
seemed extremely distant. It occurred to me immediately that the flower smells
might be a bit narcotic. Great. That was all I needed, to get caught up in a
drug high while trying to bring Luke back from one, I could make out a still,
slightly elevated clearing in the distance, though, and I headed for it.
Hopefully, we could rest there for a bit while I regained my mental footing
and decided what to do next. So far, I could detect no sounds of pursuit.
Rushing on, I could feel myself beginning to reel. My equilibrium was
becoming impaired. I suddenly felt a fear of falling, almost akin to
acrophobia. For it occurred to me that if I fell I might not be able to rise
again, that I might succumb to a drugged sleep and be discovered and
dispatched by the creature of Chaos while I dozed. Overhead, the colors of the
flowers ran together, flowing and tangling like a mass of ribbons in a bright
stream. I tried to control my breathing, to take in as little of the effluvia
as possible. But this was difficult, as winded as I was becoming.
But I did not fall, though I collapsed beside Luke at the center of the
clearing after I'd lowered him to the ground. He remained unconscious, a
peaceful expression on his face. A wind swept our hillock from the direction
of its far side, where nasty-looking, spiked plants of a non-flowering variety
grew. Thus, I no longer smelled the seductive odors of the giant flower field,
and after a time my head began to clear. On the other hand, I realized that
this meant that our own scents were being borne back in the direction of the
cave. Whether the Fire Angel could unmask them within the heady perfumes, I
did not know, but providing it with even that much of an opportunity made me
feel uncomfortable.
Years ago, as an undergraduate, I had tried some LSD. It had scared me so
badly that I'd never tried another hallucinogen since. It wasn't simply a bad
trip. The stuff had affected my shadow-shifting ability. It is kind of a
truism that Amberites can visit any place they can imagine, for everything is
out there, somewhere, in Shadow. By combining our minds with motion we can
tune for the shadow we desire. Unfortunately, I could not control what I was
imagining. Also unfortunately, I was transported to those places. I panicked,
and that only made it worse. I could easily have been destroyed, for I
wandered through the objectified jungles of my subconscious and passed some
time in places where the bad things dwell. After I came down I found my way
back home, turned up whimpering on Julia's doorstep, and was a nervous wreck
for days. Later, when I told Random about it, I learned that he had had some
similar experiences. He had kept it to himself at first as a possible secret
weapon against the rest of the family, but later, after they'd gotten back
onto decent terms with each other, he had decided to share the information in
the interest of survival. He was surprised to learn then that Benedict,
Gerard, Fiona, and Bleys knew all about it - though their knowledge had come
from other hallucinogens and, strangely, only Fiona had ever considered its
possibility as an in-family weapon. She'd shelved the notion, though, because
of its unpredictability. This had been sometime back, however, and in the
press of other business in recent years it had slipped his mind, it simply had
not occurred to him that a new arrival such as myself should perhaps be
cautioned.
Luke had told me that his attempted invasion of the Keep of the Four
Words, by means of a glider-borne commando team, had been smashed. Since I had
seen the broken gliders at various points within the walls during my own visit
to that place, it was logical to assume that Luke had been captured.
Therefore, it seemed a fairly strong assumption that the sorcerer Mask had
done whatever had been done to him to bring him to this state. It would seem
that this simply involved introducing a dose of a hallucinogen to his prison
fare and turning him loose to wander and look at the pretty lights.
Fortunately, unlike myself, his mental travelings had involved nothing more
threatening than the brighter aspects of Lewis Carroll. Maybe his heart was
purer than mine. But the deal was weird any way you looked at it. Mask might
have killed him or kept him in prison or added him to the coat rack
collection. Instead, while what had been done was not without risk, it was