
features before her eyes, couldn't get them out of her mind; that was what
being in love did to you. Handsome in a rugged kind of way, his long dark hair
was thinning at the crown and he would be balding by the time he was thirty,
but what the hell. Slim, always dressed in jeans and a rough plaid shirt, the
binoculars strung around his neck as much a part of him as that sailor's beard
which she had got to like so much after detesting it initially. A slow
deceptive drawl that rarely altered. 'Sorry I can't make it tonight, darling,
but there's a team of naturalists coming all the way up from Sussex to film
that colony of badgers I was telling you about the other day.' You didn't tell
me and even if you did I wasn't listening because I'm not bloody well
interested. Most chaps of twenty-eight finish work at five and take their
girlfriends out in the evening. Girlfriend, not fiancee, because I've taken
the ring off and left it at home. I'll post it back to you tomorrow. I won't
register it and if it gets lost in the post then that's your bloody hard luck!
Sweating, moving away a few paces in search of a vacant place. Those youths
who had just come in from the pub were edging their way on to the floor and no
way did she want to give them the impression that she was jiving with them. A
lot of girls danced on their own, preferred it that way. Certainly tonight
Carol Embleton wanted it that way. She had made a big mistake, ought to have
realised months ago that this was how it would be if you dated a nature
conservancy officer. They were all married to their bloody wildlife, you were
the 'other woman'. Sorry if I've come between you and your badgers, darling.
Don't mind me, I'll stop at home and wait till you call me. I'll be a good
girl, I won't even look at other men. Like hell; but she wasn't going to let
those yobs pick her up. There was a limit.
Rocking all over the world. Legs apart, swinging her whole body from the waist
upwards from side to side, creating a sensation of dizziness as though your
scalp might slip right off.
Maybe Andy hadn't taken her seriously. Well, he soon would when that ring
arrived back. Posted tomorrow, first class, it might just get there on
Wednesday. Not an idle threat made in the heat of anger; she meant it. This
had happened just once too often. Andy didn't have to go filming badgers at
night with these nuts. He was always on about people trespassing, disturbing
the countryside, and if tramping through the woods at night with cameras and
dazzling lights wasn't creating a disturbance . . . . . . she winced as that
red disco light hit her full in the face again, knew just how those poor
badgers would feel . . . then she didn't know what disturbance was.
Hypocritical. OK, he was determined to go, and that was his decision. Likewise
she made her decision. We're through, Andy, don't pester me, please. There are
plenty of other girls, just like there are plenty of other chaps.
But not the yobbo breed. She moved her pitch again and just then the music
changed, a slower record, smoochy. Romantic. That was fine if you were feeling
romantic; if you weren't it grated.
She began to push her way off the floor, caught a glimpse of the clock at the
far end of the hall. Eleven-thirty. The disc-jockey would be folding it in
another half-hour. If she walked steadily back home her folks would have gone
to bed by the time she arrived. Christ, she couldn't face one of their
inquests, their patronising talk. 'It's only a lover's tiff. You go and sleep
on it and you'll feel altogether different in the morning. Andy's such a nice
lad, you don't realise how lucky you are, Carol.'
Maybe Andy was nice if you didn't mind sharing him with badgers and foxes and
any other species which happened to attract his interest at the time. The
cloakroom door was sticking and she had to force it with her shoulder. It had
been like that ever since she had come to her first disco here when she was