
"I fail to see why you don't use your own arts, Fearin," Lokkel retorted as he turned, false
aggressiveness trying to cover extreme nervousness. "A master of your rank should find very
little beyond his ability, therefore - "
"Therefore I should do your job for you," the man Fearin interrupted, disgust in his tone as he
stared down at the smaller man. "You've been trying to push things off on me since you joined
us, Lokkel, and I'm more than tired of the practice. Yes, I can heal the slave as well as you can,
but no, I have no intention of wasting my time refreshing the spells in my memory. Learning
those spells is what you've chosen to devote your life to, and now you're going to use some of
them."
"Since you insist, Fearin, of course I'll give you the benefit of my learning," Lokkel came
back, now using stiffness to cover his increased upset. "I have no need to be told how many
things there are demanding your time and attention, I merely thought the healing spells were
among the great many you maintain mastery of. Set the slave on her own feet, Talasin, and
then step away from her. This will only take a moment."
"Spend two moments and do the job properly," Fearin said, his attention now on the way
Talasin began to put me down. "That wound in her shoulder isn't the only thing requiring
healing, something you would know if you had looked at her more closely. Stop thinking of her
as a slave and start to consider her someone we've been commanded to add to our numbers."
"Commanded," Lokkel echoed, his narrow face now openly disturbed. "I hadn't realized…"
Lokkel stopped worrying about the conversation at that point, possibly because of the difficulty
he could see I was having standing up all alone. What he'd just been told seemed to mean quite
a lot to him, which cut short his fiddling around. He raised his arms, sent an unfocussed gaze
directly at me, then began to speak his spells.
The passage of time turns strange when one of Power directs a spell at you, and the experience
is never easy to describe. Everyone knows, of course, how the entire world seems to turn blue,
and how the shade of blue always indicates the amount of strength possessed by the one
wielding the Power. Explaining what the Power does to you is the hard part, and my experience
this time was as confusing as anyone else's. It felt as though half of forever and most of all
things ever born or made were used to repair my wound and the ravages of slavery, but it also
happened in a single instant through the use of nothing but words. When the forever-instant
was over and Lokkel began to lower his arms, I no longer found standing up a problem.
"Now that's an example of proper, efficient healing," Fearin said with such deep satisfaction
that the Healing Master nearly blushed from the compliment. "You have my thanks, Lokkel,
and now you can go back to your studies. You're obviously not wasting your time with them."
"You honor me with your words of praise, Fearin," Lokkel answered with a bow he meant this
time. "Should you have further need of me, please don't hesitate to call."
The small man turned and walked away with his head held high, his entire bearing saying he
was sure he was being watched with awe and admiration by everyone behind him, but that
wasn't quite the truth. The two fighters Talasin and Garam seemed more bored than awed, and
the High Master Fearin was looking at me.
"You were so close to the end you were nearly beyond the help of all but the gods," Fearin
commented, his dark blue eyes as calm as his voice. "I don't have to be told you weren't the
best of slaves, but that's all over with now. Once you've helped us to our final victory, your
reward will be your freedom. What's your name, slave?"
"What my name isn't is slave," I answered, using my left hand to rub my shoulder while I
gently flexed my re-strengthened right arm. "Whoever your victory is supposed to be over, it
means less than nothing to me. Keep your reward, man of high Power. When you come across a
slave you can use the reward then to impress her."
"Watch your mouth, Ugly!" the fighter Garam barked, taking one step toward me. "Even free
men don't get away with talking to High Masters like that, and you're nothing but a scruffy girl
slave. If he doesn't care to knock you flat, I'll be glad to do it for him."