
Mick Farren - DNA CB 3 - Neural Atrocity
CYN 256 felt one of those tiny surges from the wild, unruly, faraway depths of his mind. He didn't have a
name for the small bursts of feeling. He had heard the word rebellion, but he scarcely knew what it
meant. The only positive analysis he had of his situation was that somewhere, beneath all the layers of
orderly conditioning, was a dark sub-mind that refused to be controlled.
He had no real knowledge of this area. A few clues floated up into his consciousness like the occasional
bubbles in a stagnant pool that burst with a tiny whiff of strange, volatile gas. They told him that
somewhere there was a part of him that wasn't totally adjusted. It wouldn't accept the life that limited him
to his work cubicle, his sleep cubicle, and the bright curved corridor that he walked twice a day from one
to the other.
It was on these walks that the disturbing thought came more frequently. As he paced the familiar route
from, in this instance, work to sleep, he glanced covertly at the fellow operatives walking beside him. He
wondered if they too suffered these small but nagging disturbances. If they did, they showed no signs of
it. It wasn't a subject that he could dis-cuss at the fantasy session. If he was alone in his attitudes he
would be treated as a malfunction. That was the thing he was most afraid of.
He walked on along the corridor, looking fixedly at the grey metallic floor with its slight downward curve.
He was careful not to let his pace vary from that of the other operatives around him. He knew the
Computer monitored the behaviour of all its human operatives. It was quick to act on a deviation from
the norm. This too made him afraid.
He was acutely aware that this fear itself was by far his most serious deviation. He knew that once such
thoughts become detectable he would be removed for immediate therapy. Therapy was something else
he feared. What made this whole thought process even more disturbing was that he knew it went against
the very core of his conditioning. For as long as he could remember he had loved the Computer. It was
all powerful, all knowing and all caring. The never failing monitoring was the ultimate source of personal
safety and comfort. The small black shiny sensors that studded the corridors at regular intervals, and
unfalteringly watched over the human operatives from the ceiling of each cubicle, were his guards and
protectors. The sensors were the technological expression of the Computer's love for him.
The therapy unit was the greatest manifestation of that love. All his life it had been the ultimate point of
solace. Once in therapy all pain and abnormality would be gently washed away. In therapy he would be
cleansed, all the pain and troubles removed from his mind and body, totally forgotten.
And yet he was afraid. He knew the fear only occupied a small section of his brain. Most of him still
functioned in the same way as always. The tiny part that had changed, however, was enough to make him
reject therapy and deceive the sen-sors. He knew that in so doing, he was setting himself apart from the
Computer's merciful love, but the found he was unable to help himself.
CYN 256 came to the door of his sleep cubicle. His number was printed on the grey steel door in bold
black letters. Although all the doors that lined the corridor were identical, he didn't need to check the
number. He stopped automatically and, without thought, pressed the stud. The door silently slid open and
he stepped inside.
The interior of the little cubicle was a soft pale blue. It was a restful contrast to the hard grey of the
corridor. The sleep cubicles of C-class operatives provided no luxuries and excess space. There was a
narrow bunk, a small bench, a sanitation unit, and a small strip of floor that was just big enough to turn
round in. He opened the dispenser on the wall and, as always, there was the evening food tray. He
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