun came back to life and the starry screen returned.

Now there were several spectators, as it was evident that Spirit was indeed a good shot. They were

silent, so as not to distract her, but paid close attention. This game was simple in concept, but not easy to

win.

This time Spirit got all the meteors, until a group of four cruised by. She got three of them, but could not

catch the fourth, and it scored on the dome.

"Four!" a spectator said as the game ended. "Is that legit?"

"Rare but legit," the booth man said. "When one person plays more than once, the subsequent games get

harder. So if you want to quit now--"

Spirit looked pleadingly at Hope. "One more game," he said, paying the dollar.

The man took the dollar, but did not turn on the game right away. "Sir, I like your look," he said to Hope.

"You're playing well. Let me give you and these following players a hint: you can see the bad ones

coming. The clusters are brighter. So its best to clear out all the routine ones and orient on the clusters as

early as you can. It's still no easy score, but if you're sharp enough, its possible."

"Thank you," Hope said. He knew the booth man was playing to the crowd, hoping for many more

players. In fact it wouldn't bother him if Spirit won, because it would show that it could be done. But she

had to earn it.

The third game came on. This time Spirit didn't wait for the meteors to come within easy range; she

picked them off at a distance. She missed more, but had unlimited shots, and was able to get them with

second shots, still farther away than before. The shower was almost over, and she had the field mostly

cleared. Then a bright one showed, the last.

"Oh, damn," the booth man murmured. "That's a boulder."

A boulder was a meteor too big to blast apart. It would have to be chipped down by several shots, and

there would not be time to demolish it completely before it caught the dome.

But Spirit knew this game, and knew the strategy for boulders. She caught it with a glancing shot, and a

fragment separated from one side. The fragment went wide left, out of play, and the remainder of the

boulder nudged slightly right. She caught it with another shot, on the same side, and nudged it right again.

She was able to chip it five times before it got by her and flew on toward the dome.

All of them watched as it went. It was only a few seconds, but seemed longer. Then the fragment struck

the surface of the planet just beside the dome. A spray of rocks and dust went up, but the dome

remained intact. She had won.

A cheer went up from the audience. Spirit leaned back, feeling weak with relief. That had been close!

"Good game, kid!" the booth man said. Then he corrected himself and addressed Hope. "I mean, sir.

You nudged it just far enough to miss the dome. You won. What's your prize?"

"The finger whip," Hope said.

"Good choice." The booth man handed over the little package. "May you have much joy of it."

They left the booth. Already others were clamoring to play, so Spirit's effort had indeed been good for

business. Hope handed her the package, and she quickly pocketed it. "Thanks," she said, overflowing

with gratefulness. This might have been a routine favor for him, but she had truly wanted the whip, and

the favor loomed much larger on her screen than on his. "I'll pay you back the money."

Thereafter she practiced diligently with the finger whip. It was tricky at first, and her middle finger got

sore, but she was determined and well coordinated, and in due course became so proficient she could

snap coins out of the air. When she tackled other finger whippers and won the junior championship of her

schoolyard, she knew she was good enough. Never again would anyone sting her with one of these,

because she was no longer a patsy. Thereafter she retired, in her fashion, never showing or using the

whip unless there was need. But it was always with her.

Similarly she masked her infatuation with her brother, but was unable to abolish it. Others complained

endlessly about their siblings, so Spirit did too, but it was all pretense. She wished she could get him

alone, maybe asleep, and be able to hug and kiss him without limit. Beyond that her mind balked, but the

longing remained. She knew that he would never cooperate in such a thing; Hope was very morally

minded. She felt guilty for her forbidden desire, but maybe she would outgrow it when she got her body

and became attractive to boys.

CHAPTER 2

BUBBLE

Things were smooth for about a year; then they complicated ferociously. She was walking home with

Hope and Faith when Faith was accosted by a wealthy scion. The rich punk floated up on his

gravity-shielded saucer and asked her for sex, proffering two dollars. It was insulting and gross, making

Faith blush deeply, but he would not give over. Hope was plainly controlling his anger, but Spirit didn't.

She impulsively pushed the rim of the saucer with her foot and dumped the scion.

