
the sour wine.
The boat was clean and well-kept, obviously the darling of some poor fisherman’s heart. There was
extra rope, pieces of canvas for patching the sail, cord for reweaving nets, neat coils of fish line, a small
packet of needles and coarse thread—and much more. Halfway round, she kicked into her bow, lying
where she’d dropped it, still strung. “Yael-mri would have my hide.” She knelt, slipped the loop, ran her
hand along the carefully tended stave, pleased that the wood seemed strong still in spite of its repeated
inundations. She hung the bow over a mast cleat to continue drying, stretched, patted a yawn.
Higher up the cliffs hanguli-passare nested in hollows in the chalk and were flying about, their long
leathery wings and small furred bodies coping easily with the thermals along the cliff face. Their cries
blended with the steady roar of the surf and the creaking of the boat as wind and tide shoved it about.
She moved slowly along the rail, running her hand over the neatly patched and oiled wood, shamed by
her care-lessness with her bow, shamed by the theft of this boat. Even if she sent gold back to pay for it,
this kind of loving care had no price. She stopped her wandering and stood, eyes closed, listening to the
harsh wild cries of the circling passare, drawing comfort from them as she had before and would again
from similar sounds and smells and touches. Animal and earth and green growing things—they were
always the same, always what they were with no pretense, never soul-hurting as humankind could be, as
humankind had been to her over and over again.
Standing by the mast, she faced toward Oras, wondering what was happening there, if Tayyan was
still alive. I should go back. I have to go back. He’d take her to the Plaz, he’d want her alive so he
could question her. Damn that fool Ly-bor, trying to use a brassy Norid in her plots. Question her!
She threw her head back, flung her arms out. “Ahhhhhaaaaiiiiy, Tayyyyaaaannnn!” The cry was torn from
her throat, an agonized recognition of the terror that ran in her blood. The Norid. She saw again the
narrow black form, saw his stiff black hair, his gaunt red-brown face, Norid, Norid, cheap street Norid
with his petty tricks. Then the image changed to the one that haunted her, the face she couldn’t forget,
couldn’t ever forget—the elegant spare face, colorless as moonlight, with a black-bar of eyebrow, a
mouth thinned to a blue-pink line, with a fine gold ring and a pendant ruby dangling from one nostril,
moving with his upper lip as he spoke. The ruby grew and grew, flooded her in bloodlight, pulsed until
she danced with the pulsation, small wild girl child marked as misborn, thrust apart as misborn, small girl
dancing, unseen fire searing her, swallowing her ....
When she was again aware of what she was doing, the boat was in open water, the cliffs a dark line
on the horizon. She shuddered and swung the boat back to the shore. Her mouth was dry; she drank the
sour wine, gulping it down until her head swam with the fumes. She slipped the tether over the till-er bar
and curled up on the deck, dizzy with the boat’s movement and the wine in her belly, cuddling the sagging
skin against her breasts. She shifted position and drank again. And again. Then she fumbled the stopper
home and cradled her head on her arm, drunk and exhausted, already half asleep. Her money sack hit
the planking and the coins inside clanked dully.
Tayyan wrinkled her long thin nose. Hitching her weapon-—belt up over her narrow hips, she eyed
her shieldmate. “Dam-mit, Serroi, we’re not on duty now. Who cares if a couple meie stray out of the
harem? Who cares if Morescad put a curfew on us! Not me. What he doesn’t know damn well won’t
hurt us. And he won’t know a thing if we go out over the wall. Look, little one, Lucyr set up this race.
Only man I ever met that knew more about macain than my father. Five macain, none of them ever
beaten, one of them bred in my family’s plexus.” Her dark blue eyes laughed as she ruffled Serroi’s mop
of sorrel curls. “A mountain-bred macai from Frinnor’s Hold, love, out of Curosh’s stable. Cousin to my
mother’s sister’s husband. You got any idea how long it’s been since I saw a good race, a really good
race?” Her fingers tangled in the fleecy curls; she tugged gently at them. “Come with me, love?”
Serroi sighed and gave in despite painful twitches of warning passing across the eye-spot on her
forehead. She pulled away from Tayyan’s fingers, caught her hand and brought it to her lips, kissed a
finger lightly then bit down hard on a knuckle, laughed and danced away when Tayyan grabbed for her.