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DAVID MOODY

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This edition published 2005

Copyright David Moody 2002

This book is a work of fiction. The characters and situations

in this story are imaginary. No resemblance is intended between

these characters and any real persons, either living or dead.

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way of trade or otherwise, be lent, re-sold, hired out or otherwise

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imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

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this book is available from the British Library

Paperback ISBN 0-9550051-4-0

3-3-0505-1

Part I

ARRIVAL

1

Once I get outside I’m fine.

All the nervousness, the trepidation and the apprehension disappears in seconds. You just keep

putting one foot in front of the other.

People ask me why I run but I never give them a straight answer. I never give them an honest answer.

I give them all the usual bullshit about keeping fit and healthy and I might tell them that I run because it’s

good to get out and find all those places you can’t get to by car. When you’re running, I sometimes tell

them, you’re everything and you’re nothing. You don’t matter to anyone but yourself. You can run past a

hundred people and none of them know how far you’ve run or how much you’re hurting. I tell people

that I like to run because I like the quiet. I tell them I like to be on my own. I sometimes tell them that I

like to think, but I never tell anyone what I think about.

I left home just under half an hour ago. There were a few grey clouds on the horizon. Now the entire

sky is almost completely black and I know that in a couple of seconds the sun will disappear. There’s a

lone pocket of blue sky above me which is about to be swallowed up by dark clouds attacking it from all

directions. I’ve seen this happen before when a storm’s been brewing. The clouds suddenly stop

following each other and start to criss-cross the sky at different heights and different speeds.

Unpredictable and unstoppable.

My legs are aching and my head is pounding. The atmosphere is heavy and oppressive and there’s a

cold wind suddenly gusting all around me.

Christ, here it comes. I’ve done almost four miles and I’m soaked with sweat and now here comes

the rain to make the last mile and a half home even more difficult. I’ve run down sheltered streets lined

with buildings and footpaths covered by a canopy of trees but it’s only now that I’m out here with no

protection that the rain is really beginning to pour down. There’s nothing I can do but keep on running.

The harder I push myself, the sooner I’ll be home.

Bloody hell. Now this is the real reason why I run.

I must have followed this dirt track a hundred times but it still takes my breath away. The rain’s

ice-cold and it’s crashing down all around me now but it doesn’t seem to matter. The view here is

incredible. The muddy path is never more than a couple of feet across even at its widest point and it’s

hard going - boggy and uneven - but it’s worth it when I reach the top of the hill. I’m out on the edge

when I reach the top of the hills, following the line of the cliffs. A two hundred foot drop and nothing to

see but the ocean.

The rain’s so heavy now that it’s almost like a mist. There’s the first growl of thunder - a low,

ominous rumble that I can feel through the ground. I can feel it in my legs and my belly. Exhilarating and

humbling. A sudden split-second flash of electric blue light and another crack of thunder and now I’m

beginning to wonder whether I’m in trouble here. I’m out on my own with no protection. I’m cold and

wet and I feel as exposed as an electricity pylon. I might as well be playing golf as running.

There’s another flash of light. This time I’m looking in the right direction, straight out over the ocean.

The lightning seemed to hit the water just past the first rocks of the Devil’s Peak. If I close my eyes I can

still see it in negative. But closing my eyes is the last thing I want to do up here. Shit, almost lost my

footing. I’ve got to concentrate. One slip and I’ve had it. It was a bloody stupid idea to come up this way

today.

I never stop when I’m running. It’s hard to get going again once you’ve slowed down. But

something’s not right. I can’t put my finger on it. The rain’s even colder now I’m standing still but that’s

not important. I can hear something over the noise of the sea and the storm. I can hear a new sound. A

different sound.

There’s a jet.

No, wait. There’s more than one.

They don’t usually fly much at this time of day, and certainly not in this weather unless there’s a damn

good reason. There are five of them flying in an arrowhead formation. When they fly along the valley

they’re a hundred times faster and nowhere near as loud as this. They’re never usually this close to each

other.

There are even more of them.

I can see seven jets now, sleek and dark, still flying in formation but they’re getting lower. One by one

they’re emerging from the heavy cloud cover. They’re well away from the land now and out over the

ocean.

There’s something else behind them.

They’re leading it out of the clouds.

Jesus Christ.

Whatever this thing is it’s huge. It’s black and it’s fucking enormous. Fucking hell, I’ve never seen

anything like it. It’s silent. All I can hear are the jets surrounding it. This thing is immense and it’s not

making a bloody sound. It seems to be going on forever - hundreds and hundreds of metres of Christ

knows what stretching down through the clouds and out over the ocean. It looks and moves like a

fucking submarine carving its way through the turbulent air. Its vast belly is black, smooth and featureless

but for a few bright pinpricks of light towards the front. I can’t even begin to estimate the size of this

thing.