This might have been a mistake, because it led to a fight between Hope and the scion. It seemed unequal,

because the scion was older, larger, and better trained, but Hope used his ability to read people, and

gave a good account of himself. Until the scion drew a laser pistol. Then Spirit acted, stinging his hand

with the finger whip so that he dropped the weapon. That enabled Hope to win the fight, so that they got

safely home. They hoped that would be the end of it.

But the scion had his revenge by getting their family evicted. They had to flee Maraud and seek a refugee

bubble on the airless surface of Callisto. The scion's closed outside saucer came after them and tried to

bomb their vehicle. If any of their suits got holed out here, they would be dead of decompression. Spirit

had been nervous; now she was terrified. No finger whip would get them out of this.

The situation was desperate. Hope was trying to use his captured laser against the saucer, and the saucer

was trying to drop a bomb where it counted. So far neither had scored, but that could not last long.

Then Spirit saw something, and had a notion. She jammed her helmet against Hope's. "The ice caves!"

she cried, so that the sound would carry into his helmet.

They raced for the ice mine, where ice was quarried to be melted for water. The saucer paced them, still

trying to catch them with a bomb. Hope managed to snag the saucer's undercarriage with a rope, tying it

to the pedal tractor. But it dropped another bomb, a bright orange cylinder. It was going to blow up their

vehicle!

Spirit leaped up and caught the bomb in her hands. It wasn't big, just deadly. She hurled it to the side,

where it exploded harmlessly. But her heart was thudding; this was way more danger than she liked.

They hauled the saucer into the mine, but couldn't bring it to ground. So Spirit grabbed an ice stone and

threw it at the saucer. But this wasn't enough. So she leaped onto the saucer itself, to smear its window

with dirty ice. But when she got on the saucer, its onion-shaped null-gravity section made her light, and

she almost floated right back off it. For a moment she floundered; then she caught hold of the ladder

dents, and those finger-holds enabled her to anchor herself with one hand while she struggled to use her

ice rock with the other. She squirmed across the surface of the saucer, then reached down across the

front vision port and rubbed the rock across it. The port itself was invulnerable, but a bit of heat leaked

out of the saucer, and than helped melt the ice just enough to make it smear its embedded dust across the

port. That would soon foul the saucer's vision, so that the man inside couldn't see to do any more

mischief.

The scion inside caught on, and tried to fire his laser through the glass to get her. But Hope fired his own

laser from the ground, and must have blinded the scion, because he didn't fire at Spirit. She owed big

brother another!

She kept on smearing until Hope jumped on the saucer and pulled her off. She knew why. "We have to

get away before he radios for help!" she yelled against his helmet. Because naturally the authorities would

choose to believe the scion, not the victims.

They hid in the convolutions of the mine until the saucer and its allies went away, then started bounding on

toward Kilroy Crater, where the refugee bubble was supposed to be. They made big long low-gee

bounds, but it was too far; they would never get there in time.

But then Spirit spied a utility floater traveling their way, and the family bought passage aboard it to the

refugee bubble. So they got there after all, and got three rooms: one for the parents, one for Spirit and

Faith, and Hope had to share a room with a strange boy.

They thought they were safe at last, but it turned out to be disaster delayed. The bubble lifted, using its

gee shield, then spun to generate trace gravity internally. They were on their slow way to Jupiter--until the

crew decamped with the passage money. Then the men of the refugees took over and steered the bubble

onward--but discovered there was not enough food. Spirit and Hope and his friend Helse counted the

food packs, and found there were only half enough. They had to ration it.

Then there was the first pirate raid, under a brute named Horse. That was a horror, because the pirates

tied up Hope and their father, then gang-raped Faith while all of them watched. Spirit was as shocked as

the others; she had never seen sex at all, and this was worse than anything she might have imagined.

After that they organized to fight pirate boarders. Spirit participated in a spot course on resisting a rapist,

whose operative principles were that girls had knees and rapists had groins; girls had fingers and rapists

had eyes; girls had teeth and rapists had noses. Spirit loved the little play, especially where she plucked

out a fake eyeball, but she understood the message: pirates would rape women or girls or children, and

the females had to be ready to stop them. They had to fight back effectively.

