
After being taken into custody, despite his efforts through back channels with his lawyer, he had never
heard from or been contacted in any way by the agents of Jien Zenim, his great mentor. As much as he
had done for the man, as supportive as he had been of what he still believed were the man’s long term
views…never mind the fact that millions of dollars had been paid to him for that support…Zenim and his
agents had not come to his aid, had not retrieved him from this hell.
He had been stripped of his vaunted position on the Council on International Relations, the CIR, and the
people within those ranks, despite significant movement towards his line of reasoning regarding current
world conditions, were also distancing themselves from him as quickly as they could. The prestige and
power of that influential body derived from influential politicians from both sides of the aisle, leading
media executives like himself and leaders from every part of society all dedicated to their own vision of
world governance. He had harbored such great hopes of directing all of that power and influence in
support of Zenim’s vision. And considering the numerous setbacks to American interests precipitated by
the current administration’s efforts to thwart Zenim, he had thought he was on the verge of realizing that
goal. But that was before his arrest and trial. Now all of them were both unwilling and powerless to help
him.
Finally, his former co-workers at WNN, the World News Network, were also distancing themselves
from him as rapidly as possible. The place where he had risen to his pinnacle of influence and wealth was
now a vacuum to him. None of them had talked to him, none of them had visited him…none of them
wanted to. Despite all he had done for the individuals he had considered loyal to him, he found that the
loyalty was only skin deep…in fact, no deeper than what loyalty he held for them. Now, to a person,
they justifiably claimed that their former support of his ideas and policies had been purely innocent, and
that they had been completely ignorant of his involvement with the enemies of America.
“They’re all backpedaling. They’re all abandoning my sinking ship, every one of them,” he thought as he
sat up on his cot and turned towards the small table holding his last meal.
David Krenshaw knew in his heart that, if the roles were reversed, he, too, would be abandoning this
particular sinking ship. So it was hard for him to cast too many aspersions towards his former associates.
He was at least honest enough with himself to recognize that truth about himself. But that knowledge did
not lend any comfort to him…he was the one here in this cell.
In an effort to try to afford some measure of comfort in his last hours, a priest had been made available
to him. But David’s complete lack of remorse or repentance had left the priest no room to provide
absolution. David had heatedly communicated to the priest that he was convinced that God, if he were
even willing to admit His existence, was the one who had caused David to fall from his position of wealth
and influence…had in fact turned His back on David.
In the end, despite his recognition of the awful conditions he found himself in, David was unwilling to feel,
let alone accept, any responsibility for his own actions. It was all someone else’s fault. It would always be
someone else’s fault to the very end.
Like so many totally irredeemable and depraved individuals, David was only interested in his own
perspective and what was in it for him. Now, even when there was nothing left in it for him but the sharp
end of a needle, everyone else was an object of blame and an object of manipulation…even, in David’s
mind, God.
He got up and stepped to the small table to eat. He tried not to view it as a last meal…tried to look
upon it as nothing more than a late dinner. In an effort to maintain that perspective, he had even told his
guards to select the dish for him when he had been given the opportunity for a last request…whatever
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