There are jets surrounding the entire machine. They look so small that they’re like the shadows of

scavenging birds against it. I can see the back end of it now - there’s a huge brilliant ball of blue-white

light behind the ship. That must be what’s powering it. How can it be so quiet? Christ, how can

something so big move without making a sound? All I can hear are the jets and the storm.

I can’t look at the light. It’s so bright and powerful. Jesus, I can feel my skin beginning to prickle and

tighten with the heat. The rain and sweat is evaporating and there’s steam snaking up from my skin.

The distance is deceptive. The whole convoy is moving at speed.

Just a couple of minutes since the first jet appeared and the last one is now disappearing from view.

All I can see is the ball of light moving out to sea.

A second of silence, and then the sound of the waves on the rocks below and the driving rain returns

a thousand times louder than before.

I’ve got to get home.

2

Thomas Winter was twenty-seven two weeks ago. He has one brother, Robert, who is three years his

junior. There is no other family.

On March 13 last year Mary and Kenneth Winter - the parents of the boys - died in a car accident

just outside London . Mrs Winter and the driver of the van that hit their car died instantly. Mr Winter

hung on for a further four and a half days before passing away in hospital.

As the sole beneficiaries of their parent’s joint will, the two boys received equal shares of a substantial

estate. Mr Winter had been practical and had made arrangements well in advance which removed much

of the burden from the two shell-shocked brothers. By November last year their parent’s properties had

been sold, their investments and pensions realised and their bank accounts closed.

Robert continued with his studies at university - there he managed to find an oasis of normality when

the rest of his world had been tipped on its head. Thomas, on the other hand, left his city office job and

bought a modest bungalow in Thatcham, a small fishing village some twenty miles from where he had

been brought up.

Thomas has a girlfriend, Siobhan, who he genuinely adores. When his parents died most of his friends

quickly disappeared. Siobhan stayed by his side throughout and remained strong, dedicated and

supportive. Even on the nights when Thomas sat alone and cried himself to sleep in the darkness, when

he wouldn’t eat or drink and when he’d speak to no-one, she had waited nearby. She knew that he

would need her eventually.

The village of Thatcham is on the east coast and is popular with holidaymakers throughout the

summer.

It is late August.

3

I sprinted down from the cold and exposed hillside and then tripped and stumbled through the

rain-soaked streets of the village. The holiday season was almost over and the summer crowds had

begun to subside. There seemed to have been more tourists than ever this year but now only a

determined minority of the annual sun-seeking invasion force remained.

I ran down the main promenade and followed the cobbled street which ran parallel with the curve of

the shingle beach. There was a long and irregular line of shuffling figures gathered along the arc of the

grey sea wall. They were all stood with their backs to me, every last one of them staring out over the

ocean and out towards the dark horizon. Families stood together in bright waterproofs talking, for once,

to the normally insular and reticent locals. It was obvious that they’d all seen the same incredible sight that

I’d just witnessed. No-one could have missed it. Even though I was only there for a few breathless

seconds, I could sense a peculiar unease and uncertainty hanging in the air. The locals, the tourists and

myself were united in the fact that none of us had a bloody clue what had just happened.

The heavy black clouds had smothered the afternoon with a murky darkness. I glanced up the hill

towards home and could see my cottage. Bright yellow electric light was shining out from the living room

and, standing in the window, I could see Robert’s silhouette. He too was staring out towards the horizon

hoping to catch sight of the awesome thing (whatever it was) that had silently flown by a couple of

minutes earlier.

I took another deep breath of damp, electrically-charged air and followed the road round the hairpin

bend and then up towards the cottage. The final hill usually hurt more than any other part of my run. I was

so preoccupied thinking about what I’d seen that I didn’t even notice the pain.

‘Fucking hell, Tom!’ Rob yelled as I crashed clumsily through the front door. ‘Did you see it?’

For a few seconds I couldn’t breathe, let alone speak. I swallowed, slowly lifted my head and

nodded. Coughing to clear my throat, I stumbled into the kitchen to get a drink.

‘I saw it,’ I managed to gasp between breaths.

‘And?’ he pressed, obviously keen for me to expand.

‘And what?’ I replied, still struggling to force enough oxygen into my body to prevent me from

passing out. Now that I’d finished the effort and pace of the final mile of my run was starting to hit home.

‘I don't know,’ Rob continued, oblivious to my suffering, ‘what do you think it was? Where the hell

did it come from?’

I shrugged my sweat-soaked shoulders and peeled off my sodden T-shirt. I leant against the nearest

unit for support, kicked off my muddy trainers and looked up at my brother and shook my head.