Hope had a surprise for her. He told her that his friend Helse was not a boy but a girl masquerading as a

boy. At first Spirit didn't believe it, but Helse showed her breast-filled chest band. Then Hope left, and

Helse told Spirit how to play the part of a boy. Helse was sixteen, and actually quite a pretty girl. She

told Spirit something of her history, about how she was the plaything of an old man who liked really

young girls, and how she had learned all the ways of sex, but finally had grown too old had had to go.

"Too old for sex--at sixteen?" Spirit asked, amazed.

Helse nodded. "That's why I'm going to Jupiter. To find a new career."

Something else occurred to her. "You--my brother--sex?"

"No," Helse said gently. "At least, not yet. He is a very nice boy."

Spirit suppressed a surge of jealousy. "Not yet?"

"Sex is an option, to be used when it has to be."

"Like with my sister Faith?"

"No, Spirit, no! Rape is always wrong. But sometimes abstinence can be wrong, too. A girl just has to

judge cases, and do what is right in the circumstance."

"I don't understand!"

Helse smiled. "Maybe that's best. Now let's see if we can make you into a boy, so that you never face

the question."

But Spirit couldn't let it go. "You mean like when the men are going to do it anyway, so she shouldn't

fight, so as not to get beat up as well as raped?"

"That might be a case, yes, but there are others. I don't blame you for being frightened of the prospect."

"I'm not frightened!" But she was.

"Well, I am. That's why I'm being a boy."

"You?" Spirit asked, astonished. "But you said you had all that sex!"

"Yes. And I think I will never be able to love an older man, because of that. Maybe I can't love any man.

So I'll be happy not to be touched again. But I've learned not to say 'never.'"

Spirit realized that she had been trying to misjudge Helse, because of the way Hope was taken with her.

She was indeed playing the part of a boy, and had fooled all of them. If she was afraid of what might

happen, she surely had reason. The specter of Faith's rape gave warning to them all. "Okay," she said.

"Make me into a boy."

"First, you have to think of yourself as male. That starts with your name. Mine is ambiguous, so I can get

away with it, but yours is too much like a girl. Who do you want to be?"

Spirit considered. Six months ago she had had half a crush on a handsome older boy named Sancho. She

had never given any hint, knowing the futility; what would a boy her brother's age want with a girl of

eleven, going-on-twelve? Even if there could have been anything between them, her parents would have

squelched it immediately. But mostly it was that though the changes were occurring in her body, the pace

seemed glacial, and she didn't want to embarrass herself. Her breasts were not a quarter the mass of

Faith's breasts, and there was no flesh on her hips. As for her hair--some boys had more on their heads.

She wanted to have the body complete before she tried to do anything with it. If only she could have

been two years older! But maybe she could have just a little part of that fleeting dream. "Sancho," she

said.

"Very well, Sancho. The first thing is how you dress. And how you walk. Men are narrow-hipped; they

don't flex much, so think narrow."

"I don't have woman hips yet," Spirit said. That was all too obvious.

"But you're on the way. Your legs are rounding out. You have girl-hips, and they could betray you.

Watch the men; see how they walk, and copy that. Get some baggy shorts and bunch them up in front,

and wear loose trousers over them. Same thing for your chest, in reverse. A T-shirt would ruin you; get

some winding and strap yourself down so nothing can ever jiggle. Try to build up some strength in your

arms too; men are more muscular, and it shows. And your hair--let see what we can do about that."

Helse's knowledge was apparent; Spirit's esteem for her was rising. She was privately pleased with the

woman's comments about her body; maybe there was a little flesh on her hips. She plunged into the

lesson with a will, and within two days was becoming a reasonably proficient boy. It was all too easy to

reverse her recent efforts to become a girl. She associated with some of the real boys her age, and they

accepted her, understanding the threat she faced. The lesson of Faith's public rape had been lost on none

of them.

She tried to approach Hope, to show off her expertise, but he repulsed her. Hurt, she tried to conceal

her burgeoning tears; boys were not supposed to cry, and she had never been much for that anyway. It

was just that she was especially vulnerable to Hope, so much wanting his approval. But she knew he had

problems of his own, so she did him the favor of staying out of his way.

It was Helse, oddly, who comforted her. "He's all twisted up inside. He blames himself for being a man."

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