
Jonathan lowered the paintbrush so fast that the stick hit the edge of the table and spat a blue decoration
on the ship’s stand. He turned sharply, bluntly. “What? What reasons? You always say that! You always
say, ‘They must have some good reason,’ but you never tell me what. I’m ten, and it’s time!”
Dad tried not to laugh, then chuckled anyway, and bobbed his brows. “You’re nine.”
“Nine and three-quarters! If I’m old enough to ask, then I’m old enough to get told something, and not
just, ‘Well, it’s mysterious.’ Why won’t they help? We would help them!I would help!”
Dad’s smile faded to something else. He leaned forward, hunched his shoulders, and gazed directly, in a
way that made Jonathan feel important.
Then, all at once, Dad started talking—butreally talking, really saying something, as if he had started
speaking to another grown-up all of a sudden.
“I haven’t been very fair to you, have I?” he considered. “Treating you the way the Vulcans treat humans
... the way they’ve treated me. ... I’ve been assuming that I’d be the one to decide when you were ready
to know things, assuming you don’t have anything to offer because you’re ... you’re ...”
Jonathan flared his arms and spat the word. “Primitive?”
The interruption got just the reaction he wanted. Dad smiled, rolled his eyes, flushed pink in the face, and
got embarrassed. For an instant, Jonathan felt as if he looked a lot like his dad—the sun-dipped brown
hair, the same brown eyes, pretty good smile that crinkled his eyes, friendly face, not enough of a tan.
And the same flicker behind the gaze, like maybe they were both smarter than the next guy about certain
things, even if the next guy was each other.
“Primitive ...” Henry Archer murmured. It was a mocking word, one the Vulcans used a lot, till it was
more like a joke.
The sadness in Dad’s face, though—it hurt them both. Jonathan shrugged a little, not knowing what to
say, but his feelingswere hurt. His dad had done everything a human could do to prove that we were
ready for space, just as good as the Vulcans or whatever slimers were out there, and still the pointers
wouldn’t teach the important stuff, like they thought we were just puppies in clothes who couldn’t learn.
They knew how to swim, but wouldn’t teach us. They wanted humans to half-drown, like some kind of
punishment, then learn to swim on our own, and if we almost drowned, well, then they’d step in, maybe,
and be heroes for saving us. What kind of friend is that, to think your friends are less than you in the
universe? Some friends. Couldn’t they see, just from working with people like Dad and Zephram
Cochrane? When Starfleet came around, didn’t they get it that we were serious? Didn’t they see how
much wewanted to go? Couldn’tthey learn? Couldn’t theydream?
So who was primitive, and who wasn’t?
If Ican make a person like Dad be honest with me, then I can do it with other people, too. I’ll
think about this later, and figure out what I did right. Then I’m gonna use it on somebody. I’ll
make the Vulcans talk!
And I’ll make them say they’re sorry to you, Bad. Because they should be.
As if hearing Jonathan’s thoughts, Dad stood up and tapped the lid back on the blue paint. Then he