It's dark in here, but he sees colors, faint flares and swathes and stipplings, moving. Like the
afterimages of the DatAmerica flows are permanent now, retinally ingrained. No light penetrates
from the corridor outside-he's blocked every pinhole with black tape-and the old man's halogen is
off. He assumes the old man sleeps there, but he's never seen him do it, never heard any sounds
that might indicate a transition from model-building to sleep. Maybe the old man sleeps upright on
his mat, Gundam in one hand, brush in the other.
Sometimes he can hear music from the adjacent cartons, but it's faint, as though the neighbors use
earphones.
He has no idea how many people live here in this corridor. It looks as though there might be room
for six, but he's seen more, and it may be that they shelter here in shifts. He's never learned
much Japanese, not after eight months, and even if he could understand, he guesses, these people
are all crazy, and they'd only talk about the things crazy people talk about.
And of course anyone who could see him here now, with his fever and his sleeping bags, his
eyephones and his cellular data port and his bottle of cooling piss, would think he was crazy too.
But he isn't. He knows he isn't, in spite of everything. He has the syndrome now, the thing that
came after every test subject from that Gainesville orphanage, but he isn't crazy. Just obsessed.
And the obsession has its own shape in his head, its own texture, its own weight. He knows it from
himself, can differentiate, so he goes back to it whenever he needs to and checks on it. Monitors
it. Makes sure it still isn't him. It reminds him of having a sore tooth, or the way he felt once
when he was in love and didn't want to be. How his tongue always found the tooth, or how he'd
always find that ache, that absence in the shape of the beloved.
But the syndrome wasn't like that. It was separate from him and had nothing to do with anyone or
anything he, Laney, was even interested in. When he'd felt it starting, he'd taken it for granted
that it would be about her, about Rei Toei, because there he was, close to her, or as close
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as you could get to anyone who didn't physically exist. 'I~hey'd tasked almost every day, Laney
and the idoru.
And at first, he considered now, maybe it had been about her, hut then it was as though he'd been
following something hack through the data flows, doing it without really thinking about it, the
way your hand will find a thread on a garment and start pulling at it, unraveling it.
And what had unraveled was the way he'd thought the world worked. And behind that he'd found
Harwood, who was famous, but famous in that way of being famous for being famous. Harwood who they
said had elected the president. Harwood the PR genius, who'd inherited Harwood Levine, the most
powerful PR firm in the world, and had taken it somewhere seriously else, into a whole other realm
of influence, But who'd managed somehow never to become prey to the mechanism of celebrity itself.
Which grinds, Laney so well knew, exceedingly fine, Harwood who, maybe, just maybe, ran it all,
but somehow managed never to get his toe caught in it. Who managed, somehow, to be famous without
seeming to be important, famous without being central to anything. Really, he'd never even gotten
much attention, except when he'd split with Maria Paz, and even then it had been the Padanian star
who'd made the top of every sequence, with Cody Harwood smiling from a series of sidebars,
embedded hypertext lozenges: the beauty and this gentle-looking, secretive, pointedly
uncharismatic billionaire.
"Hello," Laney says, his fingers finding the handle of a mechanical flashlight from Nepal, a crude
thing, its tiny generator driven by a mechanism like a pair of spring-loaded pliers. Pumping it to
life, he raises it, the faintly fluctuating beam finding the cardboard ceiling. Which is
plastered, inch by inch, with dozens of stickers, small and rectangular, produced to order by a
vending machine inside the station's west entrance: each one a different shot of the reclusive
Harwood.
He can't remember going to the machine, executing a simple image search for Harwood, and paying to
have these printed out, but he supposes he must have. Because he knows that that is where they are
from. But neither can he remember peeling the adhesive backing from each One and sticking them up
on the ceiling. But someone did. "I see you," Laney says and relaxes his hand, letting the dim
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