‘You tell me,’ I mumbled, still finding it difficult to talk. He walked away and I slowly followed him

back into the living room.

‘I can’t believe it,’ he babbled excitedly, ‘I mean, for bloody years we’ve been talking and dreaming

about something like this happening and now it has. More than that, it’s happened here! Christ, the most

important event in the history of bloody history itself and we’re smack bang in the middle of it!’

I really did want to match Rob’s obvious enthusiasm and excitement but at that moment in time it was

impossible. I had a thousand and one questions running through my tired brain but I didn’t have the

energy to even try and answer any of them. My mind was willing, but my body was most definitely still

weak.

‘I was in the kitchen when I heard the jets,’ he continued regardless. ‘I heard them fly over and I

came in here to see what was going on. I thought we’d gone to war or something and then I saw it.

Bloody hell, it flew right over the village! It must have been a couple of miles long...’

Robert didn’t stop talking but I stopped listening. I walked across to the wide bay window on the far

side of the room and, dressed only in my shorts and muddy socks, I looked out towards the horizon and

then down onto the busy village below. The streets which had been relatively empty for much of the day

were suddenly teeming with figures and there was still a decent sized crowd gathered by the sea wall.

The storm was finally passing and moving out to sea and as the heavy clouds began to creep away the

low light of the afternoon gradually began to improve.

‘So what was it?’ I asked, inadvertently cutting across my brother and repeating his earlier question. I

hadn’t actually meant to ask it, I was just thinking out loud.

‘For Christ’s sake,’ Rob sighed, ‘what do you think it was?’

‘I think it was a spaceship,’ I muttered, unable to think of a more impressive way of describing the

most incredible sight I (or anyone else) had ever witnessed. ‘But it can’t have been. That’s ridiculous.’

‘Why is it?’

‘What?’

‘Why is that ridiculous?’

‘A spaceship?! Come on, we don’t...’

‘We’ve been sending people out into space for decades, haven’t we? If we can do it then...’

‘Yes, but...’

‘But nothing. Just accept it, Tom, this afternoon we were visited by bloody aliens!’

Regardless of what I knew I’d seen, the reality was too incredible to believe.

‘Aliens? Fucking hell, there’s no way that...’

‘So what was it then?’

‘I don’t know. It could have been a prototype for a new type of plane or an airship or something like

that?’

‘Bollocks,’ he snapped.

I knew he was right but I still instinctively tried to find an alternative explanation. It just sounded so

damn implausible. I mean, aliens and spaceships for Christ’s sake? And anyway, why would any alien in

its right mind choose to make its debut appearance here out in the back-end of nowhere on a miserable

Friday afternoon?

‘Thousands of people must have seen it,’ Rob continued. ‘There’s no way the authorities can try and

keep this quiet, is there? They’re not going to be able to come up with a good enough story to cover this

up. How can they expect...’

‘Bloody hell, be quiet will you?’ I snapped. My brother was getting on my nerves. Whenever he

became excited he would talk incessantly, and that really pissed me off because my natural reaction was

to do the opposite - I just wanted to shut up and concentrate and try and make some sense of what was

happening. I switched on the television and sat on the floor in front of the screen.

‘Jesus...’ Robert whispered as he sat down on the sofa behind me.

‘It doesn’t look like they’re even going to bother trying to hush it up, does it?’ I said.

Virtually every channel carried the same picture - a direct live feed from the bobbing deck of a boat

which swayed and rocked with the waves of the sea some fifty miles off the coast. The unsteady camera

work revealed the huge ship we had seen in all its dark glory. Enormous and impervious, it hovered

silently hundreds of feet above the restless water. A fleet of boats were dotted around the scene.

Countless helicopters and planes buzzed and fluttered relentlessly through the swirling skies on all sides of

the mighty craft. When one of the helicopters flew towards the camera from close to the hull of the ship

its relative insignificance made the massive machine’s vast proportions instantly and incredibly apparent.

The camera pulled back again to show more of the ragtag flotilla of cruisers, ferries, tugs and other ships

(most obviously military, others apparently more industrial in their design) that had gathered in the

shadows of the mysterious titanic.

‘I just don't believe this,’ Robert mumbled under his breath. ‘They’re here. They’re actually here...’

I had given up trying to shut Robert up and I turned up the sound to try and compensate. The unsure

voice of an obviously dumbfounded commentator was speaking.

‘...just to remind you that for the time being we’ll be staying with this live coverage,’ the woman’s

voice said, ‘and to repeat once again that these are genuine pictures. This is not a hoax.’

I looked over my shoulder. Robert had a dumb, childish grin plastered across his face. I turned back

and continued to stare into the screen, hypnotised by a combination of bewilderment, disbelief,

nervousness and utter amazement.

It was one of those life-defining moments.

Like watching the Gulf wars kicking off live on TV.

Like watching the space shuttle explode in the sky.

Like hearing that the princess had died in the tunnel.

Like watching the World Trade Centre collapse after the terrorist strikes.

I knew that nothing was ever going to be the same again.

A stream of information ran across the bottom of the television screen which read; ‘Confirmed arrival

of alien ship. First official word from the Government due shortly. Downing Street spokesman advises

population to remain calm. No evidence of hostility...’

‘Can you imagine what Dad would have made of all of this,’ Rob whispered. I nodded and smiled.

My brother’s fervour and wonder would have paled into insignificance next to that of our dad. He had

been a keen kitchen-sink scientist and amateur astronomer for as long as I could remember. He’d always

seemed to be more interested in what was happening in space than in his own home and I would have

given anything to have had him sitting next to me and watching the television now. He would have been

so bloody excited. It all would have meant so much to him.

‘So what do you think the politicians are going to say?’ Rob asked.

‘Don’t know,’ I replied. ‘You would have expected them to try and play things down but I don’t see

how they can now.’

‘Why?’

‘Because so many people have seen so much, that’s why. They’ve got to come clean and tell us

everything they know.’

‘Everything?’

‘Well they’ve got to make the population believe that they’ve been told everything, haven’t they?

They’ll do more harm than good if they don’t. The more they tell us, the less there is for people to make

up for themselves. And the less people make up the...’

The picture of the ship on the television screen disappeared and was replaced by a news reader's

face. The Government’s announcement was imminent. The speed of events only served to emphasise the

potential gravity and scale of our situation. For me the appearance of the first grey-suited politician on the

screen instantly took away the edge of excitement and replaced it with a sobering degree of nervous

uncertainty. I sensed that the words I was about to hear would set an important tone. Any hostility or fear

in the diplomat’s voice would indicate that our safety was not as guaranteed as we might naively have

presumed in the bewilderment of the afternoon.

The official walked towards a speaker’s plinth and as he did so he was showered with a relentless

stream of light from a hundred camera flashes. He paused for a second to collect himself and then cleared

his throat before speaking.

‘Earlier this morning,’ he began, his voice initially unsteady, ‘various observatories and scientific

outposts around the world and in space were made aware of the presence of an unidentified object on

the outskirts of our solar system. As the progress of this object was tracked it changed course several

times before finally heading towards Earth.’ He paused for a moment and shuffled awkwardly from foot

to foot. ‘Although no direct contact has been made as yet, the ship has broadcast a continual signal

which, to all intents and purposes, seems to be a distress transmission.’

A second pause, this time long enough to allow the assembled reporters to fire off a volley of

desperate questions at the politician while their associated photographers launched another barrage of

flashes. The defenceless spokesman lifted his hands in an attempt to restore some order.

‘The ship has been led away from land and is currently holding a position some fifty miles from the

east coast of England . No resistance was offered to the armed air escort which guided it out over the

ocean and, despite continual attempts, no contact has been made with whoever, or whatever, is piloting

it. There’s really nothing more I can tell you at the present time...’

As the spokesman was hit with another barrage of camera flashes and questions I stood up and

walked over to the window again. There were still flurries of activity in the village streets below. It had

stopped raining and the crowds around the sea wall remained. They seemed surprisingly happy and

relaxed. Even from a distance I could see that there was a surprisingly calm and peaceful atmosphere in

Thatcham.

I could identify with the people outside. Strange and pretentious as it might have sounded, each one of

them was suddenly a friend and an ally. The unexpected arrival of a new and previously unknown life

form to the planet already seemed to have made the indigenous human population subconsciously bond

closer together. I could see it happening everywhere I looked. People were standing and talking and

laughing with people they wouldn’t have even looked at yesterday. Already there were no longer black

people and white people or Muslims and Christians and Jews or men and women or upper class and

working class. There were just people.

‘Where do you think Dad would be now?’ Rob asked. I glanced over at him sitting cross-legged on

the sofa. He had a deadly combination of concentration, fascination and excitement fixed on his face. If I

half-closed my eyes I could see a five year-old Robert watching Star Wars, not a twenty-four year-old

watching footage of man’s first confirmed contact with an alien intelligence. I half expected Dad to come

into the room.

‘Knowing what he was like,’ I eventually replied, ‘he’d either be out there on a boat trying to get as

close as he could or he’d still be up in the attic trying to find his binoculars.’

Rob laughed.

‘I’d go for the boat,’ he smiled. ‘He’d have been first on the scene.’

I’d have given anything for him to have been there watching the world change with us.

Cold and shivering, I forced myself to move and dragged my tired body into the bathroom.